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Now Playing: Felicity and me--my life will nvr be the same again without her

she came online at 12+am, n we talked, over msn, my heart was shatered, knowin that we cant be together nomore, but she said that she still loves me, i know ill nvr be the same again, in school, everywhere else, but i do hope she will, i do hope she'll be happy, i had to lie to her that ill be fine, but life's just pointless without her, being me sux, with such a crapped up family, she's the only reason i wake up every morning n sleep everynight, i really love her,,at least she gave me a lil hope that we'll patch up after finish secondary sch,,,but the thing is,,,she's smarter,,n she'll be in poly 1 year before i do, and 3 yrs isnt a short time, i dont know, i hope nothing'll happen to me, or her, during that period of time, im just so heartbroken, i really love her with all my heart, now i dont think that i should even be in the same school with her, cuz it's ard for me to look at her n knowin that icant hold her n kiss her the way i used to, i miss her love, ill miss everything about her, im just too depressed now,,wut can i do? is there any way to get over this?im just gonna be so lifeless till we're back together