well hello
Mood:  don't ask
so yea.... here i am its like 215 and i am smashed solid... fun times to put an entry in.. haha no correcting of spelling either lmfao.... so new years eve was pretty good... hung out with the macdonalds and others.. around 10 of us there it was fun... dranks lots... acted foolish and all... it was good..... dam past always catches up with me..... god i gota do something to get that shit outa my head... emotional shit dammit.... so yea me and katie went out.. fun times it was danced a bunch see people i wanted to see and others i didnt want to see so much... as some can understand...... but good... so i woke up ... 3 hours sleep... fun... do the math.... started drinkin again at 8 this morning holy fuck.... i cant do that shit... aw well... i got razed big time aw well nothing changes lol... but i did make it out after 4 when i did get a little nap in hehe... i dont give up on anything i do lmfoa. so tonight was fun.. me the macdonalds and mike it was fun.. Miscouche legion first then the wing then to secondstory hahaha judy rocks :D... pics commin... hehe... then heritage.... oh joy oh blus... guess who i seen there fun fun... if u know me u know who i am talkin about... yea ahd had the gawl tu come up and ask how my fucken new years was... what do u think :(.... being alone ya know with out someone to care about makes for a shitty new years and x mas for that matter... the fucken likes... get your heart broken and see how u feel when someone tries to talk to u .... god i could have said lots but why the fuck bother... i cant do it... outa sight outa mind... expecially when a person finds out someone u suposadly cared for was lying to ya.. and continues.... hahah put up a wall my fucken ass.... yea i do dwel on shit when it involves my gd heart... who the fuck doesnt to a point...it was almost as if she cared.. but where the fuck was the boy toy... haha typical... i know her to well.... wow.... what can i say.....well nothing more... sept i still commin home alone... to an empty house... good thing is i can crank the tunes any time of year hahaha and dont need to worry about it lmfao... joy oh bliss.... ok well... im fallin asleep here and i gota crash.... take care all who reads this and u know who out there i care so much for :)... i guess happy new years and the whole shebang hehe chow