Mood: smelly
well another night at habitat training.. and i am starting to relize something about my self... im a good person... and i have LOTS of patience... if your a trained professional and can teach someone who has no idea what they are doing... and not loose your steam ya gota be a darn strong person.... dam wish the hell other people could see that in me :S.... certain people just dont seam to want to give me the chance.... i can be a great friend.... bf... and well hope at sometime in my life maybe a husband to the "right" one..... what ever that means :S...i had a great time tonight teachin all those folks :).. its great... but there is still a thing that is eating me at the back of my mind ... wish i could shake it.... time i guess just time... as last time :S.....but still so darn hard to do.... well i must take off for now.. starting to almost burn out from work and stuff so time to head to bed.. alone again "sign"... to only be with her again :S... "sign".
night all
Ryan