Nothing- Thought the pain I feel the sting The gash is deep Yet very clean Shaped in a B For all the babies I’ve lost As the blade digs Further towards the source I can feel it beating All the sudden It stops at once In the agony I feel nothing So numb from now It gets yanked out Beaten and trampled What a sight it be For in this place This world I am in No sympathy it told Nothing but shallow graved How lucky am I The deepest is mine For I’ve dug it the longest Since I’ve been born Born no as in birth But birth of myself The hollow pit of nothing I can see right though Look at me Nothing at all to see It must be in my head All the pressure building That must be the true source The one I can’t control It spits and hisses As it gives its commands I follow never thinking For I am nothing Can’t you see? My eyes can see no beauty No disgust can I see Everything it nothing Mostly being me