im so sorry, i really am.i cant handle the pressure anymore. from now on..... im a ... a ..... a..................... live journal user.......... IM SO SORRY!!!!! its just so much easier..... i know ive sold out.... but but but ..... oh sigh. not that i had too many readers anyways, but to the two or three of you, im sorry. i will love you forever even if you get a witch doctor to condemn me to a life of torment and sexual diseases.
omgi just realised that i havent mentioned the bug hunt which involves my bizzare animals and my bathtub. in other news have been fiddling w digi cam that is also a web cam as well as a mp3 player - ahh the joy of ebay. so here are some freaky pics .... not as scary as blob tho. urgh. would you imagine ! perhaps im not an alien after all. although in one i think ive got a bit of a jesus hair thing going on. perhaps im the messiah ? oh yeah and theres a couple of added random pics here ....
uh-oh spaghetti-osthings are not at ease in the curson household this evening. it is fathers birthday today. i gave him hand luggage which he seemed quite pleased with (hurrah for me). when my father dislikes his gifts he states so openly. he did this to my mother this morning (who brought him a jacket, made in china - fathers pet hate). then when mother arrived home they had a blazing row over my car and we had to eat dinner without her. we havent had the cake yet. not good. dad has brought lotr on dvd (HURRAH!) i think i have inadvertantly invited andrew over. if he does turn up, he will get to enjoy the current in house marital tension. such is the joy of life. sigh.
odd ballsim freaking out. im begining to feel good about myself. which is inherrently wrong on so many levels. perhaps thats why im writing this, cos as soon as one admits these things to themselves they tend to go to shit. perhapts its my way of getting back to normal, ie being generally dissatisfied with myself. hmmm. its all v odd.but i guess its a good thing. perhaps its the new shoes. or the pink nail polish.
so wrongalmost, but not quite makes me proud to be an aussie, no, scratch that. ashamed. utterly utterly ashamed.
yes, we're back to the white title, im too lazy to find an appropriate colour code. sigh.ok, perhaps that was a little bit wordy. personally i blame my semi intoxicated demenour. GAH, im having a dilema, this whole "two journal/blog" thing is getting me down. i cant handle it anymore, but the thing is, im not sure if i wanna make my home a livejournal one, or stick to the blogger. PROS AND CONS BLOGGER - commenting easy and can update template. on the other hand blogger has been prone to crashing of late and when i try and edit my template in netscape it deletes all the addresses in my tags leaving me with things such as LIVEJOURNAL - v reliable and theres a nice little desktop program that i use to post with and no browser opening is required. quite lovely. on the other hand commenting is a shit for non members. which sucks AND i have to pay to change styles etc (and we all know im a tight arse). frankly i just dont know what to do. i'll probably stick to both. so if you enjoy my ramblings (i think theres two of you) please look at livejournal also, i think i put a permalink on the side somewhere. i believe its titled "the other me" ok WELL, im oft to bed, vision blury, but am sobering, which im sure is for the best as i have to pick ian up at 10.30 SHIT SHIT SHIT. night night !!!
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