N O T . I N S I D E . O F . M E

L Y R I C S
I've been breaking through my skin
Releasing worlds down from within
Curing the hurt and the cause
Held this child inside it's claws
Now I feel it creeping backwards
Using small mirrors, Painting long terror
Oh no, make it, make it make me whole

Not Inside Of Me is another of Cafe Insomnia's heavier, louder songs. It was written and recorded in the studio late into the hours of the night. The song becomes strongly explosive and vents out a lot of emotions that need venting. The tune speaks of finding confusion in having someone touch you who is no longer inside of your spirit. You know then, that that person has simply become a memory, a symbol to place an emotion on.

Oh no, make it, make it make me whole
Oh no, make it, make it make me whole
Oh no, make it, make it make me whole
Oh no, make it, make it make me whole
Oh no, make it, make it make me whole
Now I face this demon again
Could've sworn you were my friend
No you leave me no choice today
All I can be will always be the same
Don't need you to find my soul
I swear, you, never made me whole
Never made me whole
Never made me whole
Never made me whole
Never made me whole

How can you touch me
When you're not inside of me
Never got this through my head
I'd be better off dead
How can you touch me
When you're not inside of me
Must be a disease now
I swear it can't be love now
How can you touch me
When you're not inside of me
How can you touch this
You make me feel like shit
How can you touch this
You demon looking for a kiss
How can you touch me
When you're not inside of me