ok so anyone out there know what this crap means... well the whole deja vu thing just freaks me out at times... but then there are these dreams i have... they are so vivid its scary.... i have them about people... as almost as if its a sign to contact these people... or not... i made i this far from recovering from stuff but now i wake up late at night panicing and stuff. not knowing what to do... all confused then relize it was a dream... but jeese it effects how i feel and stufff... i dont like that.. makes the thoughts and hopes all come back again.... is this normal or not... i do not know...i just know in the past i feel things then i come to find out i should have acted on those feelings... how strange it seams... i believe i might have talked about this before but today now.. well its like 955 right now.. and i was up at like 530 and couldnt sleep cause of another one of these so called dreams... am i crazy.... what is it :S... i wish i could get past this because there is so much out there for me i know it... but when your stuck in a certain place in your heart its hard to just forget stuff... and when these things come back in a weird way... its like wow... wtf is going on here..... anyways im doing not to bad... dealing with stuff now and again... but other than that doing not to bad... still dont know how long i am stying out here.... but one good thing i got a truck now so i can go touring around finally.....just keep checkin back to see whats up
cheers
Ry