I'm fine.
Tears in my eyes,
Hole in my heart,
Screams in my soul,
Blood on my hands,
And a pain that won't go away.
But I'm fine.
I just close my eyes,
And hide it all away.
From myself. (But I'm fine.)
Don't want to see it.
Don't want to feel it.
But I must.
I can't hold it in.
There's no denying
Tears in my eyes,(so pretty)
Hole in my heart, (so full of love)
Screams in my soul, (that won't stop)
Blood on my hands, (Not my own)
And a pain that won't go away. (A pain I caused)
I swallow my fears,
With all the courage I can collect.(But I'm fine.)
I hold onto my happiness with all my might.
Don't want to let go.
Can't let go.(But I'm fine.)
If I hide it,
Then it'll go away.
I am strong enough.
I can make it.
I just have to push away the
Tears in my eyes(will the tears ever stop?)
Hole in my heart(getting bigger)
Screams in my soul, (getting louder)
Blood on my hands (Could that be mine?)
And a pain that won't go away.(A pain that won't leave)
(If I can just erase the)
Tears in my eyes(eyes so red)
Hole in my heart(sure is black)
Screams in my soul, (vibrating throughout)
Blood on my hands (Is this really blood?)
And a pain that won't go away.(A pain that isn't all mine)
Then I won't have to deal with the hurt.
I won't have to cause more pain.
I won't cause any more tears.
Not my own, and not yours.
Because if I'm fine, then
Tears in my eyes(will finally stop)
Hole in my heart(will finally mend)
Screams in my soul,(will soon fade)
Blood on my hands (Can be washed away)
And a pain that won't go away.(Might just disappear)
(I must be fine.)
Tears in my eyes(will finally stop)
Hole in my heart(will finally mend)
Screams in my soul,(will soon fade)
Blood on my hands (Can be washed away)
And a pain that won't go away.(Might just disappear)
(I'm great)
Tears in my eyes(will finally stop)
Hole in my heart(will finally mend)
Screams in my soul,(will soon fade)
Blood on my hands (Can be washed away)
And a pain that won't go away.(Might just disappear)
-Bridge-
I am perfectly all right,
Even with the tears and the hole.
I'm perfect as me,
Even with the blood and the pain.
Just let me do as I will,
And I'll be fine.
Let me close my eyes.
Let me shut myself out.
Let me cry out in pain.
Because soon enough,
I'll be fine.
(because the)
Tears in my eyes(can be wiped away)
Hole in my heart(can be sealed with a kiss)
Screams in my soul,(calmed by a whisper)
Blood on my hands (down the drain it goes)
And a pain that won't go away.(All I need is a hug)
Tears in my eyes(can be wiped away)
Hole in my heart(can be sealed with a kiss)
Screams in my soul,(calmed by a whisper)
Blood on my hands (down the drain it goes)
And a pain that won't go away.(All I need is a hug)
-continue till fade-
-Mandielynn 9.10.99
