i often wonder is it easier to forget and ignore and avoid than it is to turn your head and wonder and feel empty.... is that confusing.... or maybe turn your head in hopes of makin others feel differently about you...feel like you hate them or make them feel nothing towards you... or feel curious to the point of hoping someone would contact someone.... really isnt this all shit that we deal with every day...
called two faced....afraid....backstabbing....hurting....lonely....scared....could mean alot of shit...talk about it.... the world is a confusing place and no need to be sending people u know that think about ya signs that might make a person wonder for the worse or better... its a strange thing... i have developed something... i dont push anyone away if i can competely help it....i want to help so many people if i can.... i have to much hurt still to even want to put more people threw misery :(... i just want to look at the good in people.. and try to help my self help others.. on that note.... i care about SO many people that words cant even describe it... some more than others some differently than others.... those who know me know who i am talking about and how i feel about YOU.....
Cheers
Ry