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I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HERI MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER I MISS HER
been playing with sticks the whole time, still havent coplete my poem yet, im gonna be in big trouble tmr in school, no MC for friday and monday, havent done my math and lit hw, no excuse for not attending extra class and cca, life is just crap, i just want her, and i think everything will be ok if she comes back, cuz if she comes back, so will my motivation,right now, i dont know what to do with my life anymore, theonly thing i look forward to to hang out with them, i guess im the no brainer one after all, i cannot take this life no longer, it's just crap for me, i dont know what to do about it, being stupid is 1 thing, but me not going to school regularly, not payin full attention to my studies, not taking part in school events, just makes me feel useless, i dont think im worth a living, i just making others life harder, i dont know, i dont know what to do right now,it's just hard, i cant seem to study, i cant seem to get along with any1 besides them, im lost, i just need her, i love her, i really do, i want her all over again, life is now meaningless, im never good at anythin, studies, and everything else,i dont know, i cant move on, no matter how hard i try,i hope i do, at the same time, i wish she would come back, i miss her smile, her kiss, her eyes, her cheeks, i miss holdin her hands,, playing with her hair, i miss poking her cheeks, i miss looking at her, i miss admiring her kindness, her cuteness, i miss er love, i miss her, no one can explain how much i love her, not even myself, i hate myself, alot, i jsut wish i would die from an accident soon, i wish i'll nvr wake up the next morning, i wish i would jsut fall and die straightaway while climbing a buildin , i wish i would have the guts to kill myself, i wish god would do something about all this shit ive been through, life just sucks, and im off to have a walk.