tgif but why really :(
Mood:  hug me
so here i sit... friday morning its 530 my time... and i no gd plans at all for the weekend... no vehicle :(... only have the bus... which stops running at like 12... so no gd use going anywhere really.... and i been dealing with this problem of having certain people on my mind... no idea why... but its there... was doing so good for the past few months but now.. something is triggering it... why .... wish something could answer me this... :S... on another not.. its pay day today not really sure what i will be making.. but if its not what we discussed guess i might belookin for another job.. lovely eh... the job isnt to bad... rough work.. mg things are thrown together... good fellas i work with that.. that is a bonus... so we will hvae to see... but i know i gota get out and meet some people so i can actually get out of the city and see stuff... i just wish i wasent doing this alone... and only one certain person knows who they are... i miss everyone like mad back home really.. my folks.. neice and nephew... my bro... really didnt think i would that much but i guess its sorta sinking in that i am 5000 kms away :S....guess ill have to just deal with it and find the strength to move on some how.... so i should go and finish gettin ready for work.. and for anyone who reads this that i care about.. iam not avoiding anyone at all... just no phone plan but i am working on it so i can contact the people i love more.... miss ya much cuz'z and i hope to talk to ya soon :)
good morning
good nite
god bless
cheers
Ry