Saddened Lover

I sit in my room Crank the tunes Drop on my bed Start to thinking Sadness falls upon me Tears soon fall as well Can’t stop thinking How much I really love you I never did tell you How much I want you Seeing you with her Makes me want to die Yet I know I can’t do anything Cause that wouldn’t be fair We used to talk for hours Then you lost connection Wanted to talk to her Instead of me We used to laugh About how silly we used to act Thinking of that makes me smile Finally the tears leave me be And I can just think happy From all that times we used to have