[29 Jul 2006 |
Saturday]
meh
Current mood: happy
today was amusing... i wasted $10
on a domain name... i still can't figure out ftp hehe i am a loser... i mean i get how to do it but i am used to html and browser editors and whatnot so i will have to play with it... but i
now have blastedgoat.net for a whole year... if i can
figure it out hehe.
in other news, chadly's
band is playing at the reverb this saturday, everyone
kewl will be there... don't you want to be kewl?
i thought
so! but yeah it should be a good time and i can't wait to see chad play
again, i think its the inspiration he needs to get
back on track.
anyways... i've been talking to danny's brother online and i know
i said i would never go
there again... but i mean people know him.... so i dunno. it
will be fun to possibly hang out with someone new and who knows maybe get a
goodnight kiss out of it... you never can tell. all i know is he is totally crazy, so i
think it might work hehe.
stupid internet, making me a
hermit. bah.
oh btw.... have you fondled your mandy today????
[26 Jul 2006 |
Wednesday]
alarm clock fiasco
haha ok so mandy
and emily were doing laundry today at 7am... i am thinking we both fell asleep cuz
at 11:00 i wake up... emily
is gone (to work) and our laundry is still in the machines! ha.
stupid alarm clock YOU LIE!! rawr!! hehe.
actually i'm ok i just wish this damn laundry would hurry the heck up i am tired and want to sleeeeeep.
jah i'm always up this late
but usually i
am working. i keep being
sent home early because there just isn't anything to do... but alas there is
nothing that can be done about it so i should just
enjoy the time off ne?
anyway i
am happy.... dry [it's pouring outside] and i am
listening to my lovely jack white. i don't know what
it is but he can pull me from any mood i am in.
::sigh:: if i ever met him i
would absolutely melt. why can't i
find someone like him in real life? though i do admit ::embarrassingly:: that chad
makes me feel in a similar way. when i hear him sing sometimes i catch
myself lost in his voice. i
love musicians... they are so gosh dang sexy to me!
anyway enough of me babbling about
boys... gosh i am terribly boy crazy! i thought i
was over that in middle school ::giggle::
the play is going great. i wish i
was more involved... i want to be in the cast next
time... i will miss people so much. especially JAKE oh my gosh he is moving a million miles
away... ok that's an exaggeration but it is far! he
has been one of my favorite people the past two summers! i hope that sara will not
be too lonely, but she will have all of us theatre nerds to keep her company!
ho hum. the
party was happening, and if you need to hear about it that means you weren’t
there and if you weren’t there SHAME ON YOU!
muhahaha.
ooo now i am switching to the beatles... yay!
one of the greatest bands ever,
possibly the BEST. plus look at all the spinoffs! solo careers yay! ::talent:: ::melt:: hehe
i am
confused... like in the ultimate way. and it's fricking driving me insane! i need to figure out who i
am... but at the same time i hate people who are
constantly trying to "find themselves" gah,
irritating!
i suppose
i will be fine for now... this summer is going to rawk! sami
is moving back and chad's band is playing and i don't have to work... the play is over but hopefully
people will still want to hang out!
anyway emily
is home and i think i would
rather talk to her than to you so GOODBYE!
[21 Jul 2006 |
Friday]
stop shiftin'
shifty!!!
Current mood: shifty!
hehe so
funny. last night [well this morning] emily and i finished gay bar and finished our dvd
of all the stuff we have made so far... we also put chad,
kasey and paul's "meatsloaf" in with our stuff because so many people
wanted to see it. we will have the premiere tonight at
the party and an encore tomorrow night! all the more
reason to be at the party. i
made like tons of cake and whatnot. it will be fun. also we are getting karaoke revolution and emily got guitar hero! if anyone
is coming, don't forget to dress up!
[19 Jul 2006 |
Wednesday]
... quizzes
♠You Should Be A Poet ♠
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways. And
you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery... Or
describing the most intense heartbreak ever. You're already naturally a
poet, even if you've never written a poem.
http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofwritershouldyoubequiz
♥Your Heart Is Pink♥
In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though
you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first
time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance
http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorheartdoyouhavequiz
*tada*
Current mood: hyper
woot mandy and emily are awesome! buttered balogna & jelly
productions is growing like wild fire! woot.
i already have two sorta-personal videos done by myself and we have been
working on a few together... gay bar is the best yet! you
have to see my youtube... you must go and tell a
friend... and see emily's and her boyfriend kasey's they are sew kewl!!
mandy
emily
kasey
[10 Jul 2006 |
Monday]
fight club wisdom
Current mood: groggy
here are a few quotes to live by
from Fight Club. [great movie]
Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a
beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as
everything else.
I felt like destroying something beautiful.
This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time.
Only after disaster can we be
resurrected.
Its
not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything.
You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in
the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet.
You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the
world.
You have a kind of sick desperation in your laugh.
There are things about you that I like. You're smart, you're
funny, you're... spectacular in bed... But you're intolerable! You have very
serious emotional problems. Deep seated problems for which you should seek professional
help.
Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken.
Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
And then, something happened. I let go. Lost
in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I
found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
I am Jack's colon. I get cancer, I kill Jack.
Hey, even the Mona Lisa's falling apart.
A condom is the glass slipper for our generation. You slip
one on when you meet a stranger. You dance all night, and then you throw it
away. The condom, I mean, not the stranger.
Deja vu - all over again.
Self improvement is masturbation. Self destruction is the
answer.
[08 Jul 2006 |
Saturday]
WOOT
Current mood:
satisfied
i love
CATS. it has been a great time so far. it has been a little stressful as we are short on people for
costume crew but ah well nothing's happened yet. emily should be back today... ho hum i won't see her though it's opening night! the galla last night was kewl and the food was yummy. hopefully
there is some left overs cuz
i am starving! kate
is home and is visiting me soon. or at least she
better! bah nothing else to report my life is boring..
wait I LOVED PIRATES! gar it
was sweet! *swoons* johnny depp
and orli bloom... it cannot get better!
[07 Jul 2006 |
Friday]
arg maties!
Current mood:
ARGGGGG!!!!
off to the pirates to see i be. dressed up as a wench to go
with me pirate hoes!
yar, ye
best be there today if ye fixin to see me dressin' like a fool!
[04 Jul 2006 |
Tuesday]
poem: of a summer left unfinished
Current mood: amused
(i wrote
this poem a long time ago but just recently finished it. let me know what you
think... i know it's sort of weird)
Of A Summer Left
Unfinished
i was not
late for my departure
it came too soon for me.
holding onto warm summer evenings.
strawberry fires delight
just as I light
the wick of one more navy candles
night.
the lot is vacant
vision is failing (or unsure).
auburn hair waves to me
or it is just the wind blowing.
predestination in her stride
already half-way there
my heart unrestrained by
weight of my past.
i run
to snag her arm
& tame her unruly hair
With my hands.
strawberry soft and sweet at my
lips
but her expression is dire
she’s running away
at what price have I
indulged my own hearts desire?
at what cost have I put out
her raging fire?
wild strawberry bleeds at my hands.
[03 Jul 2006 |
Monday]
the awesomness of
me!
Current mood: just
coming around
i bought
the new raconteurs cd at wal-mart
last night, it was pouring rain but i had to get it.
(it's sweet) i finally met danny last night it was really fun. i am so tired and am taking a personal day from work
and the play so if you want to call me or hang out, let meh
know.
emily
will be gone for a few days so you know what that means... P-A-R-T-Y!!
i just
woke up and am still sleepy i will probably blog more later.