its happening again
Mood:  sharp
so... here it goes happening to me again.... sometime ago... seen this pic of this chicky and well sorta just friggen fell for her based on a pic.... and now this is somewhat happening again..... its like i am living it all over again... but this one i met first... sorta.. haha... anywho... she is friggen awsome.... likes alot of the same things i do... is such a sweetie almost out of my league but i dunno...she is adorable... she is hell hot when she is out.. and cute as hell when not... had a chance to just hang out with her and seen a different side of her... amazing is what i have to say.... see her in a way different light.. but hell.... why cant women come with manuals ... its so hard to try and figure out what they are thinking or want... wouldnt suprise me if she wouldnt want to just be friends and thats it.. just my luck.... i hate this dating game all together... gettin to old for it just need to find someone that wants to be with me and settle... do the family thing... how come that is so hard.... people are always looking for the better bigger richer thing in life.... it just sucks sometimes...
anywho enough ranting i might add more to this later
cheers