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In solitude I walk this garden
With tears in my eyes
Remembering our laughter
As we together strolled along
The grotto is overgrown,
The statue someone stole
The path so full of flowers
Is bare and filled with stones
My arms are empty now
Oh! How I miss you my love
My Jay my son
This garden that was ours
So beautiful as it was
No more flowers no more joy
In solitude I walk our garden
Remembering you my love
My heart is full of sorrow
I weep for how it was
The birds are not around
The deer is gone too
The fountain fill with rubbish
Stopped singing long ago!
Love~Petals-
June 1/2002
AMONG MY SORROW
The willow branches swing in the breeze-
A bird sings....
I see your face my love,
My beloved son; my Jay
My pain subsides; my heart stops
Your smile is keeping me alive
Sustains my days...gives me solace
So much sorrow! alas, so much pain!
And yet your courage your smile
Keeps me alive.
Yesterday was then as it is today
And yet my son my Jay
The willow branches
Keep swinging in the breeze...
Love~Petals
SITTING
In soundless contemplation
Blending with the ones of the universe
Ones of spirit
Sitting in meditation your noble spirit
Returns
The feeling of your touch
Your smile mingles with the blue sky
Bringing light to my heart
Then, I discover the garden of joy
And......we are one
The essence of spirit ennobles my being
My love my beloved Jay my son
Who else would know this
This ones between you and I?
Who else would know this?
For an instant my love
I hold you in my arms.
MY GARDEN
In my grieving heart
You planted a garden of beautiful truth
Time goes by, my beloved Jay
My sorrow gathers the blooms
Of
Yesterday
You planted this garden
Of love full of light
I keep watering your garden
With tears from my eyes
Love~Petals
High mountains
deep sea.........a
dense jungle of grass
I can not climb
I can not swim
my heart is deep,
inside this jungle, inside this grass;
blind I am , I can not climb;
in sorrow I cry; with tears am blind
my son, my Jay take my hand
and guide me
through this jungle of grass
Love~Petals
THE SEA......
The caress of its foam
Like you, my son your whisper comes
As murmur of waves your laughter comes
I hear you! "I love you Mom"
My tears mingle with the sea salt
my heart mirrors a sea storm......
Oh my Jay! my beloved son!
By Love~Petals
WHEN YOU SENSE I NEED YOU
And you always seem to know
You come,..
and touch my hand
To help and comfort me
You are so close always at my side
my sadness seems to calm
You have come, to touch my hand
bringing to me
Once again strength to carry on.
my Jay my love; you stay with me
As my constant help and guide,
My Guardian Angel my son my love,
You are always at my side.
Love~Petals
IN A FLASH
of pure light
You bring my spirit
Out of the dark
As we touch hands
You soothe my consciousness
You embrace my soul
My darling Jay, my beloved son
The shadows dissipate
I feel your caress.......
As a ray of warm sunshine.
You are in my own spirit
My Jay my son
For you and I are one
You and I are one
our spirits are one
We rode then and now
on wings of wisdom and Truth
We glide in eternal flight
as to reach the aim so clearly placed.
For you and I are one
The task that faced us then
Is happened and done….
Our consciousness enlightened by truth
our obligation met, As one, we knew.
Now we glide our spirits,
One.
For the aim was always at hand
We are spirit you and I
We have crossed this path so many times
Why then I long so much for you? my son… Why?
Are we not------you and I
One?
Searching all about.........
I found no trace of thee
Where your friends all gathered
And you had dwelt with them
The weed encrusted building
Was inhabited by none...
The lovely surroundings
Helplessly left alone
Yet, something of those memories
And the greatness of it all
Lingered there; as the
Scent of long ago.............
What happened to the flowers?
Your friends...the tennis court?
The building gray with shadows
Its windows black with soot...
In dense misunderstanding
Of a Story to be told.........
The weed encrusted building
Its windows black with soot
My heart as wilting flowers
With such sorrow from it all
I tried to bring back the years
Of greatness, of joy.
My Jay, my love...my son
But only found more tears
Not greatness or joy..........
Love~Petals
Sun Set
Brilliant colors in the sky
Against the blue ocean waves
Foam gathers at the shoreline
I stand and wait…my love my Jay
Your spirit bright as the colors of the sky
I feel your touch as the breeze goes by
Tender and soft you pass me by
Your scent I breath I close my eyes
My darling my son I love you so…….
In solitude I await by the shoreline
You come to me in waves of light
Then………..
You are here by my side.
Love~Petals 4/8/002
Dream of angels........
mine holds me in his arms
My angel comes and opens his wings......
I am embraced....
The clouds are transparent
and the brightness immense!
His wings encircle me,
I become invisible inside this love;
Another birthday my love?
What does it matter as we have no time?
I hear your whisper; I feel your touch....
I know your wings I felt them before
I am embraced.......I am invisible!
you and I, my Jay, my love.
Happy Birthday my darling Jay.
April,15-2001
LIGHTS AND FLOWERS OF LOVE
Can you see my candles
Burning every day?
A light of love I send for you my Jay
white Rays of light
with red roses side by side
though missing from my sight
I see your smile I hear your laughter
You hold me close
Oh,my angel you showed me perfect love
every day I light a candle
That you may see it from above
every day you light my life with love
tears of this great sorrow,
are sweep with wings of love
Love~Petals
5/28/002
My Jay; YOU,
Like the candle,
Gave my life true enlightenment,
I use the candle's inspiration
For my meditation in the night.
When I light the candle,
You smile upon me
My spirit blends with yours
And then,
In light as one we are
Oh! My Jay my love,
As your light joins my light,
Our spirits touch and glow.
My son my Angel, I love you so!
Love~Petals
5/30/02.
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~Realm Wanderer~
Softly the leaves of memory fall,
Gently I gather and treasure them all,
Unseen, unheard, you are always near,
Still loved, still missed, so very dear.
No length of time can take away,
My thoughts of you from day to day,
Whatever else I fail to do,
I never fail to think of you.
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