Whack Whack Whack
He heads out the door, he forgot his coat
There’s a smile on his face and a laugh in his throat
But there’s a sadness in his eyes
And it’s no surprise
To realize that the reason he cries
Is because he has to sit there and watch as his father dies
He goes outside, screams at the sky
Nothing to hold except his head up high
And he never understood why God gave his mother the stability to talk
And took away his father’s ability to walk
The fire within smolders
Sometimes he holds the world in his hands, but sometimes it sits upon his shoulders
And there’s a light in his eye
Like the stars in the sky
But sometimes the light goes out
He hates to hear his parents shout
But throughout a life lived in doubt
He refuses to let anyone see him pout
Body feels so old
No one would talk they’d only scold
How come nobody told
Him not to be so bold
When he was made they broke the mold
But he’d give ten fold
His weight in gold
To have back the soul that he sold
And he didn’t want to be consoled
So he just went out and strolled
But he’s not homeward bound because he has no home
He has to roam
No toothbrush or comb
No razor and no shaving foam
Almost robbed of sight
Eyes hate the light
He travels at night
Because it’s the only path that feels right
And when he thought he’d never love again
He met a woman
She shook up his world and made him question his beliefs
Put his swords back in the sheathes
They were kindred spirits sharing a common goal
The light from her heart cast a shadow on his soul
That’s been sold
And now he feels so cold
Nothing and nobody to hold
He thought she’d be there when he fell
But all he got was “Go to hell”
She wondered why he acted like he was always under attack
Then she turned around and stabbed him in the back
She asked him to break down the wall
But I’m still sitting on top of it and I’d have to fall
Relearn how to crawl
Until I could walk again
Tall and proud like a forgotten king amongst men
I may not be Superman but that doesn’t meant that I can’t try
Even if I fall down when I attempt to fly
You wanted me to change my ways for you
But would you change for me if I asked you to?
You think so?
Wrong! The answers no
But it wasn’t all in vain
I guess it’s a little hard to explain
The happiness I feign
Because I must refrain
And not complain
About the pain
That wall always remain
If I did what would I gain
I’d rather abstain
And maintain
My souls’ stain
Until I go insane
It all hurts my brain
If I could obtain
My knife back I’d probably slice a vein
Oh well, if somebody bugs me I’ll just take it out on them
That guys running his mouth, how about him
But even when I beat you down this depression lingers
Try and count the things that I’ve done wrong but I’m all out of fingers
I wasn’t feeling that bad I remained pretty calm
Until I had to take that road trip with my mom
It’s a shame
We have the same last name
You just keep fanning the flame
Destroying my passive frame
All you ever do is place the blame
I’m a disgrace because my shirts wrinkled and it untucks
Well I don’t give two flying… shucks
See what you almost made me say
There’s got to be a better way
Then you yell some more
Want to know why I walked out the door
So many problems I just don’t know which
KISS MY ASS YOU FUCKING BITCH!
I hope you're glad
Now I’m mad
This is Adam’s big day it wasn’t supposed to be bad
Our family’s so sad
That problem is solved now, I can just walk away
And not say what I want to say
As for the woman problem that’s not so complicated
Who knows how many times I’ve masturbated ;-)
But if you really want to know the secret I’m not supposed to show it
Because I don’t want to blow it
But there’s a girl out there that’s mine and she doesn’t even know it
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