This
story is a continuation of what was begun in “Indecision” and
“Resolutions.” It’s not necessary to
read those stories but they do help in establishing where things stand in this
Emergency! universe.
“Okay,
great. I just wanted to confirm the
reservation. We’ll be seeing you at
7:00 then,” Dr. Kelly Brackett’s deep voice said. He hung up the telephone and looked back to the handwritten list
that sat in front of him. Pressing his
pen against the check mark he had already placed beside the word restaurant, he
reinforced it with another layer of black ink.
The words “Flowers” and “Wine -- Antonin Rodet,” held a similar
indentation from the pressure of his ball-point.
Shifting
his weight in the chair, he knew he should be spending this time in his office
at Rampart General Hospital catching up on some paperwork, but he wanted
tonight to be perfect. It was a
significant day and there was a special woman whose radiant smile he wanted to
see when he took her out tonight. Not
known for having a romantic inclination, he had already surprised her when he
proposed an evening of dinner and dancing.
But he wanted to have a real date with her. To spend some time in places that were out of the ordinary for
them.
What
you really want to do is thank her for letting you walk back into her life and
show her how much you love her, he
thought. It had been a longtime since
this holiday had mattered to either of them.
Years
ago they had been more involved but when that ended they had slid into an easy
platonic relationship of working and socializing together. However, when a woman from his past had
returned offering him a different brand of female companionship, he had thought
it over then sought out whom he truly wanted.
It was the nurse who was both his confidant and sounding board; who had
stood beside him through good times and bad; and who he enjoyed spending time
with more than anyone else. In essence
his best friend. Dixie R. McCall, RN
had placed something over his heart that he had never been able to completely
leave behind.
The
transition from friendship to once more that of a couple hadn’t been easy for
either of them. Old issues that they
had never truly resolved plagued them.
Arguments, uneasy compromises, and leaving in anger then later trying to
pick up the pieces, had been their forte in the first go round when they placed
themselves on more intimate ground.
Later, it would all still hold true until Kel realized he could no
longer walk away from a disagreement with Dixie. She had a strong personality, much like his own, and could close
the door on him forever.
Over
the last month, they had worked in unison on their relationship. What made them friends and a team at the
hospital was applied more to their personal lives. They would never look at the world through one set of eyes but it
was also something that attracted them to each other. Together they learned that it wasn’t necessary to start digging
trenches when they differed in opinion or challenged one another. Respect, love and wanting more than just the
colleague or familiar “pal” had won out.
His
musings were interrupted by a sharp knock against the closed door followed by
someone entering without being asked.
Dropping the pen, he prepared a frown for whoever had so rudely
interrupted him but it quickly faded when saw the head that was poking around
the door.
“Just
who I was hoping to see,” he told Dixie with a smile, his hand beckoning for
her to come in.
Dropping
a file in the middle of his desk, she took a seat in one of the chairs opposite
it. “I got those test results you
wanted on the possible mono patient in three.
Looks like your diagnosis was right on target.”
Kel
watched her sit back and tiredly rub at her eyes. A diversion of funds, so that structural improvements could be
made to some areas of the hospital, had reduced the ER’s nursing staff by
several members and over the last few shifts Dixie had put in some long hours
of overtime. She considered it part of
her duty as head nurse to cover when necessary.
His
own hours at the hospital were often long but he hated to see what the
bureaucratic dictate was doing to her.
He knew she would consider him overprotective if she were aware of this,
and would argue that his concern was misplaced since she perceived him to be a
one-man-band when it came to his dedication to his work. But as the department’s head, he still felt
some guilt about the losing battle he had fought against the cost-cutting
measure. Now all he could do was bide
his time until the opportunity presented itself for him to step into the war
again. Sooner or later Rampart’s
administrative geniuses would have to see the light when it came to maintaining
only a skeleton staff.
All
the more reason to take her away from it tonight. He knew all
too well that both of them dedicated too much of their time to their medical
careers.
Picking
up the folder she had brought in, he set it aside. “Thanks. I’ll look it
over in a minute then go talk to Ms. Davis.
Is Betty still coming in early for you?”
Dixie
nodded, smiling. “Yes, she is.”
“Good. Dr. Martinez is lined up to cover for
me. Looks like we’re set. I’ll be by around 6:15 to pick you up.”
Dixie
couldn’t suppress the giggle she felt when she heard him once again following
up on the details of their “date” as he termed it. The fact that he was perfectionist and also a planner were but a
few of the things she loved about him; it provided a balance to her more
spontaneous nature when it came to her personal life. However not since a long ago trip together to the Grand Caymans,
could she remember him so carefully preparing for an outing together.
“Yes,
I have a feeling everything’s in place,” she assured him, her deep blue eyes
twinkling with amusement that faded as she bit the inside of her lip. “But Kel, it still might be easier if we go
out tomorrow night. We’ve got two days
off together which is a scheduling miracle.
Just in case one of us has to--”
“Uh
uh,” he interrupted, shaking his head determinedly. “February 14th is reserved for those that are in love and for the
first time in years, I’m one of those people.”
Her
eyes held an affectionate glow as she looked at him. “Cupid must have fired a
dart directly into your heart,” she chuckled, rising from the chair. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you wax more
eloquent than now.”
Pushing
his chair back, he went to join her and dropped an arm around her
shoulders. Stepping with her toward the
door, he grinned down at her and said, “I guess the little guy wearing a diaper
finally got me but it also took a special woman. I just had to find her again.”
Dixie
stopped and placed her lips quickly against his, her fingers briefly twining
within a lock of his dark wavy hair.
“That
makes two of us,” she said with a wink before turning back to the door. “I’ve got to check on some x-rays for Dr.
Morton but I’ll keep in mind the bard I heard here today. Maybe you can come up with some more
romantic endearments tonight.” *** Dr.
Joe Early sat in the lounge drinking a cup of coffee and talking shop with
Kel. Finishing with the details of an
insulin shock victim he had recently treated, Joe glanced around the room and
finding that they were alone asked softly, “So, is everything in place for
tonight?” “It
is,” Kel answered, bashfully stirring at the clumps of powdered creamer that
were surfacing in the unnaturally dark brown liquid that had grown stale and
overheated while sitting in its pot.
Although most people considered him brash and forthright, he personality
also contained a somewhat shy quality, especially when it came to discussing
Dixie. “I
still think you should have surprised her by remembering that it is an
‘unofficial’ holiday.” “And
show up at her door to find her wearing her uniform or better yet her
robe?” Kel shook his head and looked up
from the mug he had been studying. Joe
was a very close friend and he had confided some of the details of what he
planned to get a second opinion on the treatment. The doctor sitting opposite him also knew Dixie very well. He alone had shared the ups and downs they
had experienced together. “Besides,
she doesn’t know where we’re going.
Only that we’re going to have a night out on the town. She deserves it,” Kel continued, flushing
slightly as he thought of how they spent their rare evenings together in
favorite neighborhood restaurants or watching television while they ate
something that had been delivered. It
was time for a touch of class. Where
there were tablecloths, linen napkins decoratively folded, along with china and
flatware for each course. Afterward,
they could move on to the adjacent nightclub that catered to LA’s more
adult-tastes in music. “You
can’t get much better than Strings but are you sure she’ll be dressed for
that? It’s not Jose Mondragon’s Mexican
Cantina and you could still show up to find her wearing jeans and a sweater,”
Joe contemplated, seeing a realm of possibilities. “Yes,
I’m sure,” Kel said confidently, pushing away the cup of coffee. “Dixie knows it’s someplace out of the
ordinary we’re going to. I get the
impression she even did some shopping.” “What
about the flowers?” “I’ve
checked on it. A dozen carefully
arranged lilies in various colors will be waiting when I get off and pick them
up before I head home for a shower and the bottle of wine I’ve got waiting
there.” “Don’t
you think roses would be better? It is
Valentine’s Day after all.” Kel
considered it then shook his head. “Uh
uh. For somebody else, maybe. But lilies are her favorite.” Still thoughtful, he added, “I wish there
was some way I could have them delivered to her at work but since we’ve both
heard that old rumor that exists about us come up . . . well . . ..” Joe
nodded in agreement. “Yeah. You probably shouldn’t feed it if you can
help it. The budget reduction
guillotine caught Rampart Emergency’s biggest gossip, Anne, but she left a
little legacy behind her. She didn’t leave without getting the rest of the
staff talking about you and Dix again.
Rumor has it she was trying to get into Ortho before Dix caught wind of
that one.” “Damn
it all,” Kel muttered, thinking about the grapevine that he so often ignored
until it was brought home to him. “Even
without that I probably still couldn’t do it, but sometimes I wish it was
different. That we didn’t have to worry
about rumors or getting hung up at the hospital.” “Dr.
Early to the base station. Stat,” the
overhead speaker announced. “It’s
the thought that counts,” Joe said, rising from the table. “And if I know you and Dix, that’s what
matters now.” Kel
watched him hurry out then stood to leave thinking, Sure. But all the
thought I’m putting into tonight doesn’t mean that it will come off without a
hitch. *** “You
know Roy, I still can’t get over it,” Johnny Gage informed his partner as they
walked toward the base station after depositing a serious case of “road rash”
in a treatment room. A man motorcycling
his way to his girlfriend’s house had hit a pothole then lost control of his
bike. With him holding onto the
handlebars, the Harley had drug him along the pavement until it came to a stop. “We’re
on a twenty-four hour shift today so there’s nothing you could do about it
anyway,” Roy commented, trying to walk faster through the hospital’s corridor. “Yeah
but that guy on the bike has me thinking.
It’s kinda romantic to want to take your girl out for a ride in the
mountains on a motorcycle.” “Sure
it is. Pack a picnic lunch and the
fishing gear and you’ve got a great day ahead of you but if you’re working it’s
impossible.” Johnny
reached out to stop the other paramedic.
“So what did you do for Joanne today since you’re at work?” he asked the
married man who was facing him. “I
put a box of fresh strawberries, some chocolate to dip them in, and a bottle of
champagne on the table when I left for work this morning,” Roy answered
reluctantly. Sooner or later the ever-inquisitive man who shared his job would
drag it out of him so he might as well get it over with. “Whew!
That’s rather impressive,” Johnny commented. Reaching the base station, he
released a heavy sigh when he sat the drug kit down on the counter. “Me,” he woefully lamented, “well there
isn’t anything that special waiting.” “Special
what?” Dixie asked them, catching the tail end of their conversation from where
she sat behind the desk filling out a form. “Don’t
get him started Dix,” Roy groaned, leaning against the shelf that held the
equipment that monitored the paramedics in the field. “Well,
Dix,” Johnny said grimly, “you know what today is.” “Wednesday,”
she answered dryly. “Besides
that.” “The
middle of the month and we’ve only got one more day left until payday. My checkbook can hardly wait.” Shaking
his head in exasperation, Johnny favored her with a frown. “What else?” “You’ve
got me there,” she replied with an innocent smile. “February
14th, Valentine’s Day,” he admonished her. “Oh
yes, so I’ve heard.” “Bingo! And this is the first time since I was in
high school that I haven’t had a date.” “Well,
can’t you pull out that bachelor’s little black book of yours?” Dixie replied
looking over at Roy whose appearance was beginning to show some strain at the
resulting conversation. “And aren’t you on a twenty-four hour shift so you’re
stuck with the guys at the station anyway?” Johnny’s
brown eyes narrowed in frustration as he peered down at her. “Dix, I’m surprised that you, of all people,
would believe in the myth of such a book.”
His eyelids sinking further, he added, “Besides, you can run out of
entries in it.” Dixie’s
expression became one of mock seriousness as she patted his shoulder in
sympathy. “I’m sorry to hear that
Johnny and with so many cuts in staffing here, I’m afraid there aren’t any new,
young, single nurses that I can point in your direction. Just us old ladies manning the place. Guess you’re stuck with being entertained by
your fellow firemen. ” “And
with Chet making dinner tonight, I’m wishing I had something to look forward to
tomorrow. Like Roy here,” he said,
looking thoughtfully over his shoulder at the man behind him then back to the
nurse. “He gave a gift that can wait
until later. I mean any woman’s gotta
love --” The
clearing of a throat behind him had him stopping. “Well, you get the picture.” “Yes
I do,” Dixie smiled, glancing over at Roy whose cheeks had taken on a red tinge
of embarrassment. Leaning
an arm against the counter so that his mischievous eyes were level with hers,
Johnny’s mouth took on its characteristic tilted smile as he asked, “So Dix,
what does an ‘old lady’ like you have planned for the holiday?” Dixie’s
eyes met his, a scowl spreading across her features. “Johnny! I’m surprised
and hurt that you’d say that I’m old.” “Uh
. . . I’m sorry Dix. That’s not really
what I meant . . . you just said it was you ‘old ladies’ here. . . and I was wondering . . ..” Roy
listened to Johnny try to squirm his way out of the hole he was digging himself
into with the nurse. Dixie had led him
into it with her earlier statement and had used it against him to maneuver the
conversation away from anything she may be doing tonight. She tended to be somewhat guarded when it
came to her personal life, even with the paramedics who she considered work
place friends. “We’d
better be getting the squad over to the garage for the alignment that’s
scheduled,” Roy said, intervening on behalf of the younger man who was still
trying to stutter out an apology. “Yeah,
we probably should,” Johnny replied straightening from the counter. “Dix . . . I’m really sorry . . .” Dixie
grinned up at him. “It’s okay and don’t
worry about it. Age is only a number
that I refuse to recognize. I just had
to have a little fun with you.” Smiling
back at her in relief, Johnny left the base station. As
the paramedics drove away from the hospital, Johnny asked, “So what do you suppose Dr. Brackett is
doing tonight?” “Brackett? Why on earth are you thinking about him?” “Well,
you know, he’s a good looking single guy who’s probably got a list of women
waiting for him as long as his arm. I’m
just wondering if maybe he’s getting more action than I am.” Roy
took a deep breath then slowly exhaled it.
Despite the fact that he had recently gone through a difficult period
where he had questioned his role as a paramedic program and had also withdrawn
from his coworkers, Johnny had managed to keep a light finger on the hospital’s
pulse. The resurrection of an old rumor
and the possibilities it contained hadn’t escaped him. “Who
knows. You wanna have something to eat
while we’re waiting to pick up the squad?” he asked, trying to steer away the
conversation he could see looming on the horizon. “It’s early but I’m kind of hungry. I think there’s a burger place by the garage. Let me see, I think it’s . . .” “Crown
Burgers and they’ve probably just opened,” Johnny filled in, looking at his
watch but not easily distracted from his train of thought. “Now, hypothetically . . . if what you hear
about him and Dix is true then . . . then that might have something to do with
why Dix won’t talk about what she’s doing tonight.” “It’s
really none of our business,” Roy interrupted, guiding the squad into the
street’s right lane as they approached the Fire Department’s garage. “You know, I’ve got a cousin who’s going to
be visiting next weekend from Stockton.
Maybe you’d like to meet her.” This
caught Johnny’s attention but he had also been the victim of Roy and Joanne’s
attempts at introducing him to single women before. “Have
you met her?” he cautiously asked. “She’s
my cousin so of course I have.” When
the truck was parked in a bay, Johnny impatiently waited while Roy handed over
the keys to a mechanic and signed the work order. As
they began to walk toward the hamburger stand, he asked, “So what’s she like?” “Marjorie? Well, she’s pretty good looking. A brown-eyed blond, kinda tall and
thin. She teaches high school history
and she’s very intelligent.” “Hmmm
. . . I think I might like to meet her.
Maybe you, Joanne, her and I could try to plan something while she’s
here.” Good. At least for a little while I’ve got him
thinking about something else. Later
I’ll worry about the fact that Marjorie rules her life and her classroom with
an iron fist. If she doesn’t eat him
alive they’ll probably get along about as well as a couple of
rattlesnakes. Roy
studied the menu hanging above them, listening to Johnny prattle on about the
possibilities of dinner out, Joanne cooking or perhaps a casual trip to the
marina. Ordering a cheeseburger with
Crown’s special fries, Roy realized that he had created a new monster that
would easily take them through lunch. Brackett
and Dix owe me one, he thought
ruefully, dropping some napkins and utensils onto his tray as he prepared to
move it down the counter to the pick-up window. *** Dixie
passed the syringe containing tetanus serum to Dr. Morton then swabbed down an
area on the patient’s left arm. The
young man sitting on the table had stepped in some broken glass while running
barefoot down his driveway to collect the morning paper. When the cut on the ball of his foot had
refused to stop bleeding, a roommate had dropped him off at the emergency room
to have it examined. It wasn’t deep, requiring
only cleansing and a set of butterfly bandages, but his medical history
indicated that he was long over due for a tetanus booster. “This
is going to sting a little and you’ll probably experience some muscular
stiffness afterward,” Morton said, preparing to administer the injection. “Easy
for him to say,” the patient told Dixie with a wink then winced as the needle
met his flesh, feeling her gentle but firm hand on his shoulder steady him. When
the doctor walked away from the table to complete the chart that had been
started on him, the patient turned to study the nurse who was applying another
antiseptic swab against the puncture mark in his arm. She was wearing the reassuring smile that had been present when
she had led him limping and bleeding into the treatment room. Leaning
toward her as she adhered the adhesive ends of a Band-Aide against his biceps,
he whispered, “You know, you’re real good lookin.’” Dixie
rolled down the sleeve of his T-shirt then stepped back from the table. It wasn’t unusual for an ER victim to
sometimes latch onto the empathetic presence they associated with nurses. Behind
them Dr. Morton flipped the chart shut, the meeting of its metal edges ringing
through the room. “Okay, I think that
does it. You’re ready to go home, Mr.
Carter.” Scott
Carter reluctantly turned his attention away from Dixie to the doctor. “That could be a problem. My roommate won’t be back for a couple more
hours to pick me up. He’s meeting his
girlfriend for lunch before he goes to work at the record store. Picking me up is his stop in between.” Morton
nodded in understanding. “That’s not a
problem. We’ll try to make you
comfortable in the waiting area until he gets here. Can you take care of that Dix?” “Uh
huh,” she answered, cleaning up the instrument tray that sat on a dolly close
to the table. Hearing the door close
behind the doctor, she looked up from her task and said, “If you don’t mind
waiting a minute, I’ll put in a call for a wheelchair then see if I can find you
some magazines that aren’t two or three months old.” Finding
a more comfortable position against the examining table’s padding, Scott
grinned down at her. “I
can wait. I like watching you work,” he
said, familiarizing himself with the soft contours of an oval face and the dark
blond hair that was clasped within a black barrette. A fading suntan that stood out against the stark whiteness of her
uniform only added to how attractive he was finding her. Putting it all together with the dark blue
eyes, a wonderful smile and somewhat husky but sultry voice, he was more than a
little intrigued with her. “I’m
gonna be here for a while,” he said, tapping her shoulder, “so would you like
to have lunch?” Dixie
stopped what she was doing to look at the twenty-two year old face that wore a
neat mustache and was surrounded by long dark curly hair. Scott Carter was a very nice looking young
man. But while she might be flattered
by his attention, she was well beyond the point where it could cause more than
a momentary pause. With
age comes wisdom. Maybe if I were
younger, he might make my heart flutter a little, she thought going to the phone on the wall to call
for an attendant. “Thanks
but I’m pretty busy,” she said over her shoulder. “Well,
since it’s Valentine’s Day, how ‘bout tonight?” he eagerly asked. She
ignored him, hearing someone pickup on the other end of the line. “Sylvia,
this is Dixie. I’ve got a patient in
treatment room two that needs to be moved to the waiting area. Is there anybody around to bring in a
wheelchair?” Nodding slowly, she
listened to the woman explain that the few orderlies on duty were already
occupied -- it was another staff position that had been radically reduced to
save money. “That’s okay. I’ll take care of it.” Hanging
up the phone, her lips pursed in momentary frustration. Routine patient transfer was not something
she had time for but it was increasingly becoming part of her job. She had clamped down on her slow to burn
temper when it became apparent that layoffs were inevitable, only quietly
adding to Kel’s opinion that the ER was already functioning at a level of
personnel well below that of many neighboring hospitals. But at moments such as this, she wished she
had given her Irish heritage a little more free rein. If she had, Rampart’s administrator would have little doubt when
it came to what Emergency’s head nurse thought of his priorities, budgeting and
planning. Turning
toward the patient, she mustered a slight smile. “All right, you just sit tight and I’ll be right back after I get
a chair to move you in.” Scott
flirtatiously grinned back at her.
“Hey, I’m not hurt that bad.
Maybe I could go along with you while you’re looking for that
wheelchair. Might give us a chance to
talk a little more.” “Uh
uh,” Dixie said sharply, putting a hand to his chest when she saw him preparing
to leave the table and follow her. “You
stay right where you are. Hospital
policy until you’re discharged Mr. Carter and that hasn’t quite happened yet.” Scott’s
fingers went around the small hand that firmly held him in place. Among other things, he had noticed that she
was short but with the fuller figure he liked in a woman. His eyes briefly shifted from her face to
the name-tag pinned to her uniform. He
had memorized it earlier but wanted to make sure that he had it right. “Sure
Dixie,” he said, dropping his hand from hers while still wearing a charming
smile. “And call me Scott. I’ll be right here waiting whenever you get
back. You haven’t told me yet if you’ve
got any plans for tonight.” Oh
brother, Dixie thought, turning away
from him and rolling her eyes as she opened the door to step onto the emergency
room floor. *** Dixie
dropped a tray onto the railing that ran along the counters bearing food in the
hospital’s cafeteria. The rumblings in
her stomach told her that she had already waited too long for lunch and it was
time for sustenance. For a Wednesday,
the emergency room had been unusually busy.
While none of it was serious, it had been time consuming. Briefly
debating the merits of roast beef versus turkey, she decided in favor of
poultry and put a sandwich on her tray.
Years of eating institutional fare had most of it tasting basically the
same. Adding an apple and iced tea, she
paid for the meal then scanned the room for a seat. Seeing Kel and Joe sitting together over the remains of their
lunch, she made her way toward them. “Mind
if I join you?” she asked. “Not
at all,” Kel replied pushing back the chair next to him for her to sit in then
began to help her place her lunch on the table. When her tray was clear, he put it on the empty table behind
them. Dixie
felt herself smile. The little things
that made him a gentleman would always touch her. But her smile quickly faded when she heard a voice that was
becoming familiar ask if there was room at their table. “Sure,”
Joe responded, making room for the young man between himself and Dixie. “Thanks,
I appreciate it,” he said, pulling a chair over from a table that had just been
vacated by two student nurses. “You
know, there’s plenty of places to sit in here but I hate to eat alone. Especially when there’s a pretty woman that
I could be sitting beside.” Turning in
his chair, he admired Dixie. Kel
arched an eyebrow in her direction and her shoulders lifted in a slight
shrug. For
her, Scott Carter had become a mild irritant -- his interest in her went beyond
the empathetic presence she had been when he was being treated. *** He
had first found her during a momentary respite she was having between
patients. She had been taking a moment
to restock a hallway cabinet with the sheets that had been sitting on its
counter for over an hour. Lifting the
bundle toward an upper shelf, she saw an arm cross her field of vision and a
hand put the bedding in its place.
Turning, she saw the tall handsome man that Dr. Morton had treated for a
lacerated foot. His
even white teeth were shining below the dark hair covering his upper lip and his
gray-blue eyes held a twinkle as he explained to her the discomfort he was
experiencing in his left arm. Dixie
pushed back the sleeve of his T-shirt, momentarily thinking that the yellow and
black smiley face that adorned his chest also seemed to be an appropriate
reflection of the man wearing it, and examined the area where he had received
the injection. Finding
nothing out of the ordinary, she reassured him, “Muscle stiffness and a dull
ache are often associated with a tetanus shot, Mr. . . ..” She broke off, unable to remember his name
among the patients she had seen that morning. “Scott,
just call me Scott.” “All
right, Scott. Keep an eye on it and if
you see any redness or swelling let me or one of the other nurses know and
we’ll have a doctor take a look at it.” Wearing
a disarming smile, he looked down at her.
“Nah, I think I’ll be okay -- it really doesn’t hurt that bad. I just wanted to help you out and talk to
you some more, Dixie.” “Dix,
can you help me get the crash cart back together?” a nurse asked urgently,
rushing over to where they stood. “They
brought it into three for a possible cardiac and now everything’s a mess.” Dixie
heard Gayle’s obvious frustration and felt the imploring tug at her arm. “Scott,
you should probably take a seat in the waiting room,” she said, going with
Gayle to reassemble the possible disaster the treatment room had become. Later,
she had looked up from the desk at the base station to see him limping toward
her carrying a wilted rose. “Sorry,
but the florist here leaves a lot to be desired,” he proclaimed, presenting her
with the red flower. “The kid running
the place told me it’s because of the holiday so this is the best they had. But I can do better when I get out of
here. Something very nice delivered to
your desk.” Dixie
set the rose aside, doubting that even submersion in water would revive
it. “Thanks Scott, it’s very nice of
you but --” “Rampart
this is Squad 18.” “I’ve
got to get back to work,” she informed him, shooing him away before her index
finger pressed a button on the radio.
“Go ahead 18.” *** Scott
had nodded in understanding, having spent enough hours watching medical dramas
on television to know that now was not the time to try influence her in his
direction. But sitting in the
hospital’s cafeteria with her, there was nothing to inhibit him from delving
further into his quest. Inspecting
the other men sitting with them at the table, he quickly summed them up. One had gray hair and kindly features; the
other was younger with thick, dark, neatly cropped hair that formed a natural
wave. Scott surmised him to be a
handsome man such as himself, but very uptight when it came to his appearance. He doubted that either of them posed a threat
when it came to his pursuit of the woman. Glancing
from one doctor to the other before gazing at Dixie in pure adoration, he
asked, “So can either of you guys tell me if this lovely lady has a date
tonight? She hasn’t told me yet and I
get the feeling she needs a night out on the town. She works way too hard.” Kel
groaned, knowing that it wasn’t unusual for a male patient to become attracted
to Dixie’s beautiful features and gentle manner. But today, he could have lived without it. He was standing on the threshold of making
his own statement to her without any unwelcome interference -- which was how he
was beginning to perceive the stranger sitting with him. “Funny
you should mention that,” Joe said with a wry, irreverent smile. “There are probably some other people
wondering about that too. But my lips
are sealed.” Flushing
slightly Dixie turned to him, knowing that he was subtly kidding her and Kel
about the gossip that was once again going around about their possible
relationship. Before she could
verbalize how irritated she was with Joe for bringing that up now Kel’s hand,
hidden beneath the table, grasped her knee and squeezed it. It was a reminder of where they were and
Joe’s teasing only came from the fact that he knew them both so well. “There
is a mystery about Nurse McCall and her plans tonight,” Kel said
affectionately, feeling her hand cover his own beneath the shelter of the
table. “So
true,” Joe concurred. “But it’s only
part of some old hospital rumors that I really know nothing about.” Scott
thoughtfully stirred the bowl of soup in front him then pecked his fork at the
salad accompanying it, without eating either.
“Sure. But you guys talking doesn’t mean she’s got
a date,” he eventually said, thinking that the men were sharing an inside
joke. Turning to the nurse beside him,
he gave her a beseeching look as he said,
“Dixie, I’d still like to take you to dinner tonight. Maybe some far out place on Venice Beach.” Picking
up a wedge of her sandwich, Dixie shot those seated on either side of her a
quick glance. The younger man wore an
inviting smile while the doctor looked uncomfortable and his hand tightened
around her knee. She knew there was no decision to make between someplace out
of the ordinary with a man she was accustomed to and the possible exotic
location an admirer was trying to entice her into. But biting into the turkey sandwich, she decided their male egos
could wait -- she was currently first and foremost a hungry female who needed
some lunch. *** Reaching
the bottom of the flight of stairs, Dixie carefully began to maneuver her way
around the scaffolding and building materials that lined the narrow alcove in
the hospital’s basement. She had been
sent to check on some blood work a doctor was waiting for but getting to the
rooms housing the technicians amounted to crossing a minor obstacle
course. A
county inspection into structural cracking had revealed that Rampart’s lowest
level suffered from swelling soil fill.
She didn’t understand all the details of the phenomena of dirt that
expanded when wet causing foundation movement but knew the renovation was a
costly measure that had played a role in the ER’s scaled down staff. The construction had also been going on for
over a week, causing some problems in efficiency, but had been quiet for the
last two days. The workers had run out
of something necessary to their continuing the project (one of them had told
her what it was but it was Greek to her ears) and had moved on to another job
until the supplies arrived. Hearing
the clatter of feet behind her, she looked over her shoulder to find Scott
Carter descending the staircase. “Scott,
you shouldn’t be here. It’s a
restricted area anyway and with the construction . . . it’s worse.” Gingerly
placing his injured foot against the final step, he watched her walk in his
direction until she stood slightly below him. “Yeah but seeing you head down
the stairs, I thought it might be an excellent opportunity to talk to you . . .
you’re a very busy woman. But I like
you,Dixie. I like you a lot.” Hooking
her thumbs into her uniform pockets, Dixie shook her head, knowing that the
time had come to rid herself of the pest that been following her most of the
day. “Scott, I’m old enough to be your
. . . well, let’s just say much older sister,” she told him. “I
like older women. They’re not shallow
like the girls my own age,” he replied with sincerity, reaching a tentative
hand toward the long hair that had fallen over her shoulder. “You’re an interesting woman and I’d like to
get know you, if you’d let me. Flowers
and dinner someplace cool.” Looking
up at the young face alight with infatuation, she suppressed a cynical smile,
her lips instead curving into a serious even line and her voice was firm when
she said, “That’s very nice of you to say but Scott . . . I’ve never been one
for younger men. And I’ve got plans
tonight. Since it seems to be taking a
while for your roommate to pick you up, maybe when I get done here I can call
--” She
broke off as she felt the floor shake and heave beneath her. Seeing
her eyes become wide with alarm and quickly noting the lumber that was falling
from where it had been neatly stacked against a wall, Scott didn’t hesitate for
instant before he threw himself away from the stairs to cover her body with his
own. *** Kel
Brackett stood at the base station with Carol, one of the ER nurses, talking
Squad 36 through an acute case of the mumps.
It’s adult recipient was more than a little anxious, suspecting
something fatal when she considered her swollen glands, but everything
indicated that she would be all right.
Kel smiled at the nurse as they listened to the patient complain through
the open mike. “Rampart,
the ambulance is at the scene and we’re ready to transport,” a paramedic’s
flustered voice crackled through the speaker.
“ETA, fifteen minutes.” “10-4
36, we’ll be waiting,” Kel responded ending the transmission. Looking over at the nurse, he emitted a
slight chuckle. “It’s going to be a
long fifteen minutes for 36.” Carol
nodded, wearing a smile of her own as she thought of Bob Bellingham trapped
within the close confines of an ambulance compartment while a middle-aged woman
told him that she could not be suffering from a mere childhood malady. But the nurse’s smile quickly became one of
puzzled disbelief when the tile beneath her feet began to shift. Kel
grasped her shoulder and placed a steadying hand on the base station desk while
for a short time everything around them trembled. When
the churning stopped, she caught her breath and looked up at the doctor. “Did you feel it? Earthquake?” Kel
nodded, picking up a pad to begin making some notes of what was needed in
moments of unforeseen crisis. “Yeah,
that would be my guess. Get somebody to help you check the treatment rooms for
damage and to see how the patients are doing.” “I’m
on it,” Carol said, moving away from the desk. “And
get Dixie down here,” he called to the white back that was hurrying away from
him. “We’ll need her for triage if this
is serious.” *** The
men of Station 51 sat gathered around the day room’s table, Chet Kelly chiding
Johnny over his lack of a Valentine’s Day date. “Gage,
I’m really surprised at you,” Kelly needled the paramedic. “I mean really . . . of all of us, I did
expect you to come through today.” Johnny
shook his head, but maintained his characteristic good humor. “Why?
I don’t see you pining away about anybody. It’s not like you’re Roy or the Cap . . . what’s waiting for you
after we’re stuck here together?” Chet
considered it then began, “Married is one thing . . .” The table beginning to
vibrate had him clutching his coffee cup as it tried to move away from him. For
a while, everything was quiet as they rode out the earth beneath them
stretching itself along the fault lines of Southern California. When
the resonating quiver stopped, Marco Lopez broke the silence that hung over
them asking, “Quake?” “Sure
felt like one,” Captain Stanley said, rising from his seat to go to his office
and check with dispatch on what could be a natural disaster. Through
the long minutes while they waited for his return, each man filled his thoughts
with the many outcomes that could exist.
A city devastated by seismic activity; wives, friends and loved ones who
may have fallen victim to it; and the general mayhem that could be created by
the circumstances. Slowly,
Roy removed himself from the table to go the pay phone that stood in a corner
of the day room. Dropping a dime into
its slot, he dialed home and heard Joanne tell him that nothing more had
happened there than a couple of pictures falling from a wall. Closing his eyes, he told her that he loved
her and the children who were clamoring for her attention while she talked to
him. Hanging up, he breathed a little
easier when he resumed his seat among his brothers in the Fire Department. “Good
news.” All
of them looked up from their private thoughts to the captain’s lanky frame
standing in the doorway. “Cal
Tech is reporting it as a minor quake, 3.5 on the Richter scale so the damage
should be minimal,” he reported. “But
there’s still probably going to be some damage, panic and injuries. We’d better get ready.” Heaving
a collective sigh of relief, the rest of the Station’s crew pushed away from
the table to prepare for the call that would soon come. The scrape of their chairs against the floor
had barely finished filling the air when the speaker mounted on the wall announced
that their services were required. “Station
51. People trapped in basement. Rampart General Hospital. Rampart and
Fremont. Rampart General Hospital. Time out 14:26.” Johnny
and Roy exchanged glances before climbing into the squad. Their destination was a familiar one. “The
construction?” Johnny questioned his partner with a lifted eyebrow. Roy
thought about it. The renovation of the
hospital’s basement had, in the last week, become a fixture he had grown
accustomed to since it didn’t directly affect the paramedics’ operations
there. However, he had a recollection
of recently inquiring about the echo of hammering and a nurse informing him
that the rooms below a stairwell were being refurbished to meet a new building
code. “Probably,”
he answered with a nod, pressing his foot harder against the gas pedal. His family was safe but there were several
people at the hospital he had to come to care about through their years of
working together and those lives might now be jeopardy. *** Dixie
blinked and shook her head, trying to remove the film of dust that was covering
her face. Finding that it was not
easily dislodged, she wiped a hand against her eyes then ran it across her
cheeks. Her palm came away with dark
smear across it. With
a groan, she tried to move from beneath the weight that pinned her to the
floor. “What
happened?” Scott Carter moaned, feeling someone wiggling beneath him. Forcing his eyelids to part despite the fear
he felt, he found his face lying against the swell of a woman’s breasts. Lifting his head slightly, he stared into
the sapphire irises of the nurse he had been pursuing most of the day. Had she not been grubby and wearing a look
of concern while his right shoulder began to scream an internal message of
pain, he might have thought his following her down the stairs had brought him
around the bases to home plate. “I
don’t know,” she answered, trying to maneuver her way out from under him
without causing his body to shift -- the timber scattered across him had her worried
about the possibility of a serious injury. “Ugh,”
he winced when he tried to lift himself away from her. Having
gotten her chest clear of him, she put a gentle hand upon the back of his head
to indicate that he shouldn’t try to move against her. “Lie still.
I’m all right so let me do all the work.” Seeing
him nod, she inched her way past him until her legs were clear. Looking
around, she found the stairway filled with scaffolding and ceiling tiles. Behind them a similar effect was apparent in
the hallway. She and Scott seemed to be
trapped in a bubble of wreckage that left them unable to reach the phone that
she knew was but few feet away. Removing
the two by fours that had fallen across his shoulders and back, she said, “Tell
me where it hurts.” “Just
my shoulder -- the right one,” he grimaced when a piece of timber fell away
from the throbbing that was beginning to make itself known throughout his
anatomy. Clearing
away the remaining timber, Dixie emitted an involuntary squeak of pain as the
rough edge of a board connected with the side of her hand. “Are
you all right?” Scott asked, lifting his face away from the floor and turning
his head toward her. “Uh
huh, it’s nothing,” she answered calmly, briefly clasping the fingers that were
struggling to reach back in her direction. With
his back free of the debris that had been covering it, she examined him for any
injuries his chivalrous gesture in covering her might have had caused. The right shoulder was a problem but his
reflexes and reaction to stimulation of the extremities was normal. “I
think you’ve got a dislocated shoulder and a whole lot of black and blue marks
to go with it,” she informed him. “I’m
going to help you sit up so it’s easier for you to breath but let me know if you
feel pain anywhere else.” Scott
grunted when she carefully turned him over then eased him into a sitting
position, his left side coming to rest against her “Dix,”
he whispered, unknowingly becoming part of her nickname in the ER, “I’d still
love to go to Venice Beach with you tonight.
But did you say that you’ve got plans . . . or was that just part of
this nightmare?” Dixie
bent her head so that she could see his wistful smile then added her own to
it. Settling her back against a short
container holding some kind of sealant, she said, “Yes, I did have plans
tonight . . . but who knows what will happen now.” When both of them were somewhat comfortable, she added more to
herself than Scott, “But as long as he’s safe, we’ve still got tomorrow or the
next day.” *** The
members of Station 51 made their way through the corridors of Rampart General
Hospital until they met its administrator pacing outside the doors of a
stairwell in the emergency department.
Dr. Kelly Brackett was taking a break from his duties and falling into
step beside Nathan O’Brien. A small
group of hospital personnel stood together a few feet away, quietly talking
about what had transpired. “Good,
you’re here,” O’Brien said with relief when Captain Stanley approached
him. “We’ve had a cave in. The lab technicians made it out up a back
stairway but they thought they heard people talking in the entryway before the
earthquake. The ceiling and scaffolding
fell through at both ends so we can’t be sure.” “Any
idea how many people? Were there a lot
of construction workers down there?” the captain asked. The paramedics had filled him in on the
hospital’s basement undergoing a transformation. “No. They had to stop because they ran out of
something . . . I can’t remember what.
To be quite honest, we can’t be sure if there’s anyone down there at
all. You can’t get past the debris
that’s piled up two feet beyond the door and the other end’s the same. No one answers when we’ve tried calling to
them.” “That’s
because they probably can’t hear us,” Kel growled. Seeing the six firemen looking at him expectantly, he elaborated,
“There’s every reason to believe Dixie is down there. She hasn’t answered her page and when last seen she was going to
see about some blood work. There’s also
a patient who might have followed her.
He didn’t check out at the desk that his ride had come,” the doctor
stopped, his jaws grinding briefly together before he went on, “ . . . and
since he seems to be a very persistent yet conscientious person . . . he could
be down there too.” The
A-Shift exchanged glances among themselves.
All of them had at some point in their career come into contact with
Dixie and were startled to learn that she could be the victim of a minor
earthquake. But for the paramedics, who
had daily contact with the hospital, she was also a friend. “How
much of the basement is torn up?” Roy asked, stepping forward. “Is there any chance that the ceiling or
walls could have collapsed?” Nathan
O’Brien shook his head. “The ceiling
and walls in the little room at the bottom of the stairs were torn out
earlier. It’s the beginning of the
project. There’s only bare boards,
plumbing and electrical. But there’s a
lot building materials stored in there before you get to the hallway that leads
to the labs.” Captain
Stanley turned to his men. “All
right. Roy, John and Mike, you start at
this end. Chet, Marco and I’ll take the
other. But be careful and take it easy,
we don’t know how unstable any of it is.
We don’t want to send it down on them or us.” Watching
the rescuers give a collective nod of agreement then begin their work, Kel
Brackett looked angrily at Nathan O’Brien.
He bit back the words he wanted to say because they would reveal to all
that were present something very personal to him. But his mind silently
screamed: You took the staff down to nothing . . . to where a head nurse had
to run errands . . . maybe one the got her killed . . . so you could meet a
building code. You couldn’t live with
the grace period to begin repairs . . . but had to start now. You couldn’t wait for it to be budgeted . .
. you had to look like the great administrator in the eyes of the county . . .
God help you and me if anything’s happened to Dixie. O’Brien
saw the doctor glaring at him. Knowing
well the chief of emergency’s temperament, he interpreted the gray eyes glacial
glare to be yet another igniting of a short fuse when it came to much of the
policy that was being implemented. “Don’t
worry Kel, I’m sure everything’s going to be all right now that the Fire
Department’s here,” the bureaucrat said in a voice of calm of assurance. “Maybe,
but what if it isn’t?” Kel growled, his voice holding an undertone of the rage
he was trying to control. He could hear
the PA summoning him to a treatment room but he was reluctant to tear himself
away from both Nathan O’Brien and what the basement might hold. “They’re
playing your song,” O’Brien said, placing a hand against his arm and turning
him in the direction of the ER’s activity.
“I’ll wait here and let you know of any developments.” Kel
felt himself pulled by the duty of a waiting patient and the uncertainty of
Dixie’s well being. He looked over his
shoulder at the doors that were now propped open to reveal firemen beginning to
remove the wreckage. As he fought
against the indecision he felt, a hand came to rest against his shoulder. “I’ll
take care of it Kel,” a gentle voice said.
“You stay here as long as you can.
I can probably get Morton and Lazarin to cover some too.” Joe
Early squeezed his friend’s arm before walking briskly down the hall to
treatment room two. Kel
heaved a sigh of relief and once again began an uneasy pacing beside the
hospital’s administrator. Joe had come
through and bought him some time until he would have to go back to being a
doctor. *** They
had managed to easily clear the landing and first few steps but after that it
had been slow going through piles of drywall.
A pipe had also broken and was sprinkling not only them but also the
rubble they were trying to remove. Mike
Stoker grasped a strip of insulation that hung before him and tugged at
it. Lowering his head to shield his eyes
against the pink fibers that had come loose, he saw some of the stiff strands
bounce when they hit the stairs and the puddles of water around them begin to
shimmer. “Aftershock,”
he said, backing away from the wall of wreckage in front of him. “We gotta get outta here.” The
paramedics working beside him followed suit, until they found themselves
standing within the hospital. *** With
water trickling towards them and the bare bulbs of the overhead lighting
occasionally flickering when their circuit became disrupted, Dixie and Scott
talked in an effort to pass the time until someone found them. He had gotten his wish to be alone with her
but was coming to the conclusion that she was her own woman -- who also had
someone in her life that she had cared about for a longtime. Dixie
found out that he was a part-time student, who was currently majoring in
political science, although he was unsure if it was his true calling, and
worked several hours a week at an office supply store. He had grown up in the South Bay area, where
his family ran a small but successful business in charter boats. He spent his weekends ferrying tourists
along the coastline and he loved it. “Did
you hear that?” he asked her, glancing toward the clutter that blocked their
exit. “Sounds like there’s some
movement up there.” “I
didn’t hear anything but someone should be looking for us by now.” Straining
his ears for any sign that a rescue effort might be in place, Scott felt the
floor beneath them move again.
Grasping her hand tightly in his good left one, he on impulse kissed her
cheek. It’s
probably the only chance I’m ever going to get. We’re gonna die down here,
he thought turning his face away from the disaster he saw coming. Dixie
watched in horror as a tall pile of bags containing plaster, that had withstood
the initial upheaval, began to sway toward them. Shifting her position so that her body partially shielded his,
she closed her eyes and waited for the heavy sacks to hit them. *** Waiting
had never been one of Kelly Brackett’s stronger points and he soon found
himself growing impatient with the firemen’s methodical progress. Fighting back an urge to bark out orders
that might speed things up or start clearing away the debris himself, the
doctor finally tore himself away to make a cursory round through his
department. At least performing that
action, he didn’t feel as impotent as he did when standing in the hall by the stairway. LA’s
latest calamity had yet to directly impact the emergency room but had shaken
its structure. Several of the treatment
rooms had suffered minor damage along with frightened patients and staff. But for the most part it was functioning at
its usual level of competency. Pausing
at the base station to listen in on the activity there, two paramedic squads
were at different locations and beginning to treat some of the earthquake’s
fallout, the unpredictable nature of the planet once again made itself known to
him. When
he no longer felt the earth below him fighting a minor battle with itself, Kel
looked at the doctors manning the radios.
“Kent, Mike, can you handle this?” Mike
Morton’s head tilted in an affirmative response, the gossip that existed about
the doctor and Dixie had never escaped him so he could take an educated guess
as to where Dr. Brackett wanted to be now.
“We’ve
got it Kel. Why don’t you go see how
things are going when it comes to getting Dix and the patient out of the
basement? We’ll let you know if we need
you.” Pressing
a finger down on the call button of the radio, Kent Peterson exchanged a shrewd
glance with his fellow intern before asking, “Squad 36, are you still with us?” “10-4
Rampart. We’re still here and
everything continues to be stable. We’re
only waiting for the ambulance, then we’ll transport.” Hurrying
down the hall toward the disaster area he had momentarily tried to leave
behind, Kel looked at his watch to see its second hand tick through a little
more than thirty minutes since he had first wondered about the uncharacteristic
disappearance of the ER’s head nurse.
It felt more like hours. His
step slowed when he saw Johnny and Roy carry out new wreckage. The once intact walls at the top of the
stairs had collapsed after being weakened by the water running down them. Oh
God, Dix. What if you’re hurt? I can’t get to you . . . and now it’s going
to take even longer. Silently,
he offered up a prayer to the higher being that he knew must exist. Waiting was now something he would be forced
to endure even longer than he had thought possible. Coming
to stand beside an anxious Nathan O’Brien, whose once calm façade was
disappearing given the recent development, Kel resolved to stay there no matter
how long it took for him to know what had happened to Dixie. It was where he belonged -- the hospital and
its patients could wait. In the grand
scheme of his life, they mattered very little right now. *** “Dixie?”
Johnny called, heaving away a piece of drywall. Pausing to wipe away the sweat that was threatening to make its
way into his eyes, he thought he heard a muffled reply. Holding up a hand to stop the men working
beside him, he shouted the nurse’s name again and this time there was no mistaking
a response coming from the other side of the barrier. Roy
heard it too. Whether it was the nurse
or not, he couldn’t be sure. The words
themselves were lost in the buffer created by the debris but there was someone
alive in the area at the bottom of the stairs.
The voice could also be weak from injury “Let’s
go,” he said, helping Johnny to shoulder away a heavy ceiling beam that was
barring their way. *** Johnny
pushed away the last of the rubble and looked past the threaded rods that
blocked his path into Rampart’s basement.
The room was heavy with dust, a bag of cement had burst open, but
through it he could make out two figures.
They sat together, neither moving, amidst a jumble of lumber and other
building materials. Reaching
for the handy talkie, he informed the men working against the opposite wall,
“HT 51, we’ve broken through at this end.”
When
Captain Stanley acknowledge the call, the paramedic hurriedly climbed through
the square in the piece of scaffolding that had fallen across the bottom of the
stairwell. Hearing
Roy splash through the puddles behind him, Johnny reached Dixie and knelt down
to touch her shoulder. “Dix? Are you hurt?” Her
eyes opened and she nodded, blinking away the tears she felt gathering due to
paramedics’ appearance in the room she had begun to consider a little slice of
hell on earth. “Scott? Is he all right?” she asked, her voice
faltering somewhat. “He’s
okay,” Roy assured her, easing away the man who had been resting against her
and seeing him respond to their presence. With
Johnny’s help she stood up, feeling her legs tingle with the return of the
circulation that had been cut off from being bent under Scott’s weight. “You
sure you’re all right, Dix?” Johnny asked, reaching out a hand to steady her
wobbly figure. “I’m
fine. I just need to get some blood
flowing back to my feet. My friend got
a little heavy toward the end. Scott?” Turning
she saw Roy helping him to his feet. “I’m
fine too Dix,” he told her with a slight grimace. Looking at the paramedic he added, “I cut my foot this morning
and she thinks I’ve got a dislocated shoulder . . . and it hurts like you
wouldn’t believe, but I’d like to get the hell out of here. The company was great but this is not a cool
place to be.” “We’re
gonna get you out of here,” Roy said moving into a position to help Scott
through the litter that cluttered the floor.
“But you’re both gonna have to be patient. That stairways still got a lot of junk in it and we’ll get you
through it.” “Mike,”
Johnny called up the stairwell. When
the engineer’s face was framed within the scaffolding, he said, “We’ve got them
and we’re gonna bring them out. But
we’re going to take it slow. The male
victim has a probable dislocated shoulder.” Mike
nodded. Seeing dried blood covering the
hand that was held out to him, he took Dixie’s wrist to begin extricating her
while the paramedics assisted Scott. *** Mike
Stoker guided Dixie until she stood in the hospital’s hallway. Among the elated whistles, shouts and backslapping
of the assembled staff who had been awaiting the outcome of the rescue, she saw
Kel Brackett watching her from where he stood with Nathan O’Brien. The
water leaking from the ruptured pipe had caused the dust that streaked her face
and uniform to become grimy. There was
also an ugly bloody scrape marring her left cheek, but she was steadily walking
toward him on her own. Kel felt himself
exhale heavily, as if he had been holding his breath since the ordeal had
begun. She was alive. Briefly
he glanced at the administrator who stood clapping with the others at the
emergence of Dixie and the male patient.
Today’s events had led him to believe that it was time to resume his war
against the red tape created by the administrative intellect. But it could wait for another day -- right
now there was a woman whom he wanted take care of. Taking
a firm hold of Dixie’s arm and placing his free hand against the small of her
back, the hospital gossips be damned when it came to his display of concern, he
began to lead her down the hall toward a treatment room. “Come
on, I want to have a look at you.” “No,”
she stated matter-of-factly, placing her feet firmly against the floor to stop
their progress. Looking back to the
basement’s entrance she saw Scott Carter standing between the paramedics and
watching the doctor try to take her away.
“He’s hurt a lot worse than I am and needs somebody to look at his
shoulder . . . and Kel, he probably saved my life.” The
last was said softly, but it was something he could not ignore. Glancing
from her to Scott Carter, he felt his gaze settle upon gray-blue eyes that were
much like his own and revealed a comprehension of how important the nurse was
to him. Breaking away from them, he
noticed Joe Early standing at the fringe of the crowd that had gathered in the
hallway. “Joe,
can you take care of him? He’s had a
rough time of it when it comes to being a patient at Rampart today.” Seeing
Early nod, Kel once again began to lead Dixie away, asking, “What happened
Dix?” *** When
she was seated on the table of treatment room four, Kel conducted his
examination while he listened to her tell the story of what had taken
place. His thoughts offered up a silent
“thank you” to the God that had spared her from nothing more than some cuts and
bruises. Wrapping
gauze around the pads he had placed on her lacerated right hand, he said
teasingly, “You know I’m going to tell you to get out of here and go home.” “And
you know that I’m stubborn so I’ll keep working because other than being a
little shaken up, I’m fit for duty,” Dixie grinned back at him. “Besides with
everything that’s gone on, you’re probably going to need every pair of nursing
hands you can get . . . even if one of them has a bandage on it.” Kel
laughed, seeing the mischief in her blue eyes.
There was no way he could argue with her about that point and she was
already dedicated to returning to work -- she would have it her own way no
matter what he said. But as he took in
the scraped cheek that he had disinfected and the dirty uniform she wore, he
became somber. He
pushed away some damp strands of hair that had come loose from the barrette
that normally confined them. A room
that anyone could walk into was probably not the best place for him to find an
outlet for the emotions that he had held in check for so long, but he knew he
couldn’t leave it until later and he put his hands on her shoulders. “Oh
my God, Dix . . . I was so afraid of what might have happened to you down in
the basement . . . I wanted to get in there with the firemen and dig you out
and strangle O’Brien all at the same time . . . But all I could do was wait.” Sitting
in front of him, Dixie buried her head against his chest. “I was afraid too . . . I didn’t know what
was going on upstairs and I was worried you could have been hurt or killed,”
she said, her arms going around him. For
a moment they held each other then Kel lifted her face to see the tears that
were running down it. He carefully
wiped them away then cupped her chin in his palm. “We both survived LA’s latest earthquake. We’re all right.” Dixie
lips curved into a smile that he knew so well: the one that did not belong to
patients, other doctors or paramedics, but to him alone. “I
love you Kel . . . and by the grace of God, we can still be together tonight.” Leaning
toward her, he thought of his Valentine’s Day plans. Tonight he would make all of it up to her: what had happened to
her today along with the years that they had kept each other at arms length
because of the mistakes that had been made in the past. With
her mouth nearing his own, he heard his presence urgently being requested at
the base station. “Damn,”
he muttered giving her lips a quick peck before helping her down from the
table. “I’m
going to clean up and change into my spare uniform,” she said, squeezing his
arm as they walked together toward the door that when opened would take them
back to their professional roles of a doctor and nurse, “but it won’t take
long. I’ll see you again in a few
minutes, Doctor.” Their
paths diverging when they entered the hall, Kel glanced back at her and seeing
her look over her shoulder at him, he flashed her a parting smile. They were now the team they formed as
colleagues. *** A
man in his early twenties, dressed in polyester slacks and a shirt made of the
shiny material favored by rock stars entered Rampart Emergency looking for the
roommate that he had earlier dropped off.
Spying the man in question sitting in a corner chair of the waiting
room, thumbing through a magazine with his right arm firmly strapped to his
side, the visitor rushed up to him. “Man,
what happened? When I left you here, I
thought it was your foot not your arm that was hurt!” Scott
Carter dropped the magazine at the sound of the voice he had been waiting to
hear for longer than he could remember and said icily, “Anthony, where the hell
have you been? I’ve had to hang around
here for hours and I’ve gotta say it isn’t the best place to be kept waiting
in.” Anthony’s
curious expression became one of pure guilt and he ran a nervous hand through
his auburn hair. “Well, it’s like this
. . . Ramona and I had lunch then I called Peaches. The store was so slow that they didn’t want me to come in, so her
and I went to her place for a while . . . then there was a little rock ‘n roll
that made the freeway a parking lot so . . .” “Whatever,”
Scott said, going to the desk to sign his name against the line that for the
time being would set him free of the hospital.
He would need to come back for a follow-up examination to see how his
shoulder was healing but at least it was a week away. He had already come to the conclusion that he would take a bus or
a cab to that appointment. His roommate
was not to be trusted when it came to shuttle service. “But
man, what happened to your arm?” Anthony asked. Scott
dropped the pen he had awkwardly held in his left hand, hearing a nurse behind
the counter wish him well, before he turned a hostile gaze toward Anthony. “That
‘rock ‘n roll’ you felt was an earthquake and I had an accident here during it
so now I’ve got a dislocated shoulder to go along with a tetanus shot and my sore
foot. Because I was waiting for you,”
he bitterly informed his friend. Anthony’s
eyes widened in surprise. “Holy
shit! What happened?” Nearing
his office that was located at the edge of the waiting room Kel Brackett saw
the patient who had joined him for lunch and had also been with Dixie in the
basement preparing to leave. Although he knew it was foolish, the doctor felt
some relief that there would no longer be someone else in the hospital vying
for the nurse’s attention when it came to the romantic. He had to admit to a certain amount of
jealousy when he learned that the wilted rose she was trying to revive in a
glass of water on the base station desk had been brought to her by the young
man. He had wanted to do the same but
had instead left the flowers for later so that the ER’s staff couldn’t
speculate about them. But
he also felt a deep a sense of gratitude and came to a quick decision. “Scott,”
he called out to the figure that was walking as quickly as he could toward the
exit. Hearing
his name echoing a few decibels above the hubbub of the waiting area that was
rapidly becoming crowded, Scott turned to see a man wearing a long white coat
descending upon him. Warily he
approached the doctor, thinking that he might not have been released from the
hospital’s clutches after all. When
they stood facing each other, Kel crossed his arms over his chest while his
mind struggled to get right the words he wanted to say. These were the kind of moments that he was
always the most uncomfortable with, when he had let down his tough professional
mask in front of a total stranger. Seeing
Scott uneasily waiting for him to say something, he finally stammered out, “I
just wanted . . . I just wanted to thank you for protecting Dixie . . . She
could have been badly hurt or killed if . . . if you hadn’t thrown yourself
over her.” The
features surrounded by long dark hair lost their apprehension and the mouth
beneath the mustache spread into a wide grin.
“It was no problem Doc. I get
the distinct impression that you would’ve done the same. We both know she’s quite a lady who probably
every now and then needs some looking after.” Yes,
she is and sometimes . . . she needs that little bit of extra attention, Kel said to himself, shaking the left hand that was
held out to him before turning toward his office. “What
was that all about?” Anthony asked when his friend limped back to him. “Well,
you see there was this nurse that made all of this bearable . . . a very hot
woman. I tell you man, she’s not only
good lookin’ but also a real sweetheart.
But I think she’s got this thing going with --,” Scott began as he
stepped through the door and it closed behind him. *** Looking
for Dixie, Nurse Betty Farrington made her way through the mayhem that was
currently reigning in Rampart’s emergency department. When the head nurse had asked if she could cover the last part of
her shift, Betty had agreed to it.
Although she did not partake in the daily gossip that was churned out
within the hospital, she could guess at the reason behind the request. Lately, Dixie and Dr. Brackett were more
like the people she had first started working with, something more than friends
or colleagues passing between them. And
it is Valentine’s Day, the nurse
thought as she caught sight of Dixie helping to steer a gurney toward the
elevator. “I’ve
got it Dix, you get out of here,” Betty said, falling into step beside her. It
had taken a little while for the effects of the minor earthquake to catch up
with the hospital, but when they did the emergency room became filled with
those wanting treatment, for both the minor and the severe. With their steady demands, Dixie had
forgotten that she had asked Betty to fill in later for her today. When
the gurney halted to wait for the elevator, Dixie turned to the other
nurse. “Betty, am I ever glad to see
you.” Betty
started to smile but instead took a step back from her superior. “Dix, what happened to you?” Dixie’s
features became puzzled for an instant before she remembered the scrape on her
cheek, under which she could sometimes feel a bruise beginning swell. “I had a little accident in the basement
during the earthquake.” “But
I thought the quake was minor. When it
woke me up and I called in here they said everything was under control.” “It
probably was at that point except for the basement under this part of the
hospital is a disaster area. If you
have to go down there, use the back stairs.” Seeing
the silver elevator doors open, Dixie began to push the gurney forward while
the attendant backed it into the enclosure. “I
can handle it from here, Ms. McCall.
Thanks for helping me get her through the crowd,” he told her as she
stepped inside to push the button for the third floor. Nodding
and slipping through the closing doors, Dixie turned back to Betty who was
saying, “The basement, our beloved administrator’s brain child . . . just goes
to show you what kind of minds are running this place.” Dixie
laughed and gave the nurse she occasionally shared a “gripe session” with an
understanding nod. “Uh huh. And given
its current state, the project has probably exceeded its budget before it even
got started. I can see them trying to
figure a way to keep the entire hospital running with one nurse, one doctor and
maybe an orderly.” “Well, I’m here and ready to take over for
you. So why don’t you get take off.” Dixie
saw the crush of people filling the hall and shook her head. “Betty, look around you. Do you really think I can leave right now?” “But
Dix . . .” Dixie
began to walk with her toward the base station, saying, “But it’s a good thing
you came in early. We’re under staffed
so the extra help is welcome. And I’ll
make sure that O’Brien pays you for the overtime.” *** Loosening
his tie and prying the top button of his shirt away from its hole, Kel walked
out of the hospital with Dixie. Passing
just beyond the ambulance bay doors, he stopped to turn over his wrist for a
look at his watch and he felt his shoulders sag in defeat. Dixie stood beside him, waiting for him to
take her out on the date that he had meticulously planned for tonight until
Rampart had gotten the best of him. “Dix,
it’s about 6:55. We’re supposed to be
at Strings in a few minutes, but I don’t think either of us are dressed for it,”
he said fingering her uniform collar while considering his own limp shirt and
tie. “And the florist closed over an
hour ago. The bottle of wine’s sitting
at home . . . Antonin Rodet, one of your favorites. Maybe you should have taken that kid up on his invitation to
Venice Beach . . . he probably could have gotten it right.” She
looked up at him, seeing a man who was tired from the grueling hours he spent
managing patient care, a department, supervising residents and interns, along
with the paperwork that continually stacked up on his desk. And who had today tried to plan something
special for her until Mother Nature had interfered. “Scott
wasn’t my type,” she told him. “I prefer my men a little older. They’ve got more experience when it comes to
planning a night of romance.” The
parking areas’ lights illuminated the grin that was spreading across her
features and she placed her hand in his.
He could feel his own lips twitching toward a faint smile. Her words and the warmth of her hand in his,
mitigating some of the disappointment he felt. “You
know what? I’ve got an idea,” she
informed him. “And
what is that?” “Why
don’t you take me home? We can stop by
the Red Corral and pick up some dinner if you don’t mind Chinese. I’ve got a bottle of wine and maybe we both
can just relax for a while.” Looking
down at her, Kel knew she was waiting for him to make the final decision of how
they would spend the evening and he felt himself once again growing frustrated
by what their work sometimes demanded of them.
Shaking his head, he thought, Why couldn’t it allow us one special
night out on a special day . . . a “date” rather overtime? “Damn
it, Rae,” he finally said, using her middle name that had long ago become his
affectionate label when they were alone, and he tore himself away from the blue
eyes that did not hold any expectations.
“It’s Valentine’s Day. You
deserve better from me . . . we’ve gone through so much to get here. I wanted to it to be a night with some class
. . . something different than you just deciding between red or green chili on
a burrito . . . or take out Chinese versus take out pizza . . . because I love
you and always have.” Dixie’s
hand tightened its hold on his.
“February 14th is just another day on the calendar. When you love somebody, Valentine’s Day can
come at any time. I can surprise you
any day of the week with the new dress that’s hanging in my closet.” Listening
to her, Kel felt himself begin to smile and the disenchantment he felt over the
day’s outcome slip away. She had a way
of turning it all around into something that could be looked forward to
tomorrow or maybe even the next day.
Disregarding the fact that they were clearly visible to anyone who may
be watching from the hospital, he took her in his arms and kissed her. “I
love you D,” she whispered against his ear, falling into her own pet name for
him -- the middle initial of Dr. Kelly David Brackett. “I
love you too,” he said, feeling her bandaged hand graze his cheek. Tonight
would never be as he planned it, but the gauze that met his face served as a
simple reminder of how differently the day might have gone. To be able to spend time with her was what
really mattered. “Come
on, let me take you away from Rampart for a while. I’ll buy us some dinner from the Red Corral,” he said dropping an
arm around her shoulders and steering her away from the hospital. *** Roy
and Johnny stood at opposite sides of the squad, preparing to climb through its
doors but their attention was diverted to the couple that stood in the
distance. The lights illuminating the
area around the emergency room entrance captured Dr. Brackett and Dixie in a
moment that was quite different from their professional personas. When they turned to walk away from the
hospital, Johnny finally slid into his seat. “Do
you have any doubts about how Brackett and Dix are spending tonight?” he asked
his partner who had climbed behind the wheel and was starting the truck. “No.” “But
nobody needs to know about this but you and me,” Johnny said firmly. “Whatever there is between them doesn’t need
anybody adding any more rumors to it.” Roy
looked over at the shadow of Johnny’s features, then grasped the hand that was
held out to him. They were in agreement
when it came to what they had inadvertently witnessed and it was secret that
would never go further than the two of them.
*** Kel
Bracket opened his eyes to the gray light of dawn, finding himself in a room
that he hadn’t been invited into for years.
He
remembered eating dinner and splitting a bottle of wine with Dixie, after which
she had taken his hand to lead him down the hall toward her bedroom. Helping each other undress, they had only
been two tired people who sought rest under the thick comforter that was spread
across her bed. He had quickly fallen
asleep within her circling arms, his head on her shoulder. Sometime
during the night they had reversed positions and her head now lay upon his
chest, her long dark blond hair cascading over the arm he had around her. She wore a nightgown that had been laundered
many times; its small blue flowers against a white background beginning to
fade. But in the murky light that
spread through the room, he found it to be quite lovely. He marveled at the fact that she was
actually asleep beside him. Dixie
felt someone holding her and instinctively drew to closer to the body that lay
next to hers, feeling a drowsy contentment she had only really known when
sleeping with one person. For a moment
she wondered if she was dreaming and that she might truly wake up to find
herself alone. But beneath her cheek,
she could feel the gentle rise and fall of someone breathing; the strong arm
that embraced her was not a product of her imagination but very real. Slowly
she opened her eyes, raising them so that she could see him. Kel was lying awake in bed with her. “Good
morning,” he said, kissing the top of her head. “Mmm,
this is nice,” she murmured, stretching slightly so that her cheek came to rest
next to his. Her hand found its way
beneath the T-shirt he wore and began to caress the hair that covered his
chest, while her lips moved across the five o’clock shadow his jaw wore. Kel’s
mouth sought out hers, but he could also feel himself becoming aroused by her
touch. It was not all that long ago that he had expressed a desire for physical
contact that did not consist merely of a kiss or an embrace. However Dixie’s refusal, her desire to wait
until she felt it wouldn’t complicate matters more, had caused them to
fight. The argument had proven to be
the catalyst for the realization that they must work together in order to
succeed when it came being more than friends or colleagues. But lying in bed with her now, feeling her
hands touch him in a way that they hadn’t in such a longtime, he knew that he
wouldn’t be able to deny his reaction much longer. With
a groan, he broke away from her and propped himself up on an elbow so that he
could see her. In her expression, he
saw surprise that he had pulled away from her. “Rae,”
he said tenderly, running a finger lightly over the contours of her face. “What
do you want right now? I don’t want to
lose you . . . because of what I might be feeling. I can very easily get out of bed and go make us some coffee.” She
looked at his tousled hair that leant a certain boyish charm to his usually
weary features. His voice was also
filled with a consideration that put whatever she might need ahead of his own
desires. Slowly her lips lost the
slight frown they were wearing and became one of pure delight. “I
don’t want you to go make coffee right now,” she told him lovingly, her right
hand reaching out to him. “I’d rather
have the true touch of romance.” Kel
took the bandaged hand and kissed its fingers.
Reestablishing their relationship had sometimes been a struggle but it
had brought about a better one than they had before. They had come together as a couple -- this romantic interlude was
a gift that did not require planning but only loving someone. “Well,
like you said, when cupid strikes I guess it doesn’t matter what day of the
week it is. I love you.” “And
I love you, D,” she murmured before she pressed her mouth against his and their
bodies began a passionate rediscovery of each other. *** When
Dixie returned to the hospital on Saturday, she found very little had changed
since she had left it forty-eight hours ago.
The ER was still understaffed and the basement remained a mess. Par
for the course, she said to herself,
the complaints of nurses reaching her ears while she was changing in the locker
room. It would take time for all that
to sort itself out but after her days off, the only downside she could find in
returning to work was the fact that she and Kel had opposite shifts. She was beginning a night duty schedule
while he was still working the day shift rotation. Their time together in the coming week would be minimal. Approaching
the base station desk, she saw a vase filled with flowers sitting on it. The card’s corner held the name of a florist
who was well known for beautiful but expensive bouquets. Somebody
has excellent taste in flowers, she
thought, assuming that they had been delivered for a patient. Nobody’s probably had time to take them
to whatever room they belong in. Since
the ER was quiet, she decided she’d run them upstairs herself. Removing the card from the prongs that held
it within the array of pink, lavender and white lilies, her favorite flowers,
she looked for a room number. Her eyes
opened wide in amazement when she saw her own name printed across the envelope. Tearing
it open, she read the short note it contained. Happy Valentine’s Day, a little
late. But it’s the thought that counts
and not a day goes by that I don’t think about you. Love, Dixie
felt herself blushing and wearing what she knew must be a silly grin when she
slid the card into her uniform pocket so that she could read it again
later. The doctor’s romantic, not to
mention bold, gesture had not only surprised but touched her. She had no doubt that Rampart Emergency was
probably buzzing with rumors of who might have sent her flowers. But she could live with any speculation
there -- she always had and probably always would. What they might think, she knew. Dr. Kelly David Brackett could
be a very suave, sophisticated and romantic man. Author’s
Note: What story could be complete without thanking those who helped the author
through it? So here is my heart felt
gratitude to those who went through this process with me. AJM, for reading it along the way while
suffering through my fun and frustration when it comes to my creative
writing. God love ya, for staying with
me through the best of times and the worst of times! MSC, for your thoughts and comments that made the story better. Your insight into the characters was
invaluable! Audrey, for providing a
place to post and read Kel/Dix stories which is wonderful unto itself! And last but by no way least, Alexandra and
Terri. Throughout the years, the two of
you are always wonderful!
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