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I had a great time today hangin out with Plod, Angela, Clement, n others, it totally distracted me jsut a little from thinkin of her, and feeling crap about it, i left home at about 1 n reached Bishan at 2+, angela came n the four of us went to the beach to gay around, i told myself i didnt want to do any tricks but the rest just got me moods up, n Angela asked me if im ok, men,,i thought keeping quiet about how i feel'll hide my feelings, but i was wrong. Anyways, i managed to doa dupla n a dupla tuck dismount just with the 1st try, n bailed a freaking frontsommer. Then Angela told me "physical pain is better than emotional pain"MEN!! i was like,,how did she know,i smiled n agree with her,, the rest were doing fine, azrii did lotsa impressive but at the same time funny moves, he's great, the rest, were all gaying ard n all, they asked me to do more other flips but i wasnt exactly in the mood, so i jsut smiled n all, n my whole body was aching, the worst part, some1 stole torch's bag pack,he had everything in it, feel bad for that guy, we played some bottle game in mcdonald while waiting for torch n azrii to come back from making a police report,,it's really nice n we all had a great laugh n fun, i felt depressed during that time,cuz i miss her so damn much, but i didnt want to spoil the mood, so i just gayed ard with them, but i did have a great time, we all left n slack at a playground while torch n kadir went home,,i just felt good with them, i dont know, the feeling is hard to explain, but they just made me feel like, at least ive got friends, i dont know, i just want to hang out with them more, infact, ive already missed them, i didnt want to go home, but it was 10pm, so we took a bus back to bishan, azrii kept us occupied , telling us bout flips n all, i couldnt really concentrate in the bus cuz i was thinking of her, n wished she was beside me instead of that gay asss angela, i dont know, i really miss her alot, azrii n hatta took a train back home, angela live in bishan, so it's nearby, plod stopped a few busstop before us,then clement , ashton n i took a cap to sengkang, men, i hope we all could gay ard till late,,didnt want to go home ,cuz now, im just thinikin n thinkin of her, n miss her damn so much, owwel,,life just sux,,wel,,i'd better go get some rest now, there's test tmr, dont know shit about it, but, ohwell, life is screwed up, i just do wut i can, so, yeah,,thnk u so much guys for the the fun n great time, u guys are real great n it made me feel a lil better,,although now i still feel more crap then ever,,,owwel,,looking forward to hanging out with u guys again!!nights!!