Anguished Musings

Outcast
I’m an outcast
Among my loves
Friends and family
Those loved are
Always lost
Why do I try?
I’m always searching
For what cannot be
Found
All I want is you
And it’s something
I can never have
But do I really want it?
I don’t know
My mind is in turmoil
My anguish is deepening
My soul is tired
and I’m alone for all time