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In Darkness Unborn

   Across the windswept countryside, far from the chaotic and bustling metropolis of Ricaldi Center, stood a modest home, well kept and bright. But the brightness was limited to only the exterior. Within the home dwelt a sadness. Within the home dwelt the oncoming of old death.
   From the bed where he lay dying, Haylon Marr motioned to his wife, loyally attending his bedside.
   "Kara...my love...I must see him...one...last time..."
   Kara Marr, eyes welled with uncounted tears, responded, softly, "But dearest...you know where he is...what he's dedicated himself to. He...he's lost to us, now. We have to remember him as he was..."
   Haylon, never one to not get his way, suddenly had a surge of life enter his weak frame, as his frustration and anger provided him with a new source of energy.
   "Kara...this...is not...a request! Send for him! Bring Chanlin here! NOW!"

* * * *

   Half a galaxy away, on Coronada Prime, old death also kept a residence.
   Deep within the recesses of House Qel-Droma, the Jedi Hunter known as Vassan Rokir continued his studies of ancient Dark Jedi lore. Among the faded and tattered scrolls of ancient evils long since forgotten by most historians, he had slowly expanded his knowledge over the past year, gaining more and more insight into what true power really was.

   His motivations were of the highest honor: Protection of hearth and home.
   After the fall of the Emperor, the Empire had been split along boundaries of ego. With warlord after warlord claiming to be Emperor, none of the planets under Imperial protection could feel the safety once provided by a unified government. As such, the man known as Chanlin Marr returned from military service to his homeworld of Ricaldi, to do what he could to protect his people, and his family.
   Then came the rise of the Emperor's Hammer, and hope was renewed in Chanlin's eyes. Soon, a cloaked representative from the EH came to Ricaldi on a diplomatic mission. But, while there, the Robed figure was drawn to the household of the Marr family, and to Chanlin in particular. There, Chanlin was given the chance to join the Dark Jedi Brotherhood, and learn the extent of powers that lay dormant within him. But moreover, Chanlin had the chance to learn how to better protect his home.
   And so, he left, assuming his Dark Jedi name: Vassan Rokir. Vassan, an old family name, and Rokir, an ancient hero from the long history of Ricaldi. Vassan was bound for Coronada Prime; bound to join a lineage shadowed in the Dark Side of the Force.
   That was a year ago.

   Now a dedicated member of the Order of the Krath, Vassan continued to delve into the ancient texts, searching for understanding. Searching for control.
   On this day, as he began reviewing a worn and dusty tome on "Force manipulation of the feeble-minded," Vassan was brought out of his academic reverie by a sharp rapping on the library door. Looking up, with unveiled suspicion in his eyes, Vassan's gaze met a cloaked figure, bowed in a submissive posture. He recognized the garb as that given to the uninitiated applicants to the Clan Arcona.
   "What is it?" Vassan inquired of the boy, his tone dripping with annoyance.
   "Jedi Hunter Rokir...I apologize for the disturbance. A HoloVid message awaits you in the communications chamber. It is...it is coded to your family name."
   Vassan's eyes widened. But only for an instant, as they returned to their glaring slits before the boy might have noticed.
   "Very well. Leave me."
   The hooded youth bowed, backing away with such grace that it almost appeared that he were sliding across the stone floor on wheels.
   Vassan considered: He hadn't had contact with his family in quite some time. In fact, he hadn't spoken to his mother or father since the day he left Ricaldi for Coronada Prime. This fact gave him pause for a moment. Had his dark studies so consumed him that he hadn't noticed an entire year without his loved ones? Loved.... The concept itself made Vassan stumble, mentally. He pushed the thought aside for the moment.
   Setting the aged book down, Vassan rose and proceeded with a steady pace up the five flights of hard, stone stairs, past the private chambers, past the meditation hall, until he reached the communications chamber.
   The chamber stood in stark contrast to the rest of the small temple Qel-Droma called home. The ancient rough-hewn stone walls and floors had been overlayed with plasteel and electronics; a veneer of the modern age grafted upon the foundation of the ancient times. "It was poetic, in a way," Vassan had always thought.
   Stepping wordlessly past hunched technicians, Vassan selected an unoccupied viewing room, and punched his personal access code into the HoloEmitter. An image appeared, floating in the space above the emitter. The image was of a brick wall, a representation of the encoding that locked the message from prying eyes.
   Vassan spoke, keeping his voice low to prevent outsiders from overhearing.
   "Chanlin Marr, son of Haylon, son of Juspaar, son of Timolion."
   As Vassan spoke each name, a corresponding section of the brick wall dissolved into nothingness. Once the last name was voiced, the message began.
   Before him appeared the haggered image of his mother, Kara. Kara was not a young woman, by any means, but Vassan could not remember ever seeing her look so "old" before. Within him, for an instant, jumped a...feeling, one he'd not felt in some time. But whatever it was, it faded too quickly to register.
   "Chanlin," his mother began, "I hope you're doing well...I miss you so. I hope I'm not...interrupting anything important. Your father has taken ill, Chanlin. He's...he's dying."
   These last words were spoken almost incoherently through a burst of sobs and tears. Vassan felt his heart begin to break...but snarled to himself of his weakness, pressing down his pitiful sorrow with anger for his lack of control.
   His mother continued, after a moment of recovering herself: "He's asking for you, Chanlin. He needs to see you...as do I. We need to see you, before it's too late. Please, if you're able, come back home. Come to see us, if only for a day. Your father needs you, Chanlin. Goodbye. I love you."
   The ghostly image of Kara Marr dispersed in a spray of holographic static, then was no more.
   Vassan Rokir stood there for a moment, contemplating. He had come to the Dark Brotherhood, initially, to increase his personal power; power that could be used to bolster the safety of his homeworld. It only made sense that he return home, if only for a day or two, to show his people the progress he had made, and the security he would be able to bring them in time.
   Thus decided, the Jedi Hunter punched a different code into the HoloEmitter, this time for an internal communication to his immediate superior, Quaestor Shadonyx.
   After a moment, the Krath Priest's image appeared, an impassive and cold expression across his face.
   "What is it, Rokir?"
   "My master. I request a short leave of absence, so that I may return to my homeworld of Ricaldi and galvanize their faith in the Dark Jedi, and the protection we provide them."
   Shadonyx gazed at Vassan through the electronic stream of Holography, as if attempting to pierce some hidden meaning in the Jedi Hunter's words. But, outwardly, Shadonyx's countenance did not alter in the slightest.
   "You realize that the only reliable hyperspace route between here and Ricaldi will take you directly through New Republic space." It was a statement, not a question.
   "Indeed, my master. But the time required within their territory will be minimal; only long enough to make course adjustments for the next jump to lightspeed. The risk is small."
   Shadonyx seemed to nod, but Vassan was hard-pressed to be certain.
   "Very well. The risk you take, whatever the size, is your own. You have two days to visit Ricaldi, not including your travel time. There is a Lambda Shuttle available in the hanger: the Slipstream. I'll record your requisition of it. It had better be returned undamaged."
   And with that, the image of the House Quaestor faded, leaving Vassan with nothing but the background hum of computers and comm stations.

* * * *

   Within an hour, Vassan had signed for and boarded the Slipstream, plotting in a course for Ricaldi. The trip would require two hperspace jumps: one from Coronada Prime to Bascal, a region controlled by the New Republic, and then one more jump from there to the Melantha region, home to the planet Ricaldi.
   It took Vassan a moment to reorient himself to the controls of a space vessel. He'd been secluded within reading rooms and libraries for so long, the use of any technology other than pen and scroll seemed almost alien. But soon, the skills learned from his years in the Imperial TIE Corps returned to him like an old instinct, and he was jetting away from the surface of Coronada Prime and out into space.
   Once he'd reached a safe distance from the planet's gravity well, Vassan locked-in the coordinates for the first jump, pulled back the controls, and watched as the darkness outside exploded into starlines, and then settled into the mottled blue of hyperspace.
   Looking at the trip chrono, Vassan saw that it would take 9 hours to reach Bascal. Nodding to himself, Vassan rose from the pilot's chair, and walked back to the empty cargo bay. Settling himself down in a cross-legged position, Vassan took a deep breath, clearing his mind, filling it only with anger, and focus. Easily, he slipped into a meditative trance, one of the first things he had learned in his time with the Krath. While in this trance, time had no meaning. Hours, days perhaps, could slip by in the proverbial instan...
   Before Vassan knew it, the ship controls were beeping from the cockpit. The ship was about to revert to realspace. It took a moment for Vassan to bring his mind fully out of the trance, but it took him even less time to realize that he was coming out of hyperspace too soon. Vassan rushed to look at the chrono, as the mottled blue began to change back to starlines, and then to the blackness of space.
   "Ten minutes too soon. What would..."
   Before Vassan could pose the question to the nothingness outside the shuttle, he had his answer. Looming over the viewport, about three kilometers away, sat the familiar wedged and rounded form of an Interdictor Cruiser. Flashing his gaze at the threat display, he saw the Cruiser's transponder code proclaimed it to be the Interdictor Tranquility of the New Republic. As soon as the information registered in Vassan's mind, a hailing message from the Tranquility filled the small cockpit.
   "Unidentified Shuttle, this is the New Republic Interdictor Cruiser Tranquility. You have entered a New Republic patrol zone. Please identify yourself and your business."
   Taking an instant to steady himself with the Dark Side, Vassan engaged his communications array.
   "Interdictor Tranquility, this is the shuttle Slipstream. I am a private citizen traveling on personal business."
   "Thank you, Slipstream. As mentioned, this is a New Republic patrol zone. This area of space has been the victim of many pirate attacks of late. As such, we are conducting random screenings of incoming traffic to prevent unlawful acts. Will you submit to a scan of your vessel and its contents?"
   Vassan, keeping his anger out of his tone, responded cooly: "Of course, Tranquility. Anything to help with security, and all."
   "Thank you, Slipstream. Scan will commence now."
   Vassan sat motionless. Through the Force, he could almost feel the low frequency energy waves as they penetrated the ship. He kept his eyes locked on the Cruiser, its irregular shape growing larger in the shuttle's viewport as Vassan proceeded by it at sub-light cruising speed.
   The Jedi Hunter attempted to do his "own" scanning, reaching out through the Force to sense if he was in any danger. This shuttle, like all generic transport craft held by the Dark Brotherhood, carried no indications or markings of political, or "philosophical," affiliation. If the Tranquility was going to pick up on anything about the shuttle, or its pilot, it would require someone schooled in the Force. Someone Vassan did not sense aboard the Interdictor.
   "Slipstream, our scan is complete. We thank you for your patience and apologize for any inconvenience. You may proceed in your travel."
   Vassan keyed the transmitter once more: "Thank you, Tranquility. And good luck in catching those pirates!"
   Without another word, Vassan veered the shuttle off, away from the Interdictor and its gravity-well generators, and keyed in the coordinates for a mini-jump, in a direction away from the hyperspace corridor to Melantha. There was no need to give the New Republic any idea of where he was really headed. Space burst into starlines once more, and Vassan was away.

* * * *

   The rest of Vassan's journey was not nearly as dramatic. The 12 hour jump to the Melantha region was spent, like the first jump, deep within a trance, the hours slipping away like nanoseconds.
   The Jedi Hunter awoke at the proper moment, this time, and found himself rocketing through familiar territory. Before him, slowly growing from a bright pinprick in the darkness, was the blue-green, cloud swathed planet of Ricaldi. Home.
   Vassan felt an instinctual tug in his chest, as if the place of his birth were a magnet, drawing his cold iron heart near. But something else was there, in the pull. Something Vassan tried to deny...but found he could not: longing. He longed to return home; to see the vast emerald fields outside of Ricaldi Center; to watch in wonderment at the activity of the insects as the sun warmed his shoulders....
   "NO!" Vassan mentally slapped himself!
   "Weakness...weakness! Sentimentality leads to vulnerability. Vulnerability leads to defeat."
   Vassan righted himself, both physically and spiritually. He had to maintain control, else all of what he'd spent the last year learning would be for naught. As he willed himself back into a stable mindset, the Ricaldi traffic control radioed him the directions for landing. Stable or not, Vassan Rokir...Chanlin Marr, was home.

* * * *

   The air taxi ride from the spaceport held little interest for Chanlin. Even though the sights and people he so loved were there for his eyes to take in, his mind was occupied on anger, and power. He had already seen what this trip had done to his sense of balance. Concentration was the only thing that could keep his mind in check now. Concentration...concentration on rage, on terror. Concentration on what he would someday bring to him and his people: Power.
   It was because of this concentration that Chanlin hardly noticed as the air taxi set down outside of a small country house, colored white and bright, with a kaleidoscope of flowers framing its exterior.
   And, standing there in the front doorway, was the gray and delicate figure of Kara Marr, his mother.
   Chanlin exited the taxi, passing a credit chip to the driver, and approached his mother, throwing back the hood of his Dark Jedi robes as the taxi lifted off and away. He had to squint, momentarily. He was not used to such brightness.
   With a sad but happy smile, Kara rushed forward, snapping her arms around her son, hugging him as tightly as her elderly arms could manage. Chanlin, somewhat surprised, hesitated for a moment, his face stony. But, rather than fight her, he thought he might as well humor her, and placed an arm around her shoulders, tentatively pulling her close. But, as he did so, his anger began to melt; his loyalty and honor brimming to the surface. And with a small sigh, he encircled his arms around his mother, holding her tight.
   "Mother. I've...I've...I've missed..."
   "I know, son. I know. I've missed you too. So very much."
   Kara disengaged from her son's embrace, pulling back to look into his eyes. What she saw there gave her pause for a moment: coldness, a detached coldness. But, she kept her smile big and bright for him, not wanting to betray the love she truly felt for her son.
   "Come...come inside. Your father needs you."
   Chanlin, wordlessly, let himself be dragged into the modest house by the arm. He barely glanced at the variety of memories that lay about the place in mementos, holopics, and furniture. He followed his mother up the short flight of stairs to the master bedroom. The room was dark, and shaded, the only light coming from a half-opened curtain on the opposite side of the room from where Chanlin and his mother stood.
   On the bed, Chanlin saw the withered, dying husk that was Haylon Marr, his father. Chanlin felt his heart begin to give way to emotion. And, for once, his mind was too distracted by the image of his dying father to fight it.
   "Haylon," Kara began as she approached the bedside, "Haylon...Chanlin's here. He's come as you asked..."
   The weak body of Haylon Marr adjusted itself on the bed, the soft creaking of bones and tendons accompanying his movements. With some effort, the eyes of his father, still chillingly blue, despite age and disease, locked onto Chanlin's.
   "Son...Chanlin...come to me."
   Chanlin, allowing his mother to move away from the bedside, approached and knelt down next to his father. Haylon extended a wrinkled and boney hand and Chanlin took it, gently, surprised to see his own hand shaking as he did so.
   "Chanlin...I needed to see you. I needed to see you before I was gone..."
   "I'm...I'm here father. I'm here." These words Chanlin said as his voice began to crack, as the sorrow and sadness he'd repressed for a year began to overflow his training, and his discipline.
   "I know...Chanlin. I know what you've become. I knew it when...he...came for you...that day. I...fooled myself...into thinking it was for...for the best...but now..."
   "No, father, I'm learning so much. Soon, I'll be able to protect the Planet all by myself. We'll all be safe: me, mom, and you, father, and..."
   Haylon scowled, waving his other hand to bat his son's words away. "No...no! My time done, Chanlin...and so will yours be, if you don't stop this, and give up what they've done to you."
   Chanlin lurched back, slightly, struck dumb for a moment by his father's words.
   "Give up? Give UP?! Father, I have never given up in anything I've done! And neither have you. How can you ask me to give up-"
   "Because it's making you ROT inside, Chanlin! Making...you rot. You must...end this. For me...for your mother...for yourself."
   Chanlin finally felt his heart shatter in two: the sight of his father, being home, and the tiny voice in the back of his mind that knew his father was right; knew that the Dark Path would only lead to his destruction.
   "I...I'm sorry, father...I..."
   "It's alright son...tell me you've given it up...tell me it's over..."
   "It...it's over father. I...I give myself...back to the Light...."
   And with those words, it was as if a heavy dark cloud were lifted from Chanlin's spirit. As if by providence, or some other force, the curtain on the window was suddenly thrown open by a gust of wind, filling the room with the bright rays of the Ricaldi sun. And, as the warmth of redemption washed over him, Chanlin closed his eyes, overtaken with love for his family, and peace within himself.
   "My son...I knew you would...just as I know...how I must make sure...they never take you back...."
   And in his last act upon this plane, damning himself so that his son might be safe from the evils of the galaxy, Haylon Marr withdrew the serrated dagger from beneath his pillow, and slashed his arm out, slicing a bright line of thick blood across his son's neck. Chanlin's eyes opened in shock and surprise, but then settled into calm, resigned peace. And before a single drop of blood could collide with the floor, Chanlin's body evaporated, his clothes falling into a small pile, as his tormented spirit became one with the all; one with the Force. And within the light, he was unborn.
   Haylon Marr fell back into his bed, his spirit, too, gone to another place. And for the rest of her life, Kara Marr's cries of sadness and anguish seemed to echo around the small house, not comprehending what had happened, or why.
   For Kara Marr did not understand why death was a safer alternative than to fall victim to the revenge of the Dark Jedi Brotherhood.

-by Tetrarch Vassan Rokir
(Note: The elements of this tale [specifically my turning to the Lightside and my dying] were required for the Krath Competition in which it was entered. Consider this merely as a "hypothetical" account of Vassan Rokir's adventures, and not a literal fact. -VR)