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This is my dear brother he passed away from a blood clot to the heart.

It was a complete shock. One that I will never get over.
I didn't realize time was running short.

If only I can tell you the things I am thinking now.
I never knew...I expected you to always be there.

Just one more time I want to hear you sing in my answering machine..yooooo, Dee, this is your brother Tonnnnnnny..I use to roll my eyes..but would give anything to hear it again.

One more kiss on the forehead from you, I would cherish and not just take for granted there would be more.

You never asked anything of anyone, that was just the way you were.
Always giving and never receiving. You would call me just to make sure I was okay.

I miss them calls. I miss you dropping by, drinking coffee and just talking.

There are so many things I miss, teaching you about your computer (or trying to), laughing, cutting up and just hanging out.

You would call me and say," Dee, mind if I come over? I just don't want to be alone tonight".

I needed you as much as you needed me. I never got to say Goodbye or I love you one more time.

My heart breaks thinking that you left without hearing them words.

If only I can go back in time. You are always in my heart and never far from my thoughts, bro.

If I have learned one thing its never take anyone for granted, you never know what tomorrow will bring.

Wait for me, Tony, I will be needing a hug when I get to Heaven.


9/24/01
Dearest Bro, its been a year and I miss you as much as if it was yesterday. Time has gone by but my heart still hurts. I wish you were here to talk to. Just know I love you!


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This was on Tony's computer when he passed away:

INTERVIEW WITH GOD

Come in ," God said, "So, you would like to interview Me?"

"If you have the time," I said. God smiled and said: "My time is eternity and is enough to do everything; what questions do you have in mind to ask me?"

"What surprises you most about mankind?"

God answered: "That they get bored of having children, are in a rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.

That they lose their health to make money and then lose their money to restore their health.

That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future.

That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they had never lived...."

God's hands took mine and we were silent for awhile and then I asked..."As a parent, what are some of life's lessons you want your children to learn?"

God replied with a smile: "To learn that they cannot make anyone love them. What they can do is to let themselves be loved.

To learn that what is most valuable is not what they have in their lives, but who they have in their lives.

To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others. All will be judged individually on their own merits, not as a group on a comparison basis!

To learn that a rich person is not the one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.

To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in persons we love, and that it takes many years to heal them.

To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.

To learn that there are persons that love them dearly, but simply do not know how to express or show their feelings.

To learn that money can buy everything but happiness.

To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it totally different.

To learn that a true friend is someone who knows everything about them...and likes them anyway.

To learn that it is not always enough that they are forgiven by others, but that they have to forgive themselves."

I sat there for awhile enjoying the moment. I thanked Him for his time and for all that He has done for me and my family, and he replied, "Anytime. I'm here 24 hours a day. All you have to do is ask for me, and I'll answer."

People will forget what you said. People will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

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