I'm frozen cold,
Thinking of day of old.
The days when we would smile,
Happiness would go on mile after mile...
But, thanks to me,
It can no longer be.
I'm to dependant on you,
There's nothing you can say or do.
Any bad that should come and go,
Will leech onto me, and grow.
Until it's like a diease,
And it can't be eased.
My mind is screaming to leave it alone,
But all my heart can do is moan.
It's moans and cries,
Wishing it could see you with my eyes.
My heart cries and bleeds for you,
And it'll do anything to get you.
It's trying it's best,
But it can't satisfy the rest.
My body is dying,
And my mind just isn't buying.
My heart and mind are at war,
And I'm afraid I can take it no more.
My body is getting really weak now,
I say to get stronger, it wonders how.
It's trying the best it can,
But I'm so much weaker than my man.
I can't handle all this pain,
With so much to loose, and so much to gain.
All I can do is sit and wait,
Sit in my room, think and debate.
Until one more time, once again,
I'm crying a dry tear, but until then,
I'm thinking of days of old.
And I'm frozen cold...
©Mandielynn
11/4/98
