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she came online, we talked and she said sry for every thing , and i asked, what did you do, she said u should know,
then she said she had to go offline cuz she had something to do,
from there, i know that she dosnt care bout me nomre, she dont love me, she acts as if nothing had ever happened, she have her life back,her life is great,and i have my life back, and my life is even more screwed up, nothing to look forward to, life is just crap for me, i hate myself, i love her, and now she's gone, i dont even have her love, i really care for her, i hope she wont ever care for me,cuz that'll just screw her life up again,i miss her so much,i went to a carpark rooftop and saw her walking to sch with her friend for sinda tuition, she was laughing and having a good time, im glad that she's happy, ill nvr have her in my life anymore, i hate myself,
im off to somewhere, i dont know where, and i dont think ill ever come home tonight, life's screwed up,i just hate myself so damn much, y did she even showed me love in the 1st place?i guess she jsut want to feel relationships, guess gettin into one is a disadvantage in her life, i nvr seen her so bright before when we're hangin out with kat and clement the other day, i guess she's truely happy now, im just glad, love is all about happiness isnt it? but i was always happy when im with her, not her, and now, she's happy to be this way, ive totally lost hope in everything now, i dont know, i need sometime alone, ill be out, dont think ill come home today, nights.