The Petticoat Fantasy

My love of petticoats, began at age 5 or 6, about
1954,I love to see all the girls swooshing around with
their pettis, It looked so fun. Not having a sister to
borrow from, nor did mama have any then, my first
opportunity came when my second cousin from St. Louis
visited for my grandmaother's funeral. She was 13 I
was eight, I loved wearing her pettis, laying on lap
when we rode in the car. She almost caught me one day,
but I sprang into action , but she noticed they were
not where she left them. I played ignorant.

I always liked sitting behind a girl in school, I
could feel the pettis rub against my leg if they were
full, It felt so dreamy. Although, I was a boy on the
outside, I felt like a sissy girl on the inside.
Playing baseball and football was a priority on my boy
side, but playing dolls and "house", with the girls
was always there. Denial of being a sissy was an act,
had to be a boy… Daddy wouldn't have it any other way.

As I approached puberty and through it, my sexual
fantasies always included petticoats. It has always
been a part of me. Ruffles, lace, satin silk, nylon
tricot, crinoline are the materials that reflect my
fem feelings.

Going through the purging repressions of
crossdressing, I never had the nerve to buy a
petticoat, although I bought one for my older
daughter, a surogate petticoat, that was the best I
could do.

The New Millenium… a New Me …. A Fem Southern Belle,
full figured, a petticoat lover and now a wearer. I
bought two petticoats online from my friend Toni. They
arrive in time for Christmas, my what a gift. They
lifted my fem spirit to a new level, to a new way of
life…. Before November, 1999 I wouldn't consider
anything beyond nighties and panties, now I'm public
within CD groups and some dear friends, especially,
Dawniel, Franchesca, Wanda, Mandi, Pamela, Bonnie,
Gayle,and Toni. Becoming public wouldn't have been
possible. There are many too numerous to mention,
others will follow, but this petticoat girl is on her
journey towards femininity.