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today in sch, was completely crap for me, woke up in the mornin , after dreaming of her, then went to school, nothing much happened, but my malay teacher came up to me and asked me what's wrong, she said it's been a week and my heart is akways not in the class during her lesson, i said nothing was wrong, cuz, i dontk now what's wrong with me even. I just miss her and couldnt stop thinkin of her and those dreams i had. Havent done my poem yet, had to hand in tmr at 5, ill do tmr then, after sch, i practiced a backsommer dismount to relief me from all those anger and frustation i have, but i was backfired, i didnt jump far and my head hit hard in the ledge, it really hurts and im feeling damn uneas now, but at least i made a lil imptovement, i went home, slept till 8 then found out that 'she' sent me a friendster msg, sayin that she really need the tickets badky,TICKET!!!!I SEARCHED THE WHOLE FREAKING HOUSE BUT STIL COULDNT FIND THEM!!i cannot take it anymore, im sick of causing trouble to others, especially her, she's been shit because of me, and now, for the tickets, it's gonna be a polce report and all, haiyahs, life jsut sux, i couldnt take it nomore, been a pig lately, been eatin and eatin, i dont feel comfertable with myself, i dont know what to do anymore, she sad she left something in my letter box during valentines day,, so i think im gonna chaek it out now, nights!!