Pushit

Saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Take care not to make me enter If I do we both may disappear

You know that I will choke until I swallow Choke this infant here before me What is this ('What are you' has been performed live) but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're pushing, shoving me You're pushing, shoving me You're pushing, shoving me You're pushing me, shoving me

You're pushing and shoving me (x3) You're pushing me and shoving me

You still love me, still love me But you didn't need to push it on me You still love me, still love me But you didn't need to push it on me

Rest your trigger on my finger Bang my head upon the fault line You better take care not to make me enter Cause if I do we both may disappear

Cause you're pushing, shoving me You're pushing me and shoving me

You're pushing and shoving me You're pushing me and shoving me

You still love me, still love me But you didn't need to shit on me You're pushing and shoving me You're pushing and shoving me

I'm slipping back into the gap again I'm alive when you're touching me Alive when you're shoving me down

But I'd trade it all for just a little peace of mind

More shit on me Push it on me (x3)

You're pushing And shoving And scrambling To keep my feet flat on the ground

(additional lyrics have been performed live)

A beast is he that casts a stone Release not me but soon I am free A life that reaches out and to cry Slowly seems to claim me back

I deny it to you when the blood dries Love, you leave me when no one should A life that reaches out for another For life the shell is cracking open

My love, you leave me when no one should Love, I flow toward insane logic Love, please know I did not want this Always know I did not want this

I am somewhere I don't wanna be You push me somewhere I don't wanna be And put me somewhere I don't wanna be Seeing someplace I don't wanna see Never wanna see that place again

Saw the gap again today While you were begging me to stay Managed to push myself away And you as well my dear

If when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay You minimize my movement anyway I must persuade you another way

Pushing, shoving Pushing, shoving Pushing me

There's no love in fear

Yeah, I'm staring down the hole again Hands are on my back again Survival is my only friend Terrified of what may come, yeah

Remember I will always love you As I claw your fucking throat away It will end no other way It will end no other way

Maynard James........
are we mad yet?
come with me...