The sharp metal sliced into her skin easily. He hadn’t put a second thought
into it, or for all she knew, a first. It wasn’t his fault. Her body slid down his onto the
soft red grass. He made no move to back away, or to finish her quickly. She knew his
eyes never touched her, maybe if they had she would still be standing. He won, she should
have killed her brother long ago...
Sango brought her face up from the floor with weak arms. Another night
of these dreams, but tonight was even worse. How could she think to kill her brother?
Had she given up hope? Sango came to her knees and looked outside into the woods.
Where was Kohaku? She rubbed her forehead and her fingers slid from the hot sweat on
her face. As quietly as she could, she got up and walked outside of the inn room. It
reminded her of the time she stole Inu Yasha’s Tetsusaiga. The air was cool and breezed
slightly, enough to cool her down quickly. Everything had been so crazy, it was strange
and almost foreign for there to be silence. “Your up early.” Inu Yasha said coming from
behind. A tightness struck threw her chest. Was it from Inu Yasha’s presence, or from
the retreat of the welcomed tranquillity? “I couldn’t sleep. I had a bad dream.” He stood
by her and looked outward. That was fine, she didn’t feel like looking at anyone anyway.
“I don’t really dream much.” He admitted. “The only one I do have is a flashback of
when Kikyou shot me with an arrow.” With anyone else she would have worried about
what to say now, but she knew Inu Yasha didn’t need to hear anything. After a long
pause Sango looked up at him. “I’m not sure what to do anymore. Sometimes I think I
should just kill Kohaku.” Her eyes burned, but with her head tilted back the way it was it
was easier to hold the tears back. “I would rather he be dead then work for that bastard
Narraku.” Inu Yasha brought his gold eyes down on her. “You obviously don’t think that
much of me. I’ll kill Narraku, and you’ll have your brother back.” He said harshly, even
in a hush tone his voice boomed. “What then Inu Yasha? What do I, we, do after that?
Are whole lives, except for Kagome, revolve around killing him. What do we do when he
is dead?” She spoke just as harshly, though it wasn’t intended to come across that way.
His eyes softened and he looked threw her. “Your all the first and only friends I have ever
had, whatever happens, we’ll decide on it together.” Sango leaned into his chest and let
his kimono soak up her tears. “Your my family now.” She whispered. He held her tightly
and ignored his own burning eyes. In the window Shippou looked on. It was hard
enough to reach the window but seeing what he was it was even harder to hold on. But,
suddenly he was lifted up and was staring into Miroku’s face. “Shippou, you should mind
your own business.” He suggested. “I thought Sango was in love with you!” Miroku
hushed him. “Every girl loves me.” He brought Shippou to the sleeping Kagome. “Go
back to bed, you don’t want to Kagome to get lonely. Unless you would like me to take
your place?” Shippou curled up under Kagome’s arm. Miroku smiled and stood up.
“Miroku?” Shippou called in a whisper. “Does Inu Yasha love Sango? I thought he
loved Kagome.” Miroku sighed. “There are different kinds of love. There is the love he
has for Kagome, and love he has for Sango, me, and you.” Shippou stuck out his tongue.
“He loves us? That’s gross!” Miroku smiled and went back to his corner. Explaining
love to Shippou could be hard, sometimes he wondered if he knew what it was himself.
The ease of the cool air brushing over her body almost made the large
boomerang seem light. Today the group was in no big rush to get anywhere so Kiarra
trotted by Sango’s feet. Streams of light poured from the brake in leaves above. The
sweet smell of sakura and the warmth of the Spring born sun reminded her of when she
was a child. Her father would take her would take her out and teach her all his
techniques, then when she was older, Kohaku joined them. Sango rose her face to the
light and smiled. It felt good to remember what it used to be like, what she thought it
would always be like. In the corner of her eye she saw Miroku. Quickly, she brought her
head down and tried not to blush to hard. He smiled softly at her, making her feel she
didn’t look to stupid. “I sense a Shinkon No Tama...” Kagome said coming to a stop.
Inu Yasha flashed a fang in his smirk. “Great, which way?” He asked anxiously. Kagome
lifted her arm from her side slightly then pointed away from her. “There.” Inu Yasha
began to lead the group in the direction she pointed. “Lets go everyone.” Shippou settled
in the basket of Kagome’s bike as she hoped on to keep up with Inu Yasha. Miroku and
Sango stayed to the back as usual and Sango lifted Kiarra up into her arms. The little
creature settled into Sango’s warm breast ready for a free ride. Threw the trees and
underbrush Inu Yasha smelled their target. “It’s Kagura.” He said in a low grumble, “She
has Kohaku with her.” He added a little gentler, his own kind of gentle tone. Soon the
two came into sight. Kagura stood with a blank eyed Kohaku at her side. She was sent to
keep Inu Yasha and his friend busy while Narraku left the castle, the group had gotten to
close for comfort. She always got stuck with the little twit, why never her older sister
Kana? Kagura visibly sighed. “Well, Inu Yasha, lets get this over with.” She pushed
Kohaku. “Go on!” Kohaku took the chain in his hands and stood ready to throw it.
Kagome fell back with Shippou. Kagura sent a wing attack as Inu Yasha un-sheathed
Tetsusaiga. As their fight went on, Sango watched Kohaku carefully, Miroku inspected
the whole scene for any sign of need for his help. Kohaku threw the chain with force.
Moving in time Sango watched as the sharp blade on the end of the chain pierced the
earth. She stood upright and looked into her younger brother’s face as he pulled his
weapon back. He wasn’t the same person, he had no soul anymore. Narraku raped him
of that. Her large boomerang fell from her shoulders and it the ground next to her feet.
“Sango...” Kagome called looking on. In a burst of energy Sango ran at Kohaku.
Miroku ran after her. “Sango don’t!” Kohaku raised the blade ready for her. On in pact
he plunged the blade into her side. Her own blade she let loose from her arm, and drove it
into his chest. No shock hit his face, not a sign of pain, as his heart stopped. He fell dead
on the ground. Miroku knelt by her as she buried her head next to her brother’s and held
him close. Kagome reached soon after. Kagura looked on in surprise. She killed her own
brother, eh? Narraku wasn’t going to like this... As she looked back at Inu Yasha she
saw a glint of his pure anger. He, didn’t seem to be happy. Kagura knew when to leave,
she wasn’t going to stick out her neck to far. Narraku should be far....enough away.
Kagura hopped on her feather, and took off. “Bitch.” Inu Yasha barked. Kagome gave
the only comforting words she knew to Sango. Sango brought her line of sight to Miroku.
He felt sick looking into her eyes, sick to see her tears mixed with her brothers blood drip
off her chin. “Houshi-sama,” She whispered, “please, give my brother a proper burial.”
Miroku nodded his head.
It was one of those beautiful nights. The moon was as clear and as bright
and big as ever, stars that were usually dim shone with pride, and the warmth of the day
still hung in the air comfortably. Sango couldn’t see it, she couldn’t really see anything.
The last of her family and village, other then her, was dead. And she killed him. Her only
brother, her last hope for happiness again, she killed. The idea of why it was the right
thing to do left her. Miroku came to her back. “It’s over.” He informed. She wanted to
thank him, but she didn’t have the effort to even look back at him. “Sango...” He sat next
to her. “I’m sorry Sango.” He was sorry...like he knew what it felt like. Her selfishness
broke for a moment she remembered, he didn’t have a family either. Miroku was always
strong, he never broke down, or thought of himself before others. His father dying when
he was so young, him seeing, seeing how he too would die. Sango looked at Miroku
suddenly. He understood, he was her friend. She had him, Inu Yasha, Kagome, Shippou,
even Kiarra. Her old life was over, for good now. After Narraku is killed, they would
decide on the next part of their lives together. Inu Yasha was right. “Thank you,
Miroku.” Miroku smiled. Before his hand could go any further toward her bottom she
took it in hers and held it. He laughed softly and sat with her for a while longer.