Now Playing: why cant i stop thinking of her no matter how hard i try not to??!!
today was, let me explain what i did today,,yepps,
i woke up, updated me blog,and she came online!!!!!chat wit her for awhile, and appologies for me behaviour last night, cuz she was trying so hard to talk to me and all, but i was just quiet and all,i didnt know what to react or do, cuz i just love her so damn much,haiyahs, then my cousin smsed me and asked me if i wanna go to ecp, i agreed, wanted to call the rest but i thought they sure will hang out till late so i didnt, cuz my cousin cant go home late, took a train and a bus there, i was there, my gundu cousin slizer took bus and stopped at THE OTHER SIDE of ecp, so i walked towards his direction and he walked towards my direction, bout 15mins later, we saw eachother and went to mac to eat, i didnt bring money so i stole his fries, aaaand before meeting himm,angela smsed and invited me to ECP to flip ard,,,and i was already there, i felt good that they came,they came about 4+,an hour before i met slizer, so we gayed around, it was real fun, i mean, i cant describe the feeling but, i jsut felt good, hatta learnt an aerial twist, and also a DUPPLA WITH THE 1ST TRY!!!!!!!!wooohooo!!!,,,inspired me,,,it was real fun, and i was glad, now i got inspiration to learn a perfact duppla,,,congrats hatta!!the rest were fun, spooks drew pictures on the sand, it was nice,,haha,hatta was still fun and gayishly funny, angela was gay and fun and gay,, plod did a whipback, it was nice,,and im still a gay poseur, managed to do a frontsoomer dismount, and got back my backsommer,,,i felt good,then at bout 7 we went to mac and ate our dinner, i had to bag clement for 5bucks, i didnt have money, spooks crack some racist jokes, it was lame, haha,, jc jokes,,then after that we went to a near by area to slack, there ewre skaters, hatta taught me some stick tricks and he was damn good with it,STICK TRICKS!!!!i was so into staffs and all, n now, he taught me some cool stick tricks, it was hard to learn, n ill tell u why in a while, but it ws fun, im was really hooked to it, then i borrowed a skate board, it was fun, being a poseur, dont even know how to skate well, i really missed skating, the guys were friendly, we slacked there till lights off, which is about 10, they all were really fun, then spook, clement, angela piggy-bag me to the bus stop talking turns, that just reminds me of primary school, we used to piggy-bag each other acroos the field before and after recess, waited for the bus, hatta was nuts as usual,
told some ghost stories in the bus, they were lame, spooked them out well with stupid joke, haha, i scored!!i had a good time today, but it's all hard for me, cause i was trying really hard to stop thinkin of her, but i cant seem to do that, cause after they all left, i began to think deeply of her, the things we all did together, those fun time, and it just hurts knowing that i cant have it again, and that's why i appreciate alot gayinh around with angela, clement , hatta, plod , spooks and all, i mean, i dont know, i just felt that it's balanced,everyone of us have a different character, and they really made me have a good time,,im looking forward to gay ard with they all again, and why i had a hard time learnin stick tricks?it's because, i saw the moon, and it's exactly the same shape when the both of us were together on a bench, she got into trouble because of me, because we lost control and forget about the time, she went home at bout 12am and we had a test the next day,, i jsut couldnt stop thinking about it, and i was distractin myself with the stick. in the end, in the bus, i just recalled back everything, and appreciate every single on of them, owwel, im tired, gotta be at angela's house tmr to print out the poem shit, craaaaaaaaaps, ANGELA READ MY POEM!!i know it sux, well,, and that means, she reads my blog too, owwel, i dont mind, as long it's a form of entertainment for u guys,,,,,weeeeelllllllm overall, i had a good time today, but she still have my heart, i jsut love her damn so much, people say that i'll get over it, i hope , i hope, but how to get over somethin that u really want, she's jsut my form of motivation,i dont know, but she glowed in my eyes last night, it's like, i nvr see her before, nvr see how amazing she is, i dontk now, i guess i jsut miss her so damn much, owwel, im gonna bathe eat, and sleep,,
hope that she will call me and say that we'll be together again------NAH!!THAT'LL NVR HAPPEN(i hope it will)
nights then!!!!!!!!!
PS:my mom just come home,,pestering time!!!!!