That I live on, but how can I?
Because my soul would be dead,
And all I would ever see is red.
Like blood pumping through veins,
And hoping they were yours, all in vain.
Because you would be gone,
And I would have to live all alone.
I slit my wrists,
Trying to aviod the fate that twists,
Around and around,
Like snakes, silent and without a sound.
I watch the blood that flows from me,
I watch the blood thankfully.
Glad that the life would be taken,
And I can see your face once again.
I lay myself on the ground,
My thoughts swirling 'round and 'round.
The last thought that came to mind,
Before I was no longer among mankind,
Was of how much I love you.
How much I love you..
Now I remember it was all a dream,
No matter how real it seemed.
I close my eyes,
And see red filled to the skies.
Quickly I open them,
And see you once again.
I touch your hair,
And your skin, so fair.
Now I know that my dream wasn't true,
And in your ear, I whisper "I love you."
©Mandielynn
7/22/98
