Futile Existence
P L A Y L I S T
· Intentabar Plasmar (McCormick)
· Underblown (McCormick)
· Ayerveda (Veda Pt. 1) (McCormick, Gosselin)
· Nothing Matters (Gosselin, McCormick)
· Riot (McCormick)
· Love (Raw Datum:B) (McCormick)
· Epitaph (McCormick)
· Futile Existence (McCormick)
· Kinetic Tribe (McCormick)
· Self Center (McCormick, Bennett)
· Time Is Of The Essence (McCormick)
· Tooth Thru Ate (McCormick)
· Trusted (McCormick, Gosselin)
· Demon Dream (1997-1998) (McCormick)
Recorded at the Doll House 1998
Produced and mixed by McCormick
Art by Patrick McCormick
For ASIML8SHUN records
Intentabar Plasmar
Okay, I think It's time to release our minds from all that other crap you've heard and said you've understood... But you really didn't... Don't fall into that category of followers. I think you need to just sit back and take advantage of this now. One day, what's not understood will be banned! One day, America will not be as free as we think we are now. With more and more restrictions towards the first amendment, We will become a nation not able to say anything to anyone (anywhere) without them thinking we are either racially discriminating or sexually harassing them. Use your 'free' time wisely, and take advantage of this now! (I warn you) This is my fear, and it's starting to become a reality. We need to try to mold a better future than how things are turning out right now. We need to mold it (plasmar) NOW!
Take it back now.
Underblown
Scratching over
yet pulling down
current, undertow
I'm gonna drown
in pity you create for me
I'm so sorry that you feel the need
to treat me like this
I never knew just where the pain
would need to piss
I feel discarded, under blown
I feel like a piece of trash
or just a name in your home
I'm something to fight about
my name is just a word
but I only get the hate I deserve
I am a thief won't you let me in?
I steal your past. (and)where has it been?
Do remember it always by your side
or do your memories always tell you lies
Give it to me I need it more than you
never realized what you had
until I stole it from you
too bad there is no law against this kind of crime
just an element of distrust a misplacement of time
who's right?
I guess you are
I am the needle I pierced the skin
you never thought about pain till you let me in
I will remember what you forgot
how you treat your past will always be lost
I will treat memories good no matter the cost
will you always hate, though I'm good for you?
Will you always wait though I'm never through?
(We will remember these) times through the years
(I will never let the) eyes seep those golden tears
Riot
crashing and burning riots in the broken streets
people falling empty hallow hearting, being beat
changing rearranging for the worst but we could never do our best
in a nation of cowards that couldn't live up to the test
freedom wouldn't free them
as freedom never really freed us
it just allowed all the ignorant people
to support their ignorant opinions
Epitaph
brought down and seeping through skin flesh is sin
press on take it down to the ground tie it down
shut your mouth blind fold hides vision w/o incision
untold surgery genetic murder and gray fighting me
killing growth denied world civilized human blood
trying to make everything good hate is a state
of love is luck sex with everything but gender
got plenty of malice I need to render
got no time for sickness and health is a lie
and hell hath no furry like mine
as faith etches it's faint epitaph
red blood against yellow flames
I sit back and clone my love
but little pieces of sorrow remain
1, 2, and the 3rd for you
just sit back and enjoy what I give
truth is you're the reason I live
Kinetic Tribe
cut yourself from the world would we miss you?
mute your voice would we notice you're gone?
Were you ever important?
Did you have something to say?
If not why would we remember you today?
And as the roots grow down down,
well I grow down down...
Self Center
to see you waiting there in the fiery clouds
your furry fists are tired and are breaking' down
holding suffering telling lies to the creator and how he lies
dead lies
down side
sweet girl
you're crying
now the thunder is crashing down
sparks electric burning ground
way too far the die is cast
bloody tears i'm crying glass
wishing for to know why
confusion in my mind I can't deny
forget the world then time dies
dead lies
down side
sweet girl
you're crying
I wonder when you come if you'll tell me what I am
Time Is Of The Essence
Sometimes I can't even find my own heart
and my brain takes over
In real time lust lost with my mind
and the love starts over
it's high time I learned time is of the essence
and if the blood and the brain is dead
only dead at your presence
well yeah if the blood is red
it forgets to flow gold
if your heart isn't made of lead
then the secrets unfold
Sometimes I don't even know where to start
where these hands should touch
where my bloody lips should pass
and just wait for it to last
the gun and I got the gun and i got bullet
got more sense than you cuzz I didn't shoot it
don't get mad at me, i didn't blow it
said you were my friend well you didn't show it
i realized that you were dead before i even knew you
try to recognize the pity for the pain
i'm glad i left you
you were the thorn in my bloody side
always hated me cuzz i knew you lied
but the problem with this situation
I can't argue without hesitation
so just chew me up
spit me out
play with my brain
where used to be sane
now i'm left with your pain
Tooth Thru Ate
take my life
and tell my mind
because i have taken all i have
and given it to you
my love is hiding
my love is hiding
(in my mind) tooth thru ate
Trusted
Through all the corruption
I thought you could be trusted
The trust i gave too willingly
The trust that killed my soul
Strip me of my dignity
Strip me of my sanity
Strike me where it hurts the most
Stab me in the heart
Now I'll never be the same
Since I met you months ago
Forever changed my life and soul
Comfort's nowhere near
Strip me of my dignity
Strip me of my sanity
Strike me where it hurts the most
Stab me in the heart
Safety comes in solitude
Trust must now be earned
Everything has its price
And so do I
Dignity is now dead
So gone too my sanity
The pain has left me
Nothing left to bleed
Always thought you were trusted
No one sees corruptness
Blinded by your smile
No one sees true you
I see right through you
