What Do I Do

I can't bear to leave, for fear of not coming back. I can't stay, for fear of never leaving.

What do I do?

I can't keep going, 'cause I can't see in front of me. I can't stop, because it's dark here too.

I can't talk to anyone because my voice doesn't work. I can't keep it a secret because it's deadly.

What do I do?

I can't stop crying because I need to loose the pain. I can't cry because it adds salt to the wound.

I can't kill myself because I'm afraid. I can't stay alive because I'm afraid of that too.

What do I do?

I can't stay away from you because I love you too much. I can't keep you because you don't love me enough.

I can't think straight because my head is messed up. I can't not think straight because

I need to figure out what to do.

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