God, if you get us out of this................................................I
know I don't pray very often, but....................please................................please
let us live. Give him another chance. She wrapped her arms
tighter round him. An icy coldness sloshed round their
feet, dropping the temperature in the space even lower. "The water's
rising." She felt him turn round, search the boundary of their prison
for the breathing kit that their tormentor had left them. One only. "Put
this on." His hand reached for her again. "Alphonse, no!"
she grasped his hand. "What about you?" "I'll be fine!"
she knew he was lying. He knew that he was lying. The water rose higher,
the intensity of the cold was making him shiver. She was freezing, quickly
he stripped off his padded shirt, and wrapped it round her, forcing it
on her when she protested. "Alphonse, noooooooo!"
she sobbed, the enclosed space seemed smaller and smaller. "No, I
won't let you, we'll share this thing and the others.....................they'll
find us." Clinging at straws, desperate. The intensity of feeling shocked her into answering. "Alphonse, I promise." She put her hand up and stroked his cheek. "I promise." "Y'know when I was a kid, I was afraid of the dark." Shaky laugh, the cold was biting. He started to talk to her about his childhood in New York, voice shaking with emotion and the pain of the cold, as though somehow he could make a record of himself before time ran out. Chrissy held him close and listened without interruption, even though her soul was being torn apart. He gently kissed her, a wealth of
love and sorrow in that kiss. Goodbye Chrissy. Do it quickly before
you change your mind. He knelt before her, wrapping his arms around
her waist, locking his hands tightly into her belt, cheek pressed against
her abdomen. Then let go, his body jerked and shuddered as his lungs filled
with water. Chrissy held him tightly as he drowned in her arms. Hands lifted Chrissy. She was too numb with cold and shock to speak. Hands pulled the limp body from the chamber, laid him flat on his back. He was examined. Voices argued in the negative. Ice and Charlie's voices raised in a storm of emotion. They fought for him. Ice started CPR, kneeling on the frozen ground, not willing to give up hope. Five times they shocked his body, trying to get a pulse, five times they failed. ICU, dark and deserted, apart from
one occupant. Anxious watchers waiting for a sign, any movement. The quiet
and insistent beep of machinery, the breathing apparatus, moving up and
down, doing his breathing for him. "Phonse is a fighter. He wouldn't just give up." The younger of the man's two partners glared at the doctor. "He'll come back to us." He stood up from the chair at his friend's bedside, as though unconsciously protecting Alphonse from the doctor's words. Ice moved closer. "Yeah, man. He's strong, he can beat this thing." Turning to Charlie, "He survived a nerve toxin, he can survive this." Silent promise passed between them. They would get Alphonse through. Time stretched out endlessly before
them. Charlie picked up the limp hand in both his own. The fingers seemed chilled, a legacy of the watery.......................watery what? Grave? Nah, 'Phonse is life itself. He revised his thoughts, watery prison. He gently warmed the fingers between his own, as though he could breathe life into the rest of the body that way. "Y'know, you can beat this thing. What is it, a little cold. Like a big strong guy like you's suddenly afraid of the cold. And, breathing................now breathing's not so hard is it. Y'lungs take in air, then pushes it out again, that ain't so difficult when you think about it?! Y'could even open y'eyes, like let us know y'still here." The last words cracked a bit, he looked down at the sheets covering the still body, the machine moved, in and out, in and out, working the lungs. A tear slid down his cheek, followed suddenly by a flood. He raised the hand, "C'mon 'Phonse,
please for us. Don't leave us this way...............we.......I can't
do this alone. We need you." Charlie composed himself. The fingers had moved. They had definitely moved. He wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and concentrated. C'mon 'Phonse, please do it again................do it dammit................so I know you're alive for certain. The fingers convulsed, stronger this time. Charlie was on his feet, pressing the buzzer frantically. A nurse came running. "He's coming round." Desperate.
Please say he is. The nurse checked him over. Charlie waited in a fever
of impatience. "Y'trying my patience now, y'know.
C'mon man. You can do it." Ice sat and waited impatiently for movement.
Alphonse was responding to his environment, but Ice wanted more. "C'mon
Alphonse, wake up. We need you.............I need you to wake up!"
"Alphonse." Okay, okay, that's my name, don't
wear it out. Chrissy took her turn. He was almost well enough to breathe totally on his own now. She took his hand between both her own, the blue eyes opened in response to her touch. She looked into the eyes she'd thought she'd never see again, "Alphonse, what you did for me......................." She trailed off as she truggled to find the words. Strong fingers closed round her hand, gripping it, he couldn't speak, the breathing tubes down his throat prevented sound, but he could tell her. Through a mist of tears, she saw and understood the silent communication. Anything for you, Chrissy. |