Why, oh why oh why did I ever kiss Salvador?
No way can we tell Anna that we kissed, ESPECIALLY now, with the anniversary of her brothers death coming up and all.
This whole thing is turning into the biggest MESS.
But we really should TELL Anna.
Shouldn't we?

I shot Salvador a glance and caught him staring at me again. He quickly looked away, pretending to be very interested in his carton of juice. I stared down at my sandwich and gulped.
Maybe kissing Salvador was an even bigger mistake than I realized, I thought. Taking a bite of my sandwich, I glanced at Anna out of the corner of my eye. Her face looked thoughtful and sort of sad, and she was totally oblivious to my gaze, like she wasn't even at the table with us. Or like she wisjes she weren't, I thought with a sinking sensation. If Salvador and I don't figure out how to stick to just being friends, we might both lose Anna forever.

Cheating on Anna