Jackie’s Confession:
Ok, it is known, that I am in love with Brian Littrell, but some people don’t really grasp how much I am obsessed with him, and how much I love him. This is my confession.
1.I own the Brian Littrell in My Pocket Book.
2.You know how in Bop and BB you can send away to get those black and white photo’s of the guys and the facts sheet, well I sent away for it, and I got a Brian one. It’s really cute! It is right on my night stand next to my bed, so I can see his face right before I go to sleep.
3.I own four full size posters of Brian. One of them is on my door so right when you walk up the steps you can see his beautiful face.
4.My room is covered with his pictures. It is getting to be so much that I need to take down group pictures so I can put up more photo’s of him. As of today, December 27, 2000, I have over 300 Brian pictures on my walls.
5.I own a Brian key chain.
6.I made this framed picture of Brian, and I take it with me when I go on vacation so he can be with me.
7.I have a teddy bear that I named Brian, and I sleep with it every night. It has gotten to the point where I cannot sleep without it.
8.I wrote a poetry book in 7th grade and it was dedicated to Brian. Just for the records that was my only A+ the whole year!
9.For German this year, I am writing a report on Brian. It is going to be his diary in German.
10.I smacked my own mother for making fun of him. She has never said one foul word about him, since.
11.I named two of my dog stuffed animals Tyk and Litty.
12.I watch Brian so much that I am beginning to sound like him, and say the things that he says.
13.Everyone in my school knows how much I am in love with Brian and the Backstreet Boys, that for Christmas, most of my Christmas cards, that were give to me, were of them.
14.I own a Brian pin.
15.You know that shirt that he wore on May 16, 1999, the green sweat shirt, I bought one just like it. It cost me $50 but I just needed it!
16.Everyone who received a Christmas card from me had a picture of Brian in the front, and it said “Brian Wishes You A Merry Christmas”
17.Since Brian bites his nails, I began to form the habit of biting my nails.
18.Just because Brian likes Mac and Cheese, I decided to try it. It was really good, and it has become my favorite food.
19.I spent 10 hours one day voting for Brian so he could become #1 on these Teen People poll! I’m happy to say that all of my efforts paid off and he is now #1!
20.For the 25 hottest stars under 25, I spent days voting for Brian! And he only tied Timberfake! I was pissed! But that’s ok! He is still #1 in my heart!
21.I memorize what he says in various TV shows, videos, interview, etc.
22.I know EXACTLY what he says in his Thank You’s.
23.I know almost everything that you could know about him.
24.I’m ashamed to admit it but I cried on September 2, 2000. It was such a sad day. That’s ok. As long as he is happy I am.
25.I try to find every way possible to fit him into a conversation! I always do, and my friend/family members always roll their eyes.
26.When I go to my concert all of my pictures will be of him! My friend, Nicole, goes to me, will you please take some pictures of the other guys. I’m just like it’s my camera my film, my pictures. LOL!
27.I bought the whole Photo Card set along with the offical BSB photo album! Those photo's are hot!!!
So before you send me hate mail, and say that I don’t like the boys, remember this list! Just because Briana and I poke fun at them, does not mean that we don’t love them! And no, I am not a psycho! Nor, would I ever stalk Brian or steal his dogs (that was such a tragedy! What sick people we have in this world!) I just am a normal fan like anyone else!
Love,
Jackie
