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Falling apart
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wednesday,february 03,1999 9:48pm(eastern time,USA)
guestbook jumping,web researching,geeky tweaking,
oh my!
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thursday,february 04,1999 1:48am
Reptar is reminding that I am late on taking my 1:00am pillz,
tegretol,orudis,and feverfew for mood swings,arthritus,and
migraines(one of whom is blooming right now, I was too manic
to eat any dinner or much of anything for several hours). I had some cashews
about an hour ago,saying to myself,when you're nuts have some
nuts,one of my favorite sayings, I think I made that one up myself. Anyhoo,to pillz and food. Kitty pillie/wetsie at 4:00
am.Be sure to check out Xslf's BPD site(link above). Fascinating!
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friday,february 05,1999 2:46am
Judging by the counters,which ,incidently,rack up every time
I tweak a page,Reptar's Page is a runaway success.Go,Reptar!
Rah! Rah! Rah! Typing in code-correctly- with my fuzzy-brained-onefingerlookatthekeys method is a little tricky.
I -am- a determined production. One of those legendary stubborn Taurus,strong like bull,smell like bull. As those
of you up to speed know,wetsie/pillie is in an hour,and i've
been futzing around on the 'puter.Really got to get some kitty chores done or face eternal damnation. Gotta go! Take
care,you all.
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friday,february 05,1999 5:05am
This site is now listed in the Nerd World Personal Pages:
Thoughts and Commentaries section.Tres cool,man.Click on
the graphic on my home page. Did some web searches for
bipolar,bipolar+bear,bipolar+diary.Goodness there's a lot
of bipolar resources out there.Amazing! I'll try to type in
some URL's I found earlier. The Angelfire basic editor links
template makes that pretty easy.Sayonara,kiddos,for now.
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saturday,february 06,1999 3:10am
Happy Birthday to this site. It is now one week old,the home
page counter,which miraculously seems to have kept on counting
despite its temporary disappearance during my tweaking of the
home page,was last at 156(probably less than 50 of those were
mine). Amazing,simply amazing. As far as I can tell, bipolar
diaryzines are few and far between. It's really interesting to
me to chart my mood swings,in this fashion. Hopefully,it's
interesting to others,as well.I seem to have some talent as a
diaryist,which is kinda of a new mode for me. I've written
poetry off and on since I was fifteen,which is twenty-seven
years now. And I have written the occasional streamofconciousness piece and several rants. I've written
a few songs. And make up silly songlets for the kitties.
I adore good writing and am extremely impatient with bad writing. Anyhoo,that's enough for now. My Blue Moon mania
seems to be waning,thank the gods and goddesses,and much to
the relief of my wife,Frau Wilhemina,and the kitties,Wally
and Reptar.But I am very glad this site was born,there are
some really wonderful people out there in the size rights,
bipolar,and kitty cybercommunities. Take care,you all.
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