Tears
of Sadness
Oh,
these tears of sadness
Are
also the tears of my shame
Was
this all my fault
Am
I the only one to blame...
Did
you not feel it
The
love that quickly grew
Was
it just all in my mind
Was
I wrong in believing you felt it too...
I
felt you there in my heart
I
expressed these emotions to you out loud
Was
it too soon to be saying things
Was
I just another face in a crowd...
I
thought that I was the special one
Who
would make that difference in your life
I
dreamt that we would be together
Through
good times, laughter and even strife...
But
that dream will not happen
Reality
soon kicked in
You
never truly loved me
I
was a just a pawn and you were my King...
But
a King must have subjects
Who
will follow his every rule
For
me this now will not happen
For
I will no longer play the fool...
I
cannot take back that part of me
I
gave to you with free will
You
still have the love I gave
That
will remain yours, until...
Until
the time that my thoughts no longer
Turn
to you in any way
For
then the love will have died
Along
with the dreams that I made...
Then
I know that I am free
To
let love enter my heart again
For
I know that each love is different
As
no two things, are ever truly the same...
Tears
born of sadness, wash away the pain
Love,
joy and friendship are the blessings that I now gain...
