Chapter 5

Title: Sorrow
Author: Anemone Frost
Email: Weepingwillow987@aol.com
Pairing: Pippin/Other; Pippin/Merry
Rating: R
Summary: 5/6 Merry keeps true to his vow.
Feedback: Yes, please.
Warnings: Sexual themes a bit stronger.
Disclaimer: Everything belongs to Tolkien, with the exception for several OC's.


The day was bright and cheery, letting the two hobbits marvel at the scenery of trees and various plants, shimmering from the heavy rains. The trails were muddy, but were manageable. Merry was riding closely to his cousin, uneasy that he had allowed the younger hobbit to ride his own pony.

"Merry, I'm not a baby," Pippin muttered. "I can handle the pony just fine."

"I know, Pip, but you were hurt and I just worry that something will happen," Merry replied. "What if you fall off? That could injure your ribs again."

"Would you stop?" Pippin snapped. "Nothing will happen. Let's just ride in peace, if that's possible."

Pippin then averted the conversation to older days; ones filled with memories of their departed cousin, Frodo, remembering days long lost. An hour or so passed, and Merry tensed, though hiding it from Pippin. They were deep in the woods and not far off from where he had found the battered hobbit. Pippin seemed to catch up on this too. He quivered, lowered his head, and refused to look in the direction of the grove. Merry gave him a pat on the shoulder, and glanced around nervously.

Leaves crunched in the distance, making Merry grip at his sword. They were being followed; he could sense it, though it seemed his cousin did not. He cursed silently. He was hoping they could have passed through without trouble, but it appeared that wasn't going to happen.

"Pippin, there's someone trailing us," Merry whispered.

Pippin nodded sullenly. "I know Merry. I've known for a while now. What do we do?"

"Keep riding for a bit," Merry answered. "I don't think they know that we've caught on to them. We'll find sturdy ground up ahead, and then we can make our move."

Both halted when a man riding a brown horse, draped in a black cloak, strode down the path, coming head on with them. Merry and Pippin drew out their swords, pointing the sharp tips at the approaching rider. The man drew back the reins and stopped a few feet ahead. Pippin was squinting his eyes, trying to make out the man's face, but the hood prevented that.

"Who are you?" Merry inquired defensively. "What business do you have in the Shire? Did you not know it was decreed by King Elessar that men are forbidden to enter here? Speak now or you'll answer to my blade!"

"No need for that," the man replied, waving his hands to repel any advances. "I've been traveling all day, and I must have took a wrong turn on one of the paths....."

"That must have been some turn," Merry snarled. "Go back the way you came, and get out of the Shire! I don't like the looks of you, ruffian!"

"Ruffian?!" the man snorted. "I am no ruffian!"

Pippin's eyes widened. He knew that voice. The hobbit's eyes began to weld, and he could taste the salt dribbling into his mouth.

"Merry, he's one of them," Pippin croaked.

"Wha...."

There was no time to finish. Two shadows leapt from the brush, one knocking Merry over while the other kept a tight hold on Pippin, who was thrashing madly. Merry reached for his sword, but one of the men kicked it from his hands and then planted his foot into Merry's face, hard. A loud crack echoed in the air as Merry stumbled over, groaning and pawing at the throbbing pain in his nose. Wetness coated his fingertips, and he gazed down to find them stained red.

"Merry!"

The cry was desperate, full of terror. The hobbit spun around to face his cousin, trapped in the arms in one of the men, who had drawn back his hood, revealing a sneering face. Merry growled, and ran toward his cousin, but was roughly tackled and pressed down into the ground.

"My, my, I can't believe we ran into you again, and here of all places?" Haridur snickered, crouching behind Pippin, forcing the hobbit into his lap. "Who is your friend, little one?"

"Don't touch him!" Merry spat, struggling against his captor, earning a hard punch in the rib cage.

"Protective, isn't he?" Haridur laughed. A frown soon formed, and glared menacingly at the hobbit in his clutches. "I believe you and I have some unfinished business! You left a nasty scar on my thigh! You're going to pay for that!"

"It's your own fault!" Pippin snapped, flaying ferociously.

Pippin cried out as a stinging slap hit his cheek. He wept uncontrollably at the harsh treatment. Merry, again, fought to free himself, but his captor still managed to keep him in place.

"I say we give him a show, don't you Delton?" Haridur chuckled darkly.

"I think that's a fine idea," Delton replied, grinning widely. "What do you think, Briggs?"

Briggs grunted in disgust, bowing his head. "You know how I think, and what I'd have to say would make no difference to the both of you."

"Right you are!" Haridur snarled, shooting the other man a warning with narrow eyes. "You just keep from acting on those thoughts, or you'll end up worse off then they'll be in a little bit!" His gaze softened, running his hand through Pippin's soft curls, lowering his head to take a whiff of the sweet scent. "Such a pretty thing. Maybe I'll change my mind, and want to keep you when finished, that is if you aren't broken. We'll find out, I suppose."

Pippin's eyes became unbelievably wide and his breathing seemed to stop completely, when Haridur's calloused hand traveled down to his waist, tugging at the belt.

"No!" Pippin wailed, attempting to jerk away. "Oh, please, not that!"

"Yes," Haridur growled into Pippin's ear.

Merry could only watch in horror as his cousin's belt was yanked off, and the man's hand slipped under the pant line. A loud yelp came from Pippin as he was fondled. He grasped at the rough hand, doing his best to pull it away, sobbing all the while, but his actions only seemed to entice Haridur to quicken his ministrations. Pippin glanced at his cousin with a devastated look, his eyes pleading and sad. Clear trails of tears had formed on his cheeks. He quickly averted his gaze, obviously ashamed. How humiliating it was, to be touched in such a manner in front of Merry. He felt so dirty and useless.

He let out an agonized groan as Haridur painfully squeezed his rump. A finger nudged at his opening. His body was unwilling to accept the digit, and a pained cry coursed through his lips as the finger shoved in. It burned. Pippin was used to Merry's gentle touch, not the abusive finger that sought to shred his insides. The man's only intention was to hurt him.

A snarl surged in Merry's throat as he watched the man harm his cousin. More than anything, Merry wanted to call out to him in comfort, to tell him not to be shamed, that it wasn't his fault. There was knee being dug into his back, and the pressure on Merry's chest prevented him from speaking. Only choked gasps escaped his lips.

Haridur continued to grope the younger hobbit, but removed the digit in a harsh motion, causing Pippin to hiss. "What's wrong with you?! You're young enough! You should be as hard as a rock!"

Briggs snorted, "What do you expect from him?! The poor halfling is terrified out of his mind! I doubt being molested by the likes of you is a turn on!"

The man instantly quieted as Haridur glared in his direction. "That mouth of yours is going to get you killed!" A smile grew. "Well, I tried to play nice, tried to give you a moments pleasure, but it seems it is time to do something for me."

Pippin stilled as the hand was drawn out. The man stood and violently spun Pippin around. The hobbit winced as the man's fingers tangled in his curls, clutching them tightly. He clenched his eyes shut, tears seeping down, not wanting to see where his face was being positioned.

Murderous rage swelled in Merry's mind, and it made him snap, giving him an unbelievable amount of strength. He bucked, causing the man above him to jolt and almost topple back. The pain in his ribs and on his face didn't matter anymore. He was bent on one purpose.

"Hey! Briggs! Help!" Delton sputtered. "This little rat is getting too hard to hold! Don't just stand there! Help me hold him down!"

Briggs hesitantly ran to Delton's side, applying both hands around Merry's face. The hobbit was taken back by the firm, yet gentle touch of the man. He started to still, knowing that he was no match for both men. His head was tilted further, and his breath caught.

"My, your friend there is feisty," Haridur snickered. "At my command, Briggs could snap his neck."

"No, please!" Pippin pleaded. "I'll do anything you want, as long as you don't hurt him! Anything!"

"Pippin no!" Merry shouted, gagging on the blood that trickled down his throat.

"Keep your mouth shut!" Delton barked, ramming his fist into Merry's forehead.

Haridur trailed a finger across Pippin's mouth, rising up to wipe a tear away. "I want to feel what that pretty mouth of yours can do. Come on, Delton. Let's go behind the trees. That other hobbit is starting to get on my nerves. You stay and watch over him, Briggs. Do a good job and maybe I let you have a go at this halfling when we're finished."

The two men stalked off into the woods, hauling off the whimpering hobbit. Merry broke down as he saw his cousin disappear from sight. Despair was racing through his head. He couldn't allow Pippin to be hurt. He turned his pleading gaze to the man above him.

"Don't look at me like that," Briggs growled, avoiding the hobbit's stare, he couldn't though, and Merry saw a weakness.

"You seem different than the other men," Merry whimpered. "I know you feel what they're doing is wrong. I can see it in your eyes, so don't try to deny it. Please, let me go. Let me go so I can help him."

Briggs glared around nervously.

"Please, I beg of you," Merry pleaded, close to tears. "Just let me go, and ride off. Please....please...."

Pippin whimpered as his face was forced near Haridur's crotch, the man fumbling with the laces of his pants. The hobbit clenched his eyes shut and gritted his teeth. He couldn't believe this was happening. He thought the only person he'd be doing this type of thing with was Merry. His beloved Merry. He realized now that Merry would never want him after this. How could he?

There was a commotion, and a pained cry. Pippin eye's shot open, desperately trying to see what was going on. He was roughly shoved aside by Haridur, and the man ran past him. A loud clang of metal echoed in the air. The hobbit rolled over, and gapped in shock. Delton was laying on the ground, groaning in pain, blood spilling from his abdomen. Merry and Haridur were locked in combat.

Pippin wanted to run to aid Merry, but he was still paralyzed from fear. He hated that the man had such power over him, but he couldn't fight the sensation off. The battle seemed to take forever, Merry slashing, Haridur swinging. Both seemed evenly matched. While locked together, the man leaned over, whispering something to Merry. The hobbit's face reddened, and his teeth bared in a snarl. In a quick motion, Merry drew back his sword and slammed the blade into Haridur's belly, burying it as far as he could. The man jerked, and gazed down in disbelief. Pippin could hear everything clearly now.

"You bastard," Haridur grumbled, blood dribbling down his chin, following to his knees before the hobbit. "I can't believe I was beaten by a mangy halfling."

"Believe it," Merry snarled, drawing the knife out of the man's belly and driving it into his throat.

Haridur fell back in a gurgling mess. Pippin, weeping in joy and fear, extended his hands to Merry, still unable to move. Merry immediately rushed to his side, raining kisses all over his face.

"Pippin, did he hurt you?" Merry inquired, inspecting his cousin.

"No, you came just in time, Merry," Pippin murmured against the other's mouth. "How? What of the other man?"

"He let me go, so in turn, I let him go," Merry answered. "We don't need to worry about him. He won't bother us."

The hobbit nodded. "Are you alright, Merry?" Pippin asked, gently touching Merry's bruised nose.

"I think it's broken," Merry muttered. "But I could care less of that. All that is important is that you're all right." Pippin began to weep. "Pippin, my dear Pippin."

Merry held the hobbit close, soothing his cries. After a time, Pippin quieted. He sniffled, and wiped at his eyes.

"So, what do we do now?" Pippin inquired. "What of my Ma and Da?"

"Go home," Merry murmured. "As for your Da and Ma, I'm going to do what I should have done in the first place, send a message that you're alive and well. Oh, forgive me Pippin! It's my fault all this happened! I should have never dragged you out here!"

"No, Merry," Pippin cried. "It was bound to happen sooner or later." Pippin glanced at Haridur's body, shuddering. "He would have hounded us till we were both dead." He pressed a hard kiss on Merry's mouth. "You saved me today. I'll be forever grateful for that."

"I could do no less, my beautiful Took," Merry chuckled. "Come on, let's get you home."

The two left the woods, leaving the bodies to rot.

To be continued.

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