(chorus)
This is the bomb that i've been waiting for
Looking for
You finally lit the fuse
That's in my head
Yes, you finally lit the fuse that's in my head
With nothingness on top of me
And bleeding from my folder
Only you can stop the emptiness
Don't let it take me over
I've been sinking down
Further into nothing
I've been waiting long
Longer than for some things (chorus)
I think i'd rather play around
And i think i'd rather watch tv
'Cause i don't wanna face my fears
I'll watch the movie
'Cause it's not me
I'm just like everybody else
I'm just like everybody else because
(chorus)
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna see this now
It's all wrong but it's all right
And i dont wanna be here
I don't wanna study now
It's all wrong but it's all right
And i dont know what love is
And i don't know who i am
And if i ever want to find out
I'll watch the movie
'Cause it's not me
I'm just like everybody else
My age
I don't wanna change the world
And i don't wanna be someone
I don't wanna write the book
I'll make the movie
'Cause it's not me
I'm just like everybody else (everybody else)
I'm just like everybody else (chorus)
Nothing to be
She's already been
Ohh, in plenty of time
Plenty of time
Plenty of time
Lights her candle, six A.M.
Starting a new one
Every new one hits her just the same
Just like clock work
She climbs down
Into her bottle
Yeah, and no one down there cares to know her name
(chorus)
She's underwater
Nowhere now
She's underwater
Upside down
The rising tide won't find her now
She's lost and found
Underwater
She's underwater
But she won't drown
She can't believe it
And everyone she meets feels just the same
It takes all day
To get to tonight
What makes the sunset
And what makes it go back to where it came
Nothing to be
She's already been
In plenty of time
Plenty of time
Plenty of time
She's underwater
Nowhere now
She's underwater
Upside down
The rising tide won't find her now
She's lost and found
Now she's upside down
Now she's six feet down
Underwater
Underwater
Underwater
Underwater
Nothing here's the same
It's all a dream
Life on the movie screen
And i'm sitting on the edge of my seat
I can't tell what happens next
Just what i've seen
Don't know what it means
But i'm holding on the edge of my seat
(chorus)
I can't forget your name
Forget your name
Yeah i can't forget you
Now i know
I can't forget you, girl
I promise
Sit back buckle in and hold on tight
A roller coaster ride
And i'm holding on the edge of my seat
And i don't know for sure
'Cause i just landed on your shore
But i think you got nothing
But another thing coming
If you think there's nothing more
That there's nothing more (chorus)
All that's in my head is in your hands
It's a long way from the moon up to the sun
It's a longer road ahead of me
The road i've just begun
Stop to think of all the time i've lost
Start to think of all the bridges that i've burned that must be crossed
Over, over, over
Take me over
(chorus)
I've been poison
I've been rain
I've been fooled again
I've seen ashes
Shine like chrome
Someday i'll see home
Home, home
I can see the stars from way down here
But i can't fall asleep behind the wheel
It's a long way from the shadows in my cave
Up to your reality
To watch the sunlight taking over
Over,
Taking over
Take me over (chorus)
I took my time to find the words
I hoped she'd feel the same
(chorus)
'Cause i want someone to share my smile
To share the pain
To be there when the sea turns grey
To share the joy
For better or worse
And i thought that it might have been her
Wonder if she knows
The way i saw her soul light up my life
Wonder if she knows
Of the pain i feel tonight
I took my time to find the words
I hoped she'd feel the same (chorus)
Way up here
We stand on shoulders
Growing colder
Laugh or cry
I won't mind
Sing it louder
Twist and shout
Immovable shadows
The concrete girl
They'll rock your world
To nothing
And they're swimming around again, again
And they're swimming around
The concrete girl
Catch your breath
Like four-leaf clover
Hand it over
Scream to no one
Take your time
Sing it louder
Twist and shout
Nothing to run from
Is worse than something
And all your fears
Of nothing
And they're swimming around again, again
And they're swimming around
The concrete girl
Concrete girl don't fall down
In this broken world around you
Concrete girl don't fall down
Don't fall down
My concrete girl
Don't stop thinking
Don't stop feeling now
One step away
From where we were
And one step back
To nothing
And we're standing on top of our hopes and fears
And we're fighting for words now concrete girl
And we're swimming around again, again
And we're swimming around now
Concrete girl
Take away from me
This monstrosity
'Cause my futile thinking's not gonna solve nothing tonight
Ask me for what am i living
And what gives me strength that i'm willing to die for
Could it be this
Could it be bliss
Could it be all that i ever had missed
Could it be true
Can life be new
And can i be used
Can i be used
Give me a reason for life and for death
And a reason for drowning while i hold my breath
Something to laugh at a reason to cry
With everyone hopeless
And hoping for something to hope for
Yeah, with something to hope for
Could it be true
Can life be new
Could it be all that i am is in You
Could it be this
Could it be bliss
Can it be You
Can it be You
Sometimes ignorance rings true
But hope is not in what i know
Not in me
It's in You
It's all i know
I find peace when i'm confused
I find hope when i'm let down
Not in me
But in You
I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
But not in me
It's You
It's all i know
So what's your direction
And where are you now
(chorus)
Grow grow where you are
Anchor your roots underneath
~~*Doubt your doubts and believe your beliefs*
What's your direction
All that you've been
Makes who you are now
'Cause I've been ashamed
I've been a fool
You know i've backed down
When i lose direction
I pray to be found (chorus)
~~ Mother Mitchell
And i can't recall myself
How i went down
Did i get shot
Or shoot myself
I'm down here
I'm down here
And you're way up there
But that doesn't hurt badly
But it stings right here
And i won't pretend there's nothing more
You be around
And i'll be square
Don't be alarmed if i'm not there
You be around
And i'll be square
If you're a rose
Then i'm the thorn
That's in your side
And does it hurt
Badly
'Cause it burns right here, hey
I can't recall myself
How i went down
Did i get shot
Or shoot myself
I'd like to say hello
I'd like to say i care
I'd like to let you know
That nothing here's the same with me
Nothing here's the same
And i can't recall myself
How i went down
Did i get shot
Or shoot myself
Don't be around
Don't be there
Don't be there
*All songs written by Jonathan Foreman except