Never saw it coming Never said that I'd be here And if I could do something My choice would be to dissappear I never wanted blood baths I only wanted my own place I took the only ‘safe path’ Now I don’t recognize my face I’m dying rather slowly My soul is freezing at the core I’ve become a servent, lowly God knows I can’t take this much more What makes me even more ashamed Is that there’s only me to blame