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Tuesday, 15 December 2009 ![]() in SHakespeare:
Posted by dragon2/deepentity at 8:03 AM PST
Updated: Tuesday, 15 December 2009 8:06 AM PST Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post Thursday, 9 December 2004 ![]() 13 August 2003 04:29 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel sadness a moral life without love has a meaning only to in flict love and kindness onto others but never to leave any for one's self she does good more for others is this world about others or me? a passion with a source of no heart no love but still there be passion for those who love those who love others there lye a unwanted broken heart disappiontment for there had been no true love behind mine eyes just passion, just motavation no love there was and is no person so over flood by love that did she do without knowing atempt to inflict happiness to others Edit this Post | Delete this Post 13 August 2003 04:28 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel hate i hate you i hate this world the only thing that keeps me here is the dream to make this place and the people in it better Edit this Post | Delete this Post 13 August 2003 04:27 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel fate i love like i never loved anyone ur my only one and when the goes my way and everything i want is at bay i shall think of you and still when i have the world i will abandon it all to serch for you and i'll wonder if you have strayed far from me throughout these years or will u be there? will, after our years together, be in the same place? or will the mistakes of ur life, your bad chioces, murder you before i see you at your best before i see you with me forever Edit this Post | Delete this Post ![]() 30 September 2004 22:44 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel warning me i want to grow and live but i need to stay and slowly rot or i will surely die if not that a falsehood of happieness forever i need someone to tell me its all just a nightmare a dream and bring me to their reality where no one doubts the character of on person and has fiath in all ppl to just tell me that none of my lies are real that my friends r honest, healthy, and happy and that i make a difference if not then tell me this life of mine doesn't matter and nothing i do will change a thing and i will hate you and ignore u while u warn me of the steep hills to come i roll along side my beloved friends hellping them in every way i can becuz i do know that if not a lot i will make a difference Edit this Post | Delete this Post 6 June 2004 20:03 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel looking through the feelings fill your body you want to wrap urself ur up bzu you feel ur insides will spill if u don't and theres no one to hold you close i need something real something to feel so i try and hold my myself put myself together i put on a bravdo of happieness when i want to die i want someone to look at me and maybe look to find a little girl who only wanted to play with other little kids i want some one to hold close someone that might see a woman a woman that want everyone to be happy and someone to make her happy they never see? or they never care? bcuz i want them to be happy but they don't care they love me for who i am but i am many things most of which they might never see i die as i watch my friends helplessly fall into a pit i will follow where ever wanted but i never let them see bcuz by the time they might notice i will have been to far gone already i am used to it buried, no oxygen i'm alreally dieing Edit this Post | Delete this Post 6 June 2004 19:45 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel sometimes sometime we wish it could just disappear, and then we could be all alone with the vocies ringing in our earz shuting out the logic and things wouldn't be so confusing then some of us take a step back and see the loneiness to come we break and snap and we hurt ourselves but it doesn't help bcuz it seems that in the end we're always alone so we just wish it away and we shut it out so that it can disappear bcuz it was never there to start with Edit this Post | Delete this Post 15 April 2004 00:10 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel the burn and it starts white, pure as rain then a deep warmth of red, passion enveloping the grey of my heart the confusion the doubts consumed spiraling swirls of burning blues and green a beauty unimaginable redecorating everything then the orange comes a dancing memorizing light a dim yellow, and your obsessed with every inch of affection then it fades away as all things do once pure as white and without grey now scorched, black, burned Edit this Post | Delete this Post 23 October 2003 23:16 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel rage rage fire hate you look, you listen, discriminate Edit this Post | Delete this Post 31 August 2003 16:21 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel alone alone, everyday alone i look around, alone so i scream, i'm am alone no one hears me i have diappeared been forgoten unimportant never to be glanced upon am i not worthy have i become a lost cause Edit this Post | Delete this Post 31 August 2003 04:24 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel death every day i die in death i lye all keeps dieing in me the door to death i have no key always dearting, never departed will any living be started? you can not save me i long for death but i seem to keep inhaleing every breath Edit this Post | Delete this Post 17 August 2003 00:08 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel human i am the embodied spirit of nothing i have now realized that i have become the thing i despize most human the ignorence of my human beahvior disgust me my human behavior and accusations have left me with hate for myself i will close it out i'm better then human and i will not fall but i love him no no no love is a foolish thought made to be thought to be more Edit this Post | Delete this Post 16 August 2003 23:59 EDT | Posted by dragon/heartless_angel you it's too late your too gone i have yo no longer for now i have relized that i feel for you realized it, it hit me i have thought it and felt it before but i was blinded by it's purity for a moment but i see you agian you need too change but is that witch i fear to start i love you for who you are and what you can be but i could never be with the person you are but i love you for how you are what to do? what to do? if your going to change the person i love i'll only take it if you are changing yourself without the influence of another Saturday, 16 October 2004 ![]() the days are moving i am alone empty empty hollow, a shell i wonder y i feel u cutting, cutting i fall, and wonder why am i falling? i feel nothing uve push me but yet i lay on the ground untouched walking, walikng nothing in me no reson, no goal just walking walking without u myself lost in an endless abyss alone lies surround me a tingle a lie a weakness in myself, lies eating i eat myself away disapearing inch by inch gone Wednesday, 4 August 2004 ![]() i feel like i just miss him so much now, we kissed but he was drunk, i feel like horrible! we talked hella and it was important stuff that he should know and he should know i know =( i was in tears i feel so bad not as much bcuz he has a gf but cuz i dont know. i don't know i don't think i like him but even if i did i wouldn't want to go out with himi think it was right of me to brake up with him and i don't want to hurt him again and brake his heart and yeah i wouldn't be able to be ok with that at all Tuesday, 16 September 2003 ![]() heres a list of all my other online journals and personal stuff like that. i trust you. https://www.angelfire.com/dragon/flightless_angel/stayaway/ https://www.angelfire.com/dragon/heartless_angel/feelings/ http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=lil_flirtydrkside http://www.xanga.com/private/home.aspx?user=all_bravado http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=lone_bravado
Posted by dragon2/deepentity at 8:27 PM PDT
Updated: Tuesday, 16 September 2003 8:28 PM PDT Post Comment | Permalink | Share This Post ![]() now i lay here thought to be hopelessly dead but death seems more to a prize then a consulation i don't deserve death i don't deserve life so why does it torment me so to say that someone out there must say that i deserve you? y do you fallow me? everywhere? i had done you no right or wrong? i had never matter before y is such a blessing, a curse? what have i done??? i...i can't remember... Monday, 8 September 2003 ![]() some people might say that i'm a very compilcated person, but thats what they think i understand myself well enough to predict myself. there r a lot of things i will never tell anyone like why i truelly do some of the things that i do. or why i really am the person i am now. i am person without limits, but for every inparticular point, there are prices. my thinking is nonaplicable, but my feelings r so clear!i mean i fully understand my thinking stratigies but with my feeling i don't need to understand they're just so smiply thoghtless. a picture may be worth a thousand words, but pure intellectual silence could never be compared to words. it seems odd that such person as me could apear to be complicated. but seemed to be logical due to the fact that i find ur average human to perliminary. i don't seem to fit in, like i'm too far off in my own world yet my bravado seems to have it right. i may be confused as i want but some how i, somewhere deep down, will always have that crazy know it all instincts, yeah you know the one. when you do something with no thoughts or feelings, you just do it. i've always been able to convice myself of things, and when i want something, i really want it. or when i feel a certian way, i really feel that way. its either strongly one way, nutrual, or strongly another way. i can also easily "admit" things, for example i can say that i like someone but when i like someone(oh so rarely) when i upen that up its overwhelming. i wished i liked more ppl, then i'd have more places to put my feelings, cuz i just feel like years, life times have been passing without someone worth loving and it all just been building up and i have just been waiting for it to come. and i know one day it will. one day, even if i have to live my entire life in school and complete boardom, it will all be worth it, till my natural death i will wait Newer | Latest | Older |