1/18/03

So I have a few things on my mind right now, some things in which I think would be pretty interesting for everyone to talk about, for some people to discuss and it'll be interesting to see how many people are honest about it.

First off why Nester challenged me I was confused about at first, but then I realized that some certain poor sucker believes that maybe if he can beat me with Nester, then with Dick it should be no problem, which is good wishful thinking, but what in gods name gives you the insight to believe that Nester DeMidcarder can defeat Brian Graves? Especially when I'm out on a mission to prove everyone wrong?

Speaking of which, this is another subject I want to touch base on. The "Brian is Overrated" population that seems to be growing more and more each day especially in the WoW/nWo ranks, and is starting to spread more and more throughout other places, which is cool, if you want to believe that bullshit then that's your opinion. Everyone is entitled to that and I have no objections what so ever, but I just think it's ironic, but then again it's almost expected. I don't dedicate my life to this stuff despite what people think, just because I write big ass rp's...funny stuff is I spend about an hour if that writing my rp's and they tend to be around 25k each, that's just how I do it. I spend like an hour writing maybe, then I spend however long it takes spell checking, what like 5 minutes? Then I post it. And I usually do it at night before I go to bed when I'm tired. I rarely do Rp's during the day unless it's a weekend and I'm bored out of my mind. So call me overrated or what not if you really like, but I'd love for you to get in a match with me WITHOUT BIAS JUDGES...good luck on that in some feds

Everywhere I go there are people that want to see me fall, I hope this doesn’t present itself in nWo. For what I know of, the match between Brian Graves and Dick Gazinya in WoW was fairly judged by James...he told me afterwards when we were in ECWL that it was one of the closest e-fed matches he's judged in his time, which meant a lot knowing how good of a role player he is. And to beat Dick Gazinya was a huge deal. You know come to think of it, I remember a comment Dick made to me saying something like "I'm acting like a rookie or someone who's new to the game". I am dude; I've been in 4 serious feds (5 counting my short stint with WoW) in my entire life. My first 3 months was doing 1-2 rp's a week in EHWF battling Ghost at 3 am in the summer til I had school, then I stopped for almost 3 months til like September when I joined ECWL. I was in that for 5 months...then WXW for 5 months, then XWD for like 2 and then WuW now for like 1 or so. So about a year of e-fedding in serious feds for me...and even then I didn't spend anytime in ECWL doing storylines except with }{urricane at the very end (whoever was in ECWL remembers those were some kick ass battles we had)

So to say that I'm very experienced and a vet, that's so very wrong. To say I'm a legend is almost wrong; I feel that I could be better than I am right now. I'm finally starting to use storylines in my role-plays and make them funnier and funnier as they go along, and stray away from my old style, and Dick's style of talking a lot and describing the scene, nothing wrong with that, but I want to be able to do THAT and elaborate, so that's my future goals, hopefully with this huge thing between Dickster and myself, I can fulfill that.

So Dick your not lieing when you said I've dominated Indy feds my whole career...I mean when I came to ECWL, the only competition was Phantom (Phuze or Ti Konflict to WoW guys in case your unaware of his Phantom days) and we were in the same click. And also }{urricane and Ghost, who I think would give anyone in WoW a good run. So to say that it was a top notch fed when I was there was wrong, before I got there is when it was hot. Then you have all the other feds I've been in, mostly associated with ECWL in one way or another, WXW, XWD and WuW. And some can say that it's my fault they all closed, and it's funny cause that happens a lot, I join, fed falls but why? Cause I win a world title, NO, it's because no one thinks they can beat me...which is why nWo will be a blast for me because I finally get to go up against a group of guys who think they can beat me. This will be my first challenge I get to show how good I really am and beat guys like Nester, Dick, Necron, Ichabod and whoever the hell else I have to in order to get into the championship status in nWo.

Anyways, I think that the match itself will be good, I mean with all the shit that Dick's trying to put out, it should be an interesting battle, it'll be fun to see what Dickless puts out from the set of "Dick Gone Wild" and listen to his pathetic comebacks to me. Because all he has on me is inexperience, which is fine, some say that's key, but when it comes to overall talent, I don't sweat guys like Dick Gazinya, I didn't sweat him when I had no clue who he was and I really don't sweat him now when I know him in real.

As for Nester, that should just be interesting to see how he goes about this match. I hear that he has a storied past of taking out of character shit and putting it in his rp's, which is fine by me because I'm not a person to take personal blows anymore, after this whole Dick thing I'm just letting shit slide and trying to have fun. Beating Nester in my first official singles match in nWo shouldn't be hard at all and I should be able to get this done pretty simple.

Anyways in WuW things are going great right now, winning the WuW World Title was great, my match with Jugs was awesome, we both Rp'd great for it and I took out my second Rp to make it even, so that was good. To bad Barty nor Ryan could do more than one Rp each, I would have liked to have had the same amount, I hate winning because I posted more rp's, that doesn't show how good you are, that just shows how many rp's you can do more...take that as a hint DICK.

Anyways I hope everything goes well for everyone this week, I'm not like most commentary places, I will put one of these out whenever I feel the need, if something huge happens tomorrow, I'll do one then, but I doubt it. Until then I hope everyone goes well and I'll see you all on the boards!