CONFUSED???
Mood:  sad
Here I am again in front of the computer, searching all kinds of stuff…from celebrities, personal homepages, wallpapers, yahoo news but you know what? My mind is somewhere else. I’ve been like this for almost 1 month already. I’ve been thinking about my husband whom I spoke to last Apr.27 pa! I’ve been thinking a lot things, a lot of questionable things about him. I don’t know why he haven’t called me again like he promised. He promised me a lot of things pero lagi na lang di natutupad. I DON'T KNOW WHY? He was never like this before. I know he’s keeping a secret from me, I don’t know what it is. I just want a clear answer, that’s all I’m asking. I’m having countless sleepless nights because of this. I don’t know if he’s ever gonna call me again or maybe he just wants to abandon me forever? You know what? I DON'T CARE! I just needed to know! I’m not an idiot to not know if everything’s ok or not and clearly everything’s not ok between us. I’m not gonna post here telling all the problems we’re having but I just want to give up already coz I don’t know if he’s that committed to make our marriage work. I just want to talk to him right now coz I’m really confused! I don’t know what to do anymore, sometimes I just want to sleep so long so that if I wake up everything’s fixed and there would be no problem anymore…