Elizabeth . . .
true confessions
Dear Diary,
I've never felt so panicked in my life! I'm supposed to be completely in love with Todd, but all i can think about is Jeffery. I broke up with Jeffery because Todd moved back from Vermont . . . and I wanted to give our ove another chance. I love Todd, but I can't keep pretending that my feelings for Jeffery have stopped.
Diary, I just couldn't help myself. When I saw how sad Jeffery looked the other night at the Dairi Burger, I had to talk to him. We're supposed to be meeting at Miller's Point in an hour - and I don't know what's going to happen. And what if Todd ever finds out?
I'n happy that I'm back with Todd, Diary. But I'm not so sure that all's well. I'm not even sure that the mess between us has ended. Even as Todd held me close this afternoon, I couldn't help thinking of Jeffery. And as we discussed our plans to go to the Pi Beta Alpha costume party next Friday, I couldn't help wishing I were going with Jeffery.
Am I a terrible person, Diary? Is it aweful of me to want to have two terriffic guys? I know, after the last few weeks, that I can't live without Todd. But I also know that I can't stop thinking about Jeffery. I love them both. And i have no idea what to do about it.
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