Nothing-
Thought the pain
I feel the sting
The gash is deep
Yet very clean
Shaped in a B
For all the babies I’ve lost
As the blade digs
Further towards the source
I can feel it beating
All the sudden
It stops at once
In the agony
I feel nothing
So numb from now
It gets yanked out
Beaten and trampled
What a sight it be
For in this place
This world I am in
No sympathy it told
Nothing but shallow graved
How lucky am I
The deepest is mine
For I’ve dug it the longest
Since I’ve been born
Born no as in birth
But birth of myself
The hollow pit of nothing
I can see right though
Look at me
Nothing at all to see
It must be in my head
All the pressure building
That must be the true source
The one I can’t control
It spits and hisses
As it gives its commands
I follow never thinking
For I am nothing
Can’t you see?
My eyes can see no beauty
No disgust can I see
Everything it nothing
Mostly being me