This Is What You Did
As I think about what I did for you
What I changed for you
All the lies I told for you
How I gave you everything
And believed in you
I believed in us
You were the only one for me
You told me exactly what I wanted to hear
You pretended to be so strong
You tried to hide all your insecurities
You convinced me I had the problems
You took my Identity
Everything I was ever proud of or sure of
You slowly made disappear
I thought I could help you be a better person
The warning signs were all there
But I ignored my friends and all the rumors
Being with you was like being a different person
I'd look in the mirror and see nothing
I felt nothing
I thought the numbness would never leave me
I didn't like myself
I thought there was something wrong with me
It was my fault you didn't love me
It was my fault I was ugly
It was my fault you got so mad
I made you do it you'd
The only thing I could do was hide
Hide from reality
The reality that you never loved me
The reality that you would never change
The reality that you just used me and left me with the mess
I let you consume me
I trusted you with my life
I gave myself to you
I put on a face for everyone
I made it look like we were perfect
I later found myself running away from your tainted love
I was caught in your web
And I wasn't ready to leave the only thing I thought was important
I didn't know how to be without you
I didn't see myself without you
I don't know if I ever loved you
I think I stayed with you because I thought you were stronger than me
It sucks for you because now I'm even more stronger than you
I can see right through you
Nothing you could say or do will ever make me think twice about you
Because of you I will never let myself fell the way you made me feel
The I spent with you I will remember as the time I left myself
When I was dead inside
Someday you will realize what you did
You will realize what you lost
Just remember you had you chance
You abused it
I let you in
And now I'm shutting you out and I will never let you in again
I never thought I'd be without you
And now I know I could never have gone on being with you
One thing that hasn't changed is you
I'm glad my time is over with you
This is my goodbye
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