Me

 
One day I'm going to pop. I try, I try. My goals are to high. My tries will 
never fulfill. Some look in awe, some in rudeness. Rude. Rude... rude is a 
word, just a word. So is stupid and * and dumbness. When someone hurts 
you or brings you pain in any way, it's pain. You have been taught to feel 
pain. what if you were not taught to feel it? Would we still feel it? Or 
would we be numb. I am numb with pain. I cy with no feeling. Shoot me. Go 
ahead, do it. I wouldn't care. I would beg you to spare me, I would cry and 
yelp in pain. But that is only by way of life. That is what you are supposed 
to do. Really, inside I’d feel nothing. Not a thing. I am numb with pain. So 
just do it. Shoot me. It will not really matter to me. I am just creating an 
illusion. Just Aim In My Eyes. Than I will be in pain. A pain a will feel 
for the first time. Look at what I typed. What have I said, I said to shoot 
me into my eyes, but is that all? Or is there something else I do not know. 
Maybe it is my own illusion. Look, look between the lines. What have I said?

Info

• Name: Anonymous
• Age: 13
• State: CO
• Date: 8/26/00
• E-mail adress: Not Given