My heart is empty.
Has been for days.
It wants to stop beating.
It's got to have it's way.
It won't stop it's scream.
It won't stop it's ache.
I'm happy as it may seem.
But it's all just a fake.
It's all I can do
But to sit and cry.
To think of you.
To want to die.
To remember you touch.
To remember your kiss.
I miss you so much.
I love you as much as this:
I will kill my heart.
Surrender my soul.
I will tear my body apart.
I will fill the hole.
I will satisfy my need.
I will satisfy my yearn.
I will always bleed.
Unless you learn.
I need you to fill the need.
To fill the want inside of me.
I need you to take the lead.
And tell me you love me.
I will love you no more
Than you want me too.
I'll fix the pieces that I tore.
It's up to you.
Please give me the second chance.
The one I earned, you said I did.
Let my heart dance.
After all the crying it did.
Let the smile on my face be genuine.
Let the tears go away.
Let me finally be at peace within.
Let the sadness be on it's way.
You said I needed to learn
To get along without you.
I did, I do, but I still yearn.
For all that you do.
Please feel my love.
Feel my touch.
I know there's no one else you're thinkin' of.
I know you miss me just as much.
You can't hide it from me.
No matter how hard you try.
It's something anybody can see.
So please come, we have tears to dry.
We have hugs to share.
We have kisses to give.
I know that you care.
And that's why I live.
-Mandielynn 7.15.99
