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i really want to see her badly,,i didnt go to school,,but i really wanted to see her,,but i didnt sleep the whole of last night,,only slept at 7,,,i cant seem to sleep at night now,,i mean,,everytime wheni closed my eyes,,ill imagine her,,and simply tear,,,i miss her,,,and it really hurts alot,,cuz i dont think i have a place in her heart,,i mean,,i dont have that place in her heart,,,i put her above everything in my heart,,,there's alot of girls in vespers,,,normally i will just shut up and mind my own business,,cause i hate them so much,,,but now,,,they annoy me even more,,,they annoy me,,and i just have to open my mouth to make fun of them in a way,,,cuz,,all the girls are the same to me,,she isnt,,,she's like,,,i cant explain how much means to me,,,i cant seem to find at least a little interest in other girls,,i mean,,i dont see anything in them,,,it's like,,,,i love her,,and now im pretty sure she doesnt come online for me anymore,,,i sense that she likes another guy,,,,,,,i just wish for her happiness,,,although i dont believe in happiness without her,,,i just wish for the best for her,,i love her,,and nothing will ever stop me from loving her