Mood: crushed out
so.... i thought about something today.... dam i wasted 3 years of my life with someone that dosent want to be with me... whats up with that... dont know what is worse... wasting 3 years or wasting the rest of my life wondering.... what if ... and how come..... man things are tough sometimes :S... and to think i just found out something... DAM I WISH I WAS GOING WITH HER :(:(.... lifehouse is playing at the canada day festivities..... that is like our band :(..... amoungst other bands.... really wish something would go my way soon.... friday the 13 and nothing went right yet since i got up.... :(..... someone get me outa this house soon or i am going to crack and on top of everything.. the folks are moving everything outa the house.. now it looks empty as hell :(... not a great feeling to come home to.... all i need really is someone to come home to...... but dont see that any time soon in the future....oh well...all a person can do is pray....
chow