But in your mind, there isn't any doubt.
Because there is a way, you just won't because of me.
Am I supposed to be happy?
Because I know that you're not happy as you are right now,
And you'd rather get out of it if you just knew how.
More like you won't, you and I both see.
But where does that leave me?
Should you take ur life,
From a gun, a leap, or a knife,
Where does that leave me?
It leaves me, and only me.
I love you, there is no doubt.
But I hold you from your only way out.
I know this isn't true,
But this is from my point of view.
You may throw a sarcastic remark or two.
But I know what's going on inside of you.
You're stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Your unhappy life, or my not-so-pretty face.
Well gee,
This would be a hard choice for me.
But it's not my desicion,
I hopefully won't be there when you make that inscision.
The one that halts the breath,
And brings you to a welcoming death.
I hopefully won't be there when you exhale one last time,
But I would do the same, just give me time.
Because if you can do it,
Then I can do it.
It's as simple as one two three.
If you take you away from me,
I'll be the next one to take a flying leap,
And from me, nobody would hear another peep.
I'd be safe six feet below,
And then you'll know.
If you jump, I jump too.
That's how much I love you.
©Mandielynn 7/24/98
