so another weekend... wow... fri sucked... :(.... gawd.... is this feeling i been having torture for something i did in another life or something ... man.... i have never felt this way before... even this time last year :(.... i cant get past it.... all i know is i miss someone like fricken mad... and well... as anyone would say i would do anything .... i mean ANYTHING :S... unfortunately none of this makes a fucken difference cause well really i have no idea why :S... wasent really left with an answer... just left.... this is worse than before... i just cant walk with out stumbling thinking of her or seeing her or anything else.... why oh why ... why cant it be easier on the one who is left than the one who leaves just isnt right really :(... and for it to happen a second time around... and happen online... wow.... :(.... guess i am just stupid as she said.... cause i cant think of anything to say i hate that bitch..... i HATE what she did..... but cant hate her... but still prob never be able to face her :S......grrrrrrrrr... well i must try and carry on... even though there is something missing :(.....
chow